the new playlist

4 years to waste..

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

alaska / by my self all alone

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

she can't stand me

FIRST SINGLE FROM TMMTAPE.
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYoQqRQiwU
LINK TO ALL SERVICES: https://songwhip.com/tmm/cant-go-back
FEATURING @marcdoesmusic & @skrxwd
PRODUCED BY @iofmusic
ENGINEERED BY @marcdoesmusic
WRITTEN BY MARC ANTHONY OROZCO & MARC SORRENTINO

LYRICS
(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 1: MVØ)
Falling on the floor yeah
Said I was a misfit
Talking on the phone, aw
Baby yeah I miss it
Said a lot shit but I really didn't mean it
I would go back in a minute girl I mean it
And I ain't got shit to say
Wipe away the tears away from my face
Filling up my eyes I can't see straight
Gotta stop the car cuz I'm fading away

(Pre-Chorus: MVØ)
I felt this rush when you held me
Taking pain killers daily
Just to feel like I'm saving
Myself from the aching

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 2: Skrwd)
I gave you my love
It was never enough 
Now I’m searching for an answer while I’m filling my cup 
Baby, take me back to a time when you really gave a fuck about me (about me)
I’ve been trying to act like it’s okay 
Still it’s eating at me like every day 
Every now and then I kinda wish that you stayed 
Still you blame it on me and that’s okay, I guess 
I don’t gotta stress, about the way you’re talking about me again 
Cause maybe it would matter if you said it with your chest 
You left without a word girl, you’re just like the rest 

(Pre-Chorus: Skrwd)
Well I just wanna feel something 
Other than like I’m nothing 
The weight of it crushing  
Please stop thinking of me 

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

can't go back - single

can't go back

can't go back (feat. MVØ & Skrwd)[prod. iof]

follow my instagram and twitter @realchousey & @Ch0usey

One sided

One Sided

prod: @jolst @irby314
master: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk

i wish that i wasn't wrong


i wish i never called back 
you said
you couldn't tell me that you loved me 
no stress
i hope he treats you better 
than i ever did 
i always break when it ends 
wish you weren't more than a friend
cause i tried so hard
for this
i never thought you'd be gone 
cause i saw stars when we kissed
and it hurt for so long 
again
i never thought you'd be gone
i wish that i wasn't wrong

n i tried too hard 
i guess
i just wanna feel wanted 
and end up hurt in the end
n i should know by now 
that i'm not worth that text
if i was better then maybe 
i'll say it's love when it's sex
n you can fuck me up n i'll stay 
i've learned it's better that way 
i can convince myself that you care when i break
and when your eyes turn to grey 
and all the lies sound the same
i'll know you're leaving for certain 
i've learned the signs of my burden

n i'll ignore it 
like windows down when it's pouring 
i must like hurting myself,
i always know where it's going
n i don't know why i do that 
i wanted love, 
i can say that

i wish that i wasn't wrong this time 
i wish you would've been here 
i wish that i could tell you
i quit smoking cigarettes 
i got stuck on the sentiment 
couldn't look at our necklace 
and i cried getting rid of it
i heard that song
i played it all
wanted to tell you it hurt 
when you missed those calls 
took that trip back home
wanted to see my mom 
n it's been cold in los angeles 
wish we made it to fall
i still give you the benefit 
n honest i'm sick of it
you're not the person that i knew 
i don't know what you did with them
cause you got cold 
n time moved slow 
you left in july 
but i swear there was snow

i wish i never called back (prod. jolst & irby)

amv:
https://youtu.be/EXp_f4BctHg

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist
https://soundcloud.com/anthonysidoti

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
// intro
welcome to another night of fucking torture
when I thought that it was over 
but she just wants to tease me
you told me all you saw was red
i think of all the blood you'd shed
if this keeps going on I think ill end up dead!

// verse 
ghosts chasing me, 
i swear to god I’ve been running my whole life :/ 
so karmas close i guess i’ll let her bite me, just one last time :p
oh now she’s speeding
hands around my neck, i’m screaming 
few more seconds I’ll stop breathing 
put her lips on mine and kiss me goodnight 
<3 

don’t stay close 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// anthony
will I die?
say my last goodbyes
rest in piece what's left of me 
so here we go another chapter laid to rest
took my heart from my own chest 
and now I’m your eternal guest 

put me out of my misery
lay me down let me rip 
i gave it all, to be deceived 
i took the fall just for relief 
you always loved me on my knee 
so go ahead and set me free
i know you wanted more than me 
so pull my soul right out tonight 
cant see the light 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// outro
so say goodbye my friends 
so say goodbye my friends
say goodbye my friends
i swear that this is the end

she cut my neck cast her hex
watch your back cause you’re next!!!!

hexed

i'm geist & anthony sidoti - hexed (prod. tnvr)

A group of friends who like Wawa and make music.

can't go back (feat. MVØ & Skrwd)[prod. iof]

TMM!