song of the summer meet rock bottom
with my main man @ejcarrmusic
ep in two weeks !!!
enjoy <3

lyrics:
blink your eyes and it’s here
the pit of all the years
immune from any ending
think fast your stories changing
so sort through the jumbled mess
of old times and stale regrets
as long as you get
what all this truly meant

take a breath
and walk those steps
as you fear the depths
of whatever comes next

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind

go ahead

sometimes its on your doorstep
sometimes u take the fall
i took it on the shoulder
i lost myself in it all
and it gets hard to recognize the person that i was
i said goodbye a hundred times and never understood

the reasons beneath us
you’ll never forget how it feels
a sequence of treason
could never bend us to my will
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good?

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good
bye
bye
bye
bye

go ahead, say goodbye

go ahead, say goodbye w/ evan carr [immortal]

spotify & apple <3

i don't wanna feel okay (flesh + nihil2free)

sorrowintheway(myss)

believe in yourself

(prod by Michael Harrison)
12/16/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @februariesforgotten x @lvlzer0
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
Stab my back and watch me bleed on the carpet
Call my phone and tell me just how bad you wanna stop it
But you don't wanna talk about how your the fucking tyrant
And I don't believe in fairy tales

Say you'll change it for the better but you never fucking will
And I think your overthinking cuz your taking to much pills
And I don't believe in fairy tales

[BRIDGE]
Not a little bird anymore
And I think I've seen this all before
Not a little bird anymore

oh no,
Darling, meet me in the bedroom
oh my,
I got a story for you

[VERSE]
It all seems so hopeless
A bottle every night commends on why I'm fucking broken
The tree's in this forest seem to splinter when we're token'
And honestly I believe this is why we go unspoken

And I think you got a fucking problem
And honestly I think your the one who needs to solve em'
Cuz, your mother called me last week
She's scared for her Daughter
But a body bag lines on the ground where you found her

[MARCH]
i dont recognize the face
inside the mirror on the wall.
if i burn another bridge 
then will the kingdom surely fall?
you make me out to be a hero
but that tale is mighty tall.

i dont recognize
the voice inside my head
its got me paralyzed.
before you cut me open
leave me sterilized.
i might act like im okay
but girl im terrified.

the way youre fuckin with my head
feels just like magic

magic
everyone around me 
saw me fall 
you heard 'em laughin'
i love the way you let it happen
scrapes on both my knees
i hardly eat
and im an addict
the sword thats in your sheath
will meet my back
and i wont have it
cuz i dont believe in fairy tales
cuz it all always ends well,
but youre still not here
see you 12ft up
girl let down your hair
cuz im still caught in your spell
girl im no knight in shinning armor 
i dont got a pot to piss
i got a heart thats made of stone 
my family says im dumb as bricks
and i dont believe in fairy tales.

[OUTRO]
Not a little bird anymore
And I think I've seen this all before
Not a little bird anymore

Another fairy tale. feat. march22nd (prod. michael harrison)

lyrics:

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
high stakes
really got a lot of shit on my plate

hidden face
yea still hit me up for a dinner
like why you even fucking with me anyway
i did some shit in your dream now you mad at me
baby could we please just live in reality
i swear you just hit me up to argue its saddening
most of the time i dont realize whats happen

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
doing all the stupid shit that i hate
high stakes
really got a lot of shit on my plate

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
i just got a lot of shit on my plate

times change
people that would always stand beside you tend to migrate

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
high stakes
really got a lot of shit on my plate

migraine (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

walking home with the moon out
its 2am the bars are closed i havent slept in bout a week now
its 4 am when i sneak out
its cold as fuck i feel the breeze out
feel december air trying to reach out
you never care till you leave me
i step outside and its freezing
you're never there to come meet me
so i'm never there when you need it
thats my attempt to get even
i read your texts and delete it
i should block your number dont need it

dont need it (prod. kryptik)

lyrics:

hold me down let me know like where should i go
and im sorry girl i know i never check my phone
really hard to get ahold of when im on the road
and im scared that imma blow up one day i'll explode
if it happens then i'll tell you i'll make sure you know
but i'll go inside a cabin somewhere no one knows
live inside a little place where its freezing cold
got some snow inside my jacket feel it in my toes
making music so you know me when i decompose
and i know you're getting tired of the shit i hold
i can deal with all your problems i wont ever fold
i'm a young artist i been getting scared of old
theres so many things in life that i will never know
hold me down let me know like where should i go
and im sorry girl i know i never check my phone
really hard to get ahold of when im on the road

hold me down let me know like where should i go
and im sorry girl i know i never check my phone
really hard to get ahold of when im on the road
and im scared that imma blow up one day i'll explode
if it happens then i'll tell you i'll make sure you know

web (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics:

what am i 
suicide 
on my mind all the time
do or die
getting high
just to go to sleep thru the night
nevermind guess im fine
im no good with goodbyes
hold my hand when i die
wipe those tears from your eyes
what am i 
suicide 
on my mind all the time
do or die
getting high
just to go to sleep thru the night
nevermind guess im fine
im no good with goodbyes
take your time i dont mind 
i can see thru your lies

got a bad bitch in my inbox
go over meet the in laws
blow up like a semtex
shawty thought i was snapchat
way i disappear after i send texts
got a hell hound go and end them
get a max ammo when the round ends
always sending shots now you cant escape
got you looking like you found a dead end