i promise im not a stalker i just love you

killukms prod me

i reach for my side it dont feel like nothing evn there
cut my wrist and thighs i dont wna feel nothing but pain
so easy to fuckin lie to manipulate then throw away
no nga u cannot hide these bullets gon find u where u stay
my ngas gon hawk u down
bring shi in here js to burn the place
care if yo parents not arnd
u gon hv to give top bitch anyway
this ho make not a sound
but cld cut yo body up in 50 ways
he mst think he safe an sound the way he movin on his insta page
catch him lackin burn the bitch 
we jugged his car so burn the whip
yes we innis ho we murda shi
guess i js been on my murda shi
bpn cuff right here on my wrist
cant keep track of overseas expenses
like a zombie turn an twist
take the crowd an turn an twist

i use drugs as augments
cant tell when im off it
lace his pack its all fent
lazer sight they all hit
drop a song they all diss
change my style they on dick
way these ngas change frm side to side tht shi it make me nauseous
way he lookin swayin side to side i might js fuckin rob him
js got offa fort w all my guys so we cld fuckin knock him (pause?)
js got off the phone w all my guys cus we been fuckin stalkin
seen my fit frm head to toe tht bitch like goddam
we needa find sum1 to stop him

disperse prod virusdies

curse this life im not the pilot
im not evn there
yea i treat myself w violence
an yuon evn care
js like the fabrics on my body
yea im rlly rare
ion rlly stand out fr but they still stop an stare
douse myself in gasoline an then i light it
leave me burning like a flare
baby do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
always treat myself to sorrow
that ain actin fair
cant step foot arnd here
no u cant step foot arnd here
do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
baby do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?

ive been round the wrong ppl its kinda rubbin off
ts been imbedded in me baby its not comin off
gave u all the right direction crazy how u really lost
put yo trust in me its crazy how ill dbl cross you
you keep actin for the net i can tell that its not u
spreadin lies ab my name here to tell u its not true
hold no value in my head ur js sum1 to talk to (x2)

curse this life im not the pilot
im not evn there
yea i treat myself w violence
an yuon evn care
js like the fabrics on my body
yea im rlly rare
ion rlly stand out fr but they still stop an stare
douse myself in gasoline an then i light it
leave me burning like a flare
baby do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
ill js treat myself to silence
that ain actin fair
cant step foot arnd here
no u cant step foot arnd here
do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
baby do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?
do u miss me or js want me for how i appear?

uneven feeling prod hatethewar

shitpost glo shit prod naaru

part 1 odihu https://soundcloud.com/vluuu2

with u i felt so safe and
u lied strait to my face im
just a fullfilled mistake i 
feel like such a disgrace and
i feel so lost im a burden
every year life js worsens
i set myself on fire
cant love anymore im tired
said u loved me u liar
i feel broken i cant take this 
i just want to feel acceptance
wish i wasnt introverted
i get hurt by every person


part 2 dearpanda:

im at school
bullets load 
cause you left me
all alone
grab my gun
you dont care that u hurt me
all those lies
that u said
did u even really care
its too late
got my gun 
and its aimed straight at ur head
shooting my bullets
ur fake friendship
i looked thru it
everytime u deny it
i got my gun loaded

why did u lie to me ft odihu

still on fleeeeek 💁🏻‍♀️🐍

ppwc lol 

i was made to fail
my bones r brittle nd soft 
i know u cringe at my songs
bt girl u did me so wrong
i come back to u 
cus i cant trust no one else
yea i did this to myself
i cant ask for no help 
my- my whole body burns
sm scabs up on my chest 
u live inside my head 
i get y u fled
n- n- nobody wants this
im better off dead
my blades looking so red
nd i bled whn u left
im stuck on wht u said
abandonments what i dread
ur not the person i met 
i fear we havent met at all
i wanna down sum benadryl
forget those lies that u told
i cant see them im way to pure 
take my hand baby im yours 
ill keep u warm baby like fur 
ill withstand even if it hurts

look past it (surreality, jasey, lov3rock and shaw.wty66)

the picture is a japanese girl i dont know the name of
lyrics:
i feel numb without you
and im stuck in my room
anything i say
i hope you dont leave
cut my face
let me bleed
i need your message
i feel numb without you

what are u doing tonight

i feel numb without you
and im stuck in my room
anything i say
i hope you dont leave
cut my face
let me bleed
i need your message
i feel numb without you

i dont have any friends

(anime voice line is from mahou shoujo site)

i promise im not a stalker i just love you

wept