buy the album here!

https://ialmostdied.bandcamp.com/album/christian-science

christian science

SoundCloud shit

Deprivation Playlist

incelcore/ epunk/ bedroom punk

fog lake

mkultra

Beer

an hero

ssri induced erectile dysfunction

bad ending

fishtank

cigarette song

Pale face on a winter afternoon
sleep-deprived but I dreamt of you
I made friends with the shadows on the wall
you can win some but you lose it all

I think I'm better off alone
sinking like a stone
i don't got a breath you could take anyways
put me down below
rotting in my tomb
wearing out my bones
I'm better off alone

sweat dripping on a summer afternoon
you called up I said hey fuck you
who you think you are not so fast
you can come over and kiss my ass

Better Off Alone

Watch Me Bleed

Fog Lake - Holy Cross

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

Fog Lake - dying out east

Fog Lake - 12 - Spectrogram

Mkultra Victim

Stay Hydrated

Cops Beating Down On Hippie Scum At The 1968 Democratic National Convention

nevermind

birdbath - killstreak (tribute 2 nxp)

spend your hard-earned money at https://msg420.com

mkultrasupportgroup.com

We Love Our Cops

Patreon Song

You said hello then you said goodbye
Then you said hello once more
I let you in then you walked right out
So now I locked the door
No more open book soliloquies
No more wearing my heart on my sleeve
I fucked it up by spilling my guts
Now I keep it all inside of me

I would rather die alone
Than live life with your love
I would rather die a lonely death
Then rest with the angels up above

I don't know where you been or what you did
Nor do I care to hear you confess
Because I really don't want to know
It's not any of my business
I've learned to look down on love
I've learned that I can't hold on
To the way I used to be used to you
Or the way that you made me blue

So I'd rather die alone
Than live life with your love
I would rather die a lonely death
Then rest with the angels up above
I would rather never see your face
Or hear your voice again
Never read a message that you wrote to me
Until I'm finally dead
Because the Lord knows I tried
But you had to let me down
I guess that's all right
Who cares it's all over now

Die Alone

you talk 
I speak
we are both freaks
crashed car ripped your clothes
I don’t think they’ll ever know.

we walked for hours
you picked wild flowers 
where we’re going no one knows 
we’ll make our minds up as we go

while all the other people keep pretending
spinnin in a cycle never ending
always finding something keeps you stressing 
I can’t help but say those words
when you come through I find my nerves see

nothing really matters when I'm with you.

we slipped to night
you’re late sounds right
petty crimes and rainy coats
singing long to the stereo



nothing really matters when I’m with you x3

Nothing Matters (with you)

Sink into the Ground

big thanks to duder for giving me the download link
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3ynHwebQJEXdzvRr8nkkJw

trash 2

lobotomy

Stacy's Mom

lately i have been giving up
theres no reason to give a fuck
everybodys all messed up on meds
the whole worlds coming to an end
all my life people told me to try
but i just wanna lay down and die
i think i am done
i will never give a fuck

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

lately ive been feeling down
i dont think ill ever figure it out
ive been getting more and more braindead
pretty sure in 2 years ill be dead
all my life i thought things would get better
now ive realized that im fucked forever
i think i am cursed
my life is the fucking worst

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

Dropping Out And Giving Up

cover of 'when i'm out of town' originally by the 6ths

fog lake - when i'm out of town (the 6ths)

Trash 3

I Die

Fog Lake - Farther Reaches

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

sick of it

this is a demo that never made it on media junkies.

if you didn't know i'm in a band called big brain, small skull. we've made two albums so far and this is part of our 3rd album, which is a compilation of demos and lost songs.

it'll just be released on bandcamp, so here's the link to our page:
https://bigbrainsmallskull.bandcamp.com/

BBSS No. 3

mario speedruns (bbss demo)

sodium pentothal

https://open.spotify.com/artist/48IukIcHN8ivUrvLGYWV9r?si=L8d23LzfQjG9I2v-iIlnag

https://telepathicjudas.neocities.org

an hero

deaththreads.