I carry these words with a heavy heart
The sun out for so long, now let in the dark
Oh how I’ve missed you the other side of life
Like a warm blanket shrouding myself tonight
Engulfing the eternal flame that I lived with
Now that you’re gone, I guess you’ll be here, but only in spirit 
The hole that you left will never repair
Broken pieces inside this nightmare 
When I close my eyes I know that you’re there
I know that you’re there

Now you’re just a memory
Living inside my brain
How am I supposed to think
When you’re not here with me
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Now you’re just a memory
Living inside my brain
How am I supposed to think
When you’re not here with me

It will never be the same again
Losing you was like losing my best friend 
Words can’t even begin to comprehend
Of how special you were to the very end
Now you’re being carried to heaven
Trying to find answers
None of this makes sense
Talking about you in the past tense
Is going to be the worst part
In this whole text
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The gates have opened
Your time is over
I know your waiting
And I’ll be there
To hold your paws
To hold my hands
The love we shared
Was incomparable 
Between human and animal
I’ll never let my head forget
All the way to my very last breath

Just A Memory (prod. sketchmyname & HXRXKILLER)

Track 5 off Bones new album Paidprogramming, featuring Na$ty Matt from TeamSESH

Download the album directly here: http://www.teamsesh.com/BonesPaidProg...

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Bones & Na$ty Matt - Dial-Up [Prod. By VRSYJNES]  #PAIDPROGRAMMING

Bones x Xavier Wulf-CastleFlutes (Feat. Chris Travis) (Prod. Kodyak)

Eddy Baker - Hundred Blunts Lit Feat. Bones [Produced By Sonny Digital]

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Er7MCTb30hA

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Never Forgotten

Art By Esau Andrews

Hook - Lil Xtra

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day 

Verse one - Crydermane 

Can never sleep I'm up all night and i've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well that don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor clothes and big ass bags of tree
baby tryna chill with me she even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week cause I'm not focused on the fame I want my momma covered up in diamonds every single day
all my focus on this I ain't lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I'mm rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I' m rolling to sustain

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day

Verse 2 - Lil Xtra

Yeah, i've been depressed since 6th grade, and I aint ride no Fucking wave 
I just Got so Fucking sick of people saying to behave 
When all I do is wait 
All I fucking do is take 
Everything I managed to plan has vanished in my wake

And I’ve had two attempts, saying fuck I’m through with this 
The time when I’m awake I want to die and that’s some truthful Shit..
But I’m still here at 22, missing you, 
Ever since you were erased 
I wish that I could take your place

And I heard your sister found you hanging in that tree
Saw her post on Facebook, wishing you could meet 
Her kids when she has them or see her graduate 
I’d be lying if I said that I ain't have a mental break 

When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed them back out and
Every day I wonder what I’m good for 
But I don’t really give a God damn so I’m

Flush - Feat. Cryderman

prod. @vvsmelody

Lyrics:

cause i dont even know what im doing and its tuesday 
im neck deep into this bottle never listen to what you say
im trying reminisce it all
trying to hear the words out of your mouth 
but you never said a thing at all 
so when you said somethings up and you can see in my eyes
depression in my tone something you can realise
you can clearly see im down on my own 
a friend is all i really need just to feel more at home
you can see the stream flow through to your phone
and i know
youll be reading them and leave them alone
but what you dont really know 
is that im starting to loathe you 
and that this friendship you know
yeah ive been starting to leave alone too
whered you go?
we usd to be so close
its like i dont even know you 
help you grow
how is this fair 
i was always there
so now just leave me alone
i wont message you or call again 
Ill be that person you know, 
that you wont be able to call a friend
but its ok, cause i dont even think you will realise anyway.
back when you were alone
you show me on the phone
show me what is g oning on with you i know
i was always there whenever you needed
now you come up i can see your conceited yeah
hold on you know how this story goes 
i work out on my own what ive akways known
i dont need you
take another page its torn on the floor
for all the words that i write and turn it into song 
you can, see that i must be doing something wrong
for this, to alwaays feel like a bad dream, im stuck in a nightmare
knowing youre not there
feeling you dont care
so let me down
just let me down
you all let me down again
i dont know why i bother hang around
im learning trying not to make a sound

Letdown

Letdown (prod. VVS Melody) ALBUM: Synecdoche OUT SEPT 9.

