lyrics 


carry the weight on my shoulders
im crumbling quick
for something like this im unequipped
look in the fog and i see his face
i see his face
but he wont make it out alive 

see this form change right in front of my eyes
see my blood stain in the snow in the night
what a pretty day to go out and die
but he wont make it out alive
feel a parasite take over my brain
left to rot in this cabin in pain
thunderstorms bb can u hear the rain
but he wont make it out alive

i just wanna rip him apart
i wont let him steal ur heart 
i might do something ill regret
i dont regret it
find a clue
oh my god u dont get it

how many times have i fought and i failed
its a waste of time if im wishing u well
id rather see his flesh burning in hell
letting decay lift from both of our cells

he wont

Prod. Michael Harrison

(2x)
When I say I’m yours I promise it’s true 
And your mine have I been fooled 
This doesn’t feel real tell me what to do 
My world has changed it’s turned to you 



(2x)
When I say I’m yours I promise it’s true 
And your mine have I been fooled 
This doesn’t feel real tell me what to do 
My world has changed it’s turned to you

i'm yours (feat. ika)

Self produced, old track re-released

(lyrics)

AlmostChristmas

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

redalert (p. ryan kelly + nihil2free)

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

i dont even like what i make
to me it all sounds the same
it all sounds the same
tell myself i quit every other day

spending hours at a page
i don't like what i write 
but i'll say that shit anyway
everything's the same
only one to blame 
i could try
but i keep putting myself
in a bad space
i don't even like what i make
hit delete and start again
every other day tell myself it's 
the last one
keep on coming back
cause i have to
to

I DON'T EVEN LIKE WHAT I MAKE
TO ME IT ALL SOUNDS THE SAME
IT ALL SOUNDS THE SAME
TELL MYSELF I QUIT EVERY PTHER DAY

had to let go of my past life
why i changed my name?
nothing lasts right
right
lasts right
right right
know that i've changed 
but it's for the best

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lyrics

ive never been good enough at anything else
but i can finish this cigarette faster than you blink
i wont go to sleep id rather watch tv
and youre
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im too busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

i know she likes my hoarse voice
theres been a frog in my throat for the past what felt like three years
i joke im building a barn
and every morning when the rooster crows im like i gotta get out of here
mundane mixed up with blood and tears
im forgetting my best friend
and i drink him instead of facing my fears
just tonight
can i enjoy the simple things
get on the wagon and just ride
i been tryna get over a couple things

and ive never been good at anything
but im alright at loving you
and im the king of making excuses
so tell me what do i gotta do
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im to busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
these supposed to be the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died

im left handed whats your superpower (p. jacob vallen)

daydream

been a while since something like this
thank you for being here
prod by forzen (@whyeldershock on ig)

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

cup so cold it's frozen, you already know
dialtone revoking all we had engrossed
mentality awoken from over the phone
i'm never that open, you had me from the go

couldn't catch her on the way out
she ain't here for what i'm saying now
it's even worse that i'm seeing how
you let me, you let me
why'd you let me down

let me, let me, let me, let me down
let me, let me, why'd you let me down
l-let me, let me, but you let me down
h-how'd you let me down
how'd you let me down

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

eve (forzen)

fire in my lungs
the ladder on my tounge
its the only thing that keeps me holding on
when pushing leads to shove
theres something bout your love
it’s the only thing that keeps me holding on
do anything to make us numb 
you’re smart enough to know that’s dumb
my head spinning round like what is going on?
you hate when i make those songs
but it’s just me moving on
take the time heal but healing takes so long

it keeps me holding on
take the photo to remember you my memory ain’t great
all the time you wasted cuz i always show up late
police right behind me every time i switch the lane
i know you doubt me you think everything is fake
said im in love but you can’t see it on my face

fire in my lungs
the ladder on my tounge
its the only thing that keeps me holding on
when pushing leads to shove
theres something bout your love
it’s the only thing that keeps me holding on
do anything to make us numb 
you’re smart enough to know that’s dumb
my head spinning round like what is going on?
you hate when i make those songs
but it’s just me moving on
take the time heal but healing takes so long

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who's sunder.

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