mass shooter

Belowground - I Want to Stop Breathing

wacked out
fucked up
brain is
just mush
10 count
no luck
i just did way too fucking much

black out
go home
wake up
no phone
off pills that are small and sweet
doing
dumb shit
i will
regret
running naked down the street
off my pills so small and sweet


WACKED OUT !!!

you cant think for yourself
you believe everything they tell you
your so fucking stupid 
i hate you
you say your brain is fine
your mind is fried with lies
you fuck every guy you see
keep on taking your vaccines

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the government

you do this to yourself
can you stop being so dumb
yeah yeah fucked yourself up
now your a 

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the (((government)))

government slut



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

i dont believe theres any hope
cause im deformed and fucking dumb
dropped out of school im just a dope
not gonna talk you wont listen 

dont care
nothing matters to me
its all pointless
id rather just give up cause

things arent getting any better
i wanted to try but i cant hold out forever
i act so sly but im just a little guy
in over his silly head and washed out to the deep

my face is gaunt from apathy
i been shut in since '21
cooped up rot in anxiety
im spiralling like a pigeon 

this shit
starting to make me bored
im so done
now im going my own way

things arent getting any better
i wanted to try but i cant hold out forever
i act so sly but im just a little guy
in over his silly head and washed out to the deep


washed out demo

was it an act?
an impractical joke?
say it aint so

i feel so sad
knowing what you did
i feel like shit

you were my hero joe gatto
i wish i didnt even know
whyd you have to rape that kid
never watch your show again
you were my hero joe gatto


do you remember me
i was there at your stand up routine
you came to my city
the same year you were cheating

was it an act?
an impractical joke?
say it aint so


you were my hero joe gatto
i wish i didnt even know
whyd you have to rape that kid
never watch your show again
you were my hero joe gatto

Joe Gatto

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

never wake up again (demo)

Existencial Dread

In the dark grid, shadows trace our names
You cracked my code; I’ll never be the same
Fiber optics flicker when you’re near
Binary whispers only we can hear
We met behind the firewall's flame
Two rogue scripts in a love untamed
Your hands on the keys, sparks in the night
I saw your soul in the circuit light
 
Neon hearts in the mainframe, burning bright
We write our love in the code of midnight
Pulse and data, we collide
In this wired world, you're my guide
Neon hearts won’t let this signal die
We ghost through towers in electric skies
In silent ops with chrome disguise
Love in encryption, raw and pure
A glitch in the system they can’t cure

I traced your trail through zeroes and ones
Across darknets, through loaded guns
But no firewall can keep me away
You're the echo in every word I say
 
Neon hearts in the mainframe, burning bright
We write our love in the code of midnight
Pulse and data, we collide
In this wired world, you're my guide
Neon hearts won’t let this signal die
Upload my soul into your stream
Merge our minds inside the dream
Rooted deep where the silence hums
We’ll stay alive where the system runs
“Unauthorized access...
Two users detected...
Connection unstable…
Love confirmed.”
Neon hearts in the mainframe, side by side
You and me against the override
Pulse and data, we collide
In this endless loop, we’ll reside
Neon hearts eternally digitized


NEON HEARTS IN THE MAINFRAME

An honest journey through the cracks and back into the light. ‘Restore My Mirror’ reflects struggle, roots, and the strength to rise again – raw, fragile, yet driven by powerful guitars and emotional truth.

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Joe Gatto

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