Marking his second release following January’s ​Space Diver LP, ​Thunderstorm sees the German artist incorporate dark techno tones, striking build ups, and progressive elements for a transcendent listening experience. Boris pulls in his audience and serves a combination of high-octane soundscapes, intensity, ambient turns, melodic variations and driving basslines. The EP creates a high intensity universe to dive into and not to miss the punchy title track ‘Thunderstorm’.

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The Awakening

prod. @griesgrammar

LYRICS:

BACK ON MY SHIT
CUZ' YOU KNOW I NEVER QUIT
LIKE OXY IN MY SYSTEM
YEAH I GOTTA SCRATCH THAT ITCH
LEAVING MARKS UP ON THE GAME
UNTIL I SEE THEY MAKING WAY
SPEEDING THROUGH THE NIGHT TIME
SWITCHING ON TO EVERY LANE
ALWAYS PUTTING IN THE WORK
EVERY STEP A LITTLE CLOSER
PERFECTING ON MY CRAFT
WHILE YOU SINK A LITTLE LOWER
WINNING ALL THESE COMPETITIONS
LIKE A DRUG I OVERDOSE
DELAYED IN RESPONSE
BITCH YOU LIKE AUSTRALIA POST
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FINALLY I SEE THE BEAST INSIDE OF ME
FALLING FAR FROM THE APPLE TREE
I'M PAST THE PLEA JUST LET IT GO 
FORGET THE MESS AND PASS THE WEED 
BURNING PAPER TO THE THIRD DEGREE
JUST LIGHT THE STICK AND FLOAT AWAY
RESTART THE GAME WE ALL THE SAME
CUZ' IT'S BETTER TO LOOK ALIVE
THAN BATHE IN SHAME 
COOL IT RIGHT DOWN  
AND TAKE A SEC
LET IT BREATHE
AND AIM YOUR SHOT
YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME BLEED
I'M ALWAYS IN THE COCKPIT
I’M READY FOR COMBAT
PUNCHING EVERY LEVEL
PLEASING THE DEVIL
AND STEADILY ROCKING
IT'S ALRIGHT
PUSHING THE VIBES
ALL TO ONE SIDE
BANGING MY HEAD
YEAH IT'S SO LIGHT
CAUGHT IN THE HEAT
INFLAMING THE BEAT
NOCTURNAL ANIMAL
MOONLIGHT

Cover by. Darren Strecker

Website. 
http://www.streckergraphics.com/
https://www.deviantart.com/darrenstrecker

Fear Gorta (prod. Griesgrammar)

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

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It Could Always Be Worse(ft. Lil Xtra)

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Lyrics:

I can’t believe I got as far as I have without the help you said you’d give me 
Different life and I might be thanking you for sticking with me but i guess
That it’s all for the best 
Mom was correct 
I’ve Cursed since seventeen but since my birth I’ve been blessed  
Now I have to go and get all these feelings off of my chest
hasn’t made the feeling better but it’s bringing In checks
Every day is still a struggle every night is a test 
I know one day ima blow up it just ain’t happen yet 
Had to stay in my home when all the homies already left they 
Chasing dreams or chasing knowledge just acquiring debt 
And then they only come around when they see you at your best
I’m sorry that I yelled I’m just so fucking upset 

I’m so Tired of feeling like I’m just wasting my breath 
Like I’m screaming at a being that I ain’t ever met 
Like god above abandoned me he knows I’m a threat 
Maybe when I’m judged I’ll find some solace in death 

I know you don’t need me 
Could you please just let me down Easy 
When  you leave what do you do? 
It’s obvious I mean nothing to you 
Couldn’t care less I see right through you 
When I’m alone I think of you 

You know I’m just a person
We get what we deserve and 
I’ll shoulder all this burden 
Now that I’ve been deserted 
Didn’t say I’m perfect 
Didn’t even say I’m worth it
I just thought that maybe you’d give a fuck that I’m clearly hurting 
Working on a different version of who I was
I gave everything I have it seems it’s never enough, in the bluff 
With the homies going out of our minds 
keep it up and someone’s gonna gun me down in my prime 
I can’t believe I got as far as I have without you there you never cared and I knew it I blew it it’s so fucking rare 
To find a genuine love when you in it  
You know that it’s real 
But I’m better off alone I’m gonna die on that hill
Confined in my head
that’s all I want that’s all I need but in the end I always seem to get the better of me 
I can tell that you got somewhere better to be 
In the end I know there’s always someone 
better than me 
cool

Fade

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