love

Sad boi pt. 2

2020

nostalgia

i don't hear you anymore

sample: 
gemma hayes - noise

noise

i'm going to do it

suicide boys flip i guess

i wish

im sick of trying by vaboh

Instagram: @Vabohhh

vaboh

im sick of trying

Credits to hatsu for making this guitar cover! :)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtUTKK-harZMhqJeQQY9c8A

MACINTOSH PLUS - リサフランク420 / 現代のコンピュー  Lo - Fi Remix (shoutout To Hatsu)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErtF4c-7o5I

original : https://soundcloud.com/coldhart/spyro-prod-by-foxwedding

Coldhart - Spyro

i get nervous

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Life gets better 
If you say so 
You don’t understand it 
Well I guess we’re in the same boat 

I can’t honestly remember why you’re mad at me still 
And the fact that it’s not over swear it’s making me ill

I swear it’s making me stagnant 
Weighed down 
Need some rest 
I’d give you all I have so I can feel again you 
say that you wanna move along
 but you don’t show it 
You don’t give a shit 
You never did
And now I know it 

Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back 

Shy away 
I try my best but Ill never change 
Go back 4 years 
And I’d feel the same  
I can’t stay afloat
I just stay awake 


All this time spent all alone 
Feel alright again and you know
Then you’ll see inside my mind 
Then I’ll wake up on my own 

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words past right over my head 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Not doing well but you could have guessed 
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face 
Am I impressed?

How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

quando a bad bater

quando a bad bater (ao vivo)

featuring/guitar - https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
prod - https://soundcloud.com/cloudhighcomeup

Wide awake like I’m afraid of my own damn home   
If I had changed you might have stayed 
But I’ll never know 
I’ve been doing worse but you saw that 
If I get better will you come back?
All this time I’ve waited cos you’re all I had 

I won’t get it off my chest 
cos I can hide my thoughts instead 
told me what I should have said 
I nod my head like you know best

What’s one more sleepless night without you?
I swear I miss everything we had 
And all the memories 
Like the first time I met your dad
Or when your brother caught us kissing on your bedroom floor 
And I know know I should call my friends 
But I just want to be alone

hide (feat. saint tomorrow)

Featuring @kvnny
Mastered @prodbybrody
Lyrics:
Running late, I'm out of time,
I'm losing everything, that I once called mine,
And I can't say that, that I'm alright,
But I thank God I'm not alone though these long nights.

Tell me I've gotta be so crazy,
I'm exhausted, it's so frustrating,
I can't believe I've fallen for this again

And I'm awful at communicating,
Cause I always wait until its too late,
And it doesn't matter what the fuck I say

I'm so afraid 

And I still hope that there's a heaven
And if there is please let my friends in
I still hope that there's a heaven
And if there is please let my friends in

I Still Hope That There's a Heaven (ft. Kenny)

Special (feat. Keagan)

Last One Home

i'm waiting for a friend
someone to hold my hand
i'm waiting for a friend
someone to hold my hand

im fading
i break-in
i'm fading 
i'm breaking
alone again
in my room

Imaginary Friend.Wav

prod. diamoon, odece, remghost, nate2timez, deadfish

thanks to @yungaxstn for the featuring <3 

Lyrics:

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

[verse: gothurted]
You're falling down
I'm falling for you
I've been lying on the ground
Thinking bout what I can do
To hide the tears that I drop
To show the smile that I've lost 
Seems like I loved u the most
Now I can't love anymore
insecurities, please don't look in my eyes
I don't want you to see all the pain that I hide
Wrote u thousand letters
Tell me have u ever read one
Words that fly like feathers
People that now are done

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

[verse: yung axstn]
The feeling stronger as it rushes up to me 
I feel like leaving here as there’s not much left in me 
I know I say this is a lot but I feel so fuckin hopeless
Believe it or not this is the way I’ve been feeling

[chorus: yung axstn]
This is where it gets in vain 
She barely noticed my face 
I feel my walls closing in 
Now I feel stuck in the way
I fear there’s no turning back 
From all the shit that they say 
Feels like I’m wasting my time 
There’s not much left I can take

Last One Home

Wh1te W0lf