1up ft. kiryano & emotionals「brknglss」

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

tell me why it feels
like they don't know my name
cant put my finger on
the look thats on your face
ill wait until i know
its creeping through my skin again
i wish that i could go

its all that i can think about
its getting harder to breathe
im breaking my heart just to feel
theres nothing u ever could save
i cry and i watch it decay
the colors all fade into gray
i saw something farther away
u brought it all back with your face
ill wait til we're back in our place

i just miss u til i cant breathe
never needed u so badly
im so anxious can you catch me
ill keep acting like i cant see
i dont wanna cry but i did
and i didnt wanna lie but i did
ur the one thing i wont try to forget
i dont ever wanna leave u again
close my eyes i see your face inside my head

tell me why it feels
like everybody hates me
and i cant stop complaining
ill freeze and the winter can break me

finally home

You lookin real stupid

hit you in your heart
Yea well that’s just how we do it

fw us, elevate we going shooting

youre a bitch and we all already knew it 

make myself bleed thinkin I might die
cause ion rlly give a fuck about my life

off a pill you can see it in my eyes
Blood shot, fucked up til the sunrise

you cant hang with us so keep it down
like fuck that bitch thinkin bout it make me frown

everybody know my name like im the baddest bitch around
you my kids, yeah nobody wanna learn so just sit down

you got me feelin suicidal 
say youre the new wave but bitch you aint no tidal  🌊 😔

Heart (negative.creeper & eczotic)

back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

@negativecreeper
are you reading this ; we're always&forever

lyrics;
each time that you hurt me
the less that i cry
i feel like a burden
that’s stuck by ur side
you can’t even look me
in my eye
you know that i love it
when you lie

you know that i love it
your sweet little nothings
you break me to pieces
pick me up when im shutting (down)
look at me, girl turn around
cause im right here
i don’t wanna go away
feel you so near

listen to my voice break
 feel my lungs decay
if i had to disappear
for u, its okay
for me, for you
i would do anything
help me cross thru
watch me fade away

i dont wanna lie
the winds all in my hair
you finally left me
left in the air
hope that u hear this
you called up my phone
you asked if i called
but ur hurting my soul

when, i heard, ur voice
it crushed me all again
when, did you build, this hate
for me, the end </3

U Called 🐾 (negativecreeper)

6 feet down (prague)

prod takade 


Girl i gotta big dick
yea i like my girls wide n thick 
girl i gotta big dick fck
would u wanna sit with me ma
if u try to get in my jeans 
girl i’m finna wanna taste ya

bust it open babe
bust it open girl
move ya body bae
let me see u twirl

got a pretty girl on my finger
and she suck good dick like a big girl
but she running away jerry springer 
stop pulling out the cameras on my big girl

And i bet she shy
girl u moving like u mine
wanna a taste of this 
Got too drunk again
i’m on the phone again

got too drunk again
and we laying in the same old bed
same bed
please read my text
i been a mess
oh since u left

when i mess around i like my big girls
like em thick n wide yea my thick girls
i don’t need no chaser with my big girls
jus gimme straight liquor with my big girls

APPRECIATION

DollVoodoo

i get this feeling ur something evil

art by me

https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st

feeling w/ blackwinterwells (prod. redpriest)

instagram

best of me (sense)

ways - drowning (prod. maknae & emotionals)

@yureiclub
Beats: https://www.youtube.com/c/Waystalker/videos
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DELETED & UNRELEASED SONGS 
@gore-trance