thought i was listening to where is my mind at first

School Shooter   Trash 2   12 Killing Myself For You

ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - DSM-5/Dead Inside (Alt Version)

Hard Christ - Wish U Were Here (Extended)

I really REALLY hate mixing


verse 1
And when you get the feeling you hit the ceiling and you feel weightless
And as you reach cloud 9 the feeling evaporates.
Falling down from the sky its back to feeling like shit
And then I need caffeine to propel myself back towards it

Chorus
It comes to me with angel wings 
and leaves me in a depressed mess
It takes you higher than height itself
so it can drop you down to hell

Verse 2 
it flirts with the past to lure you 
to lure you in
it dances around memories until your dizzy from watching it spin and once you let it take hold it doesnt let go until your soul wears thin so stop and think before you let it do a thing

Etheral

I have nowhere to be, nothing to do
I can’t believe I’m already hating you
I’m empty, I’m hollow 
You ripped out my core when you chose to go

(Chorus)
I hate myself but I hate you much more
Thinking about you and I makes my mind and eyes go sore
I would kill my self before having your company 
I want to jump off a bridge and take you down with me

I have nothing to do, nowhere to be
I can’t believe you would make me feel this empty
You made me think I would never lose you
I should put myself in a noose and so should you

(Chorus)
I hate myself but I hate you much more
Thinking about you and I makes my mind and eyes go sore
I would kill my self before having your company 
I want to jump off a bridge and take you down with me

i hate myself but i hate you more

I can’t fall asleep 
With these bad memories
I don't wanna stay awake
Too much dated heart break

Sometimes I fantasize about locking myself in my room
the world outside unfamiliar while I’m in here, 
Feeling blue

I’m tired of these same melodramatic lines
It feels like I’ve said these things hundreds of times

I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room
a room for one

I can’t fall asleep 
With these bad memories
I don't wanna stay awake
Too much dated heart break

I just want to stay inside
Away from all these shitty lights
I just want to write my songs
About how I’m living wrong

I’m tired of these same melodramatic lines
It feels like I’ve said these things hundreds of times

I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room
a room for one
I'm stuck in my room I'm stuck in my room I'm stuck in my room

Room for One

I'm not doing too well
It isn't hard to tell
I'm thinking too much
I'm way too out of touch

With what's going on
What's going on the world?
What's going on?

I got a troubled mind
I lead a troubled life
I really need some rest
But I'm feeling so depressed

With what's going on
What's going on the world?
With what's going on
What's going on the world?

I gotta work it out
Before i get knocked down
Can't let it happen again
I gotta make amends

With what's going on
What's going on the world?
With what's going on
What's going on the world?

What's going on the world?
What's going on the world?
What's going on the world?
What's going on the world?

What's going on the world!?

grinding my teeth

WACKED OUT (KIM8BALL COVER)

shotgun in my hands

transgenders > negros
(stop shooting up places pls)

BPM : 134

targeting my own profound mind
ending lives all the time
take some meds to tame
i dont feel the pain

Piecing it one by one 
israelie government 
back and round back and round
i'll never be look back down
putting it all together now
understanding the pieces now
negros cant be shooters
but white girls can be martyrs

i dont fuck around
i dont play around
i mean what i say
fuck your steryotypical ploy
white aryan
opened up my edgy toy
research it up and down
no way it can jam now
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oh god what the fuck 
im so fucking screwed
i cant get out now
im in for life cmon dude

i'll rather not rot in there
i'll just blow my brains now
fuck you all!
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i hate myself but i hate you more

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