AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

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DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
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Prison

[Verse 1]
They weave their tales, the silver-tongued, to calm the crowd with lies,
Promise peace, a tranquil hum, while storm clouds choke the skies.
Their words, a veil, a soothing spell, they pull the strings unseen,
Control’s their game, no shame, no hell — their truth a guillotine.

[Chorus 1]
The ruse is breaking, cracks in their throne,
They swear it’s fine, but the storm’s full-grown.
Teflon hearts, they dodge the blame,
Pointing fingers — it’s all the same.

[Post-Chorus 1]
Words like smoke, they twist, they fade,
No weight, no truth — their debts unpaid.

[Verse 2]
They stand so tall, their shadows cast, a narrative they’ve spun,
The masses sway, their grip holds fast — they think the war’s been won.
But eyes now see, the cracks unfold, their promises wear thin,
The storm they hide will break their hold — their reign built on a sin.

[Bridge]
Caught in lies, they feign surprise, their masks begin to slip,
Certainty’s their own demise, truth breaks their iron grip.
No growth, no doubt, their minds stay shut, delusion chains their soul,
The storm will rise, their reign will rot — no words can make them whole.

[Chorus 2]
The ruse collapses, their throne’s a lie,
They preach of calm, but the end’s too nigh.
Teflon souls, they shift the blame,
Next in line — it’s all their game.

[Post-Chorus 2]
Words like ash, they choke, they fall,
No shield, no plea can stop the call.

[Verse 3]
Their voices crack, the crowd now turns — the veil’s been torn apart,
The storm they swore would never burn ignites within the heart.
Accountable, they’ll face the flame — no charm can save them now,
Their power’s just a fleeting claim, a breaking, fragile vow.

[Chorus 3]
The ruse is shattered, their crown’s in dust,
They sold us peace, but betrayed our trust.
Teflon hearts — their blame won’t stick,
The storm’s alive, it’s coming quick.

[Post-Chorus 3]
Words like ghosts, they fade, they break,
No atonement holds, for truth’s own sake.

[Verse 4]
The blameless rise, their eyes awake — no chains can hold them down,
The storm they feared will overtake, their lies will drown and drown.
Their certainty, a cage they built, no growth beyond their view,
The reckoning will spare no guilt — their time is overdue.

[Outro]
The blameless rise, their eyes awake — no chains can hold them down,
The storm they feared will overtake, their lies will drown and drown.
Their certainty, a cage they built, no growth beyond their view,
The reckoning will spare no guilt — their time is overdue.

The storm’s alive, it shakes the ground, their words — a feeble sound,
No ruse can hide, no peace is found, the truth comes crashing down.
They’re victims of their own design, blind to what they knew,
The blameless rise, the storm’s divine — their reign is broken through.

The Ruse

Eternal light

We write this to express pain that can’t be put into words.

Our songs are resonance—
the sound of everything falling apart.

This is our little corner of the internet.
And to the 271 souls who feel us,
the 20,000 engaged listeners who keep showing up...

We thank you.

We see you.
We love you.
We’re screaming with you.

— AXAXC
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Her Shadow Died First

The hardest, rawest track on the album. Riff-heavy, aggressive, and defiant. A warning: your grip is your downfall.

The Cost of Control

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Foreplay Remix 2

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Face Everything And Rise

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