produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

I don't wanna fight my heart
Or hide my cards
You want me out
But need my loving
I fucked up once
You watched it burn me down

My mind still torn

Your voice still warm

I'll keep my hands down and lock my door 

Head stay spinnin'
Girlfriend ventin'
Tell me she be waiting for the ride
Couple bills got her lost in my pockets
Do it all while her best friend watching

How'd you get so rich?
None of your business
Bought my own damn crib while your man bitchin'
Drink your water when you're dripping out your faucet
Only money what they hearing when I'm talking

Take a sip to live another day
Juice or not, these 'girls are all the same' 
No smooth talk can take this pain away
I'm outside still dying anyway

After all this faking

I'd still call you baby

Haven't seen the roads that I've been contemplating

Spit my soul on another beat
You'll try so hard but you're never me
Go find someone that'll make it seem
That you walk my road
That you pay the fee
No new friends that can bother me
Yeah, my boulevard full of broken dreams
There ain't no spaces in between 'em
One by One, they always leaving

After all this faking

I'd still call you baby

I was tryna show you, I'm incarcerated

I won't lie 
I need you one more time
Wanna feel inside
Wanna call you mine

Caught you waiting as I dug my grave
Not your feelings coming out to play
Your drunkin' love so hard to read
My eyes still stuck on your physique
I'm just as lost, don't follow me
You took my heart and switched the beat
I don't have nothing else to see
like Ricky 'Nowhere Else To Be'
My wave ain't crafted from the seas
I make my songs, they press repeat

and like Wind I go

DAYLO - DEMONS (prod.HEARTJUNKIE)

me playing guitar n singing

lyrics:
i felt summer come 2 an end
and winter begin
inside my chest inside my heart
idk whats happening
is there seasons inside
inside of me
1 second im alright
next second, misery
its all fucked up
i let it out in song
chemicals inside my head 
i dont think they get along
but when im with u
youre what keeps me going
so im gon jus keep on going

body body body oh body of mine
just let me live tonight
all those people that i know that died
keep on crossing my mind and now im scared
if the reaper shows up at my door
just know i aint going nowhere
because i got her right here by my side
and i don't plan on leaving here
no i dont plan on leaving here

body of mine

hold me down

convolk - soldier

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and like Wind I go

Wavy Aaron