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all I hear are dial tones
As I call you on my phone 
3 am I’m all alone 
wishing you’d pick up this call 

I called to tell you that I love you 
how much I fucking care about you 

all I hear are dial tones
As I call you on my phone 
3 am I’m all alone 
wishing you’d pick up this call 

hey
how are you 
how’ve you been?
I’m going crazy 
cause you’re living in my head
I hear all the fuckin words you’ve said 
replaying in my head 
missing everything about you 
Just wanna hear I love you too 
text you but I see the message turn to green 
always thinking about every single fuckin memory 
every time I see your picture I forget to breathe
sleep paralysis and you’re the only thing I see 


lucid dreaming about our love and how you made me feel 
even through the darkest of times you always kept it real 
I fought for you ever single time we couldn’t hold our bond 
break apart just to find each other, we do this every fuckin time 
I can see it in your eyes 
you were tired of the lies 
replaying all the moments where i felt so dead inside 
regretting all the times where I would always run and hide 
Hate myself so much not even therapy can save my life 

Smoke 
smoke until I choke 
hit a line of coke 
pop my pillys every day 
I just wanted you to know 
I never wanted you to go 
break my heart again 
I’ll do this everyday until I’m dead 

I just hope you’re doing fine
I always have you on my mind 
always missing all your vibes 
and all the love we made at night 

I’m still waiting on your call

prod. @sogimura

Dial Tones (prod. Sogimura)

My album is out now! Go stream "Airplane Mode"!

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Above the Clouds (feat. Abstract & OnCue)

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

I’m never good enough 
no matter what I do 
you’ll always find a way 
to make me feel so fucking blue 
you play me on a queue 
my heart’s so fuckin screwed 
use me and lie to me like I never fuckin knew 

I’m Drinking every night to break my heart over and over again 
cause you keep telling me that all we’ll ever be is just friends 
& can we make this end?
you’re just an actor always wanna fuckin pretend  
that you don’t feel shit but get jealous every time I fuckin get it in with someone else 
get mad at me like every time for sticking to the plan 
hot girl summer hot girl bummer you playing your fuckin self 
catchin feelings, never healing, movin on to someone else 


I always think I’m not good enough 
and always shutting down my heart cause 
there always was another man 
waiting for his fuckin chance 

Every time we broke it off 
we’d fight we’d yell 
we’d make up and fuck 
we’d start the cycle again 
He’s still there trying his luck 
you’re with him now 
and I’ve been learning to not give a fuck 

I’m finding excuses to pull the knife out 
baby shut the lights down 
kiss me like he’s not around 
tell me that you really love me 
And not this asshole of a clown 
Can I ever make you proud?

I Was Never Good Enough (prod. Jolst)

alaska / by my self all alone

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

(prod. Doza x Nico Baran)
M/M: MarcDoesMusic

STATIC (prod. Doza x Nico Baran)

FIRST SINGLE FROM TMMTAPE.
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYoQqRQiwU
LINK TO ALL SERVICES: https://songwhip.com/tmm/cant-go-back
FEATURING @marcdoesmusic & @skrxwd
PRODUCED BY @iofmusic
ENGINEERED BY @marcdoesmusic
WRITTEN BY MARC ANTHONY OROZCO & MARC SORRENTINO

LYRICS
(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 1: MVØ)
Falling on the floor yeah
Said I was a misfit
Talking on the phone, aw
Baby yeah I miss it
Said a lot shit but I really didn't mean it
I would go back in a minute girl I mean it
And I ain't got shit to say
Wipe away the tears away from my face
Filling up my eyes I can't see straight
Gotta stop the car cuz I'm fading away

(Pre-Chorus: MVØ)
I felt this rush when you held me
Taking pain killers daily
Just to feel like I'm saving
Myself from the aching

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 2: Skrwd)
I gave you my love
It was never enough 
Now I’m searching for an answer while I’m filling my cup 
Baby, take me back to a time when you really gave a fuck about me (about me)
I’ve been trying to act like it’s okay 
Still it’s eating at me like every day 
Every now and then I kinda wish that you stayed 
Still you blame it on me and that’s okay, I guess 
I don’t gotta stress, about the way you’re talking about me again 
Cause maybe it would matter if you said it with your chest 
You left without a word girl, you’re just like the rest 

(Pre-Chorus: Skrwd)
Well I just wanna feel something 
Other than like I’m nothing 
The weight of it crushing  
Please stop thinking of me 

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

can't go back - single

can't go back

can't go back (feat. MVØ & Skrwd)[prod. iof]

AIN’T NO FALLIN

no kidding (feat. b murph)

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One sided

One Sided

Take Me

i tried to take a chance and open up 
to try to fall and love 
but every time i kept on getting closer i would feel a tug
whisper in my mind from my thoughts that i’m not enough
happiness i’ll never find i think it’s time to give it up

i tried to give you what you need
i left you incomplete 
apologize for all the times when i was being mean
when i told you i don’t want you really i just couldn’t see
a future where somebody good as you would be with me 

so out of fear i ruined everything any shot i had 
you moved on now i’m crying wishing i could take it back 
you the only girl that helped me not the think about the past 
now you gone and everything around me turning into black 

and i’m knowing it’s my fault 
that i got nobody blame 
i’m not surprised cause all i fucking do is keep making mistakes
then i’m drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
but there’s nothing i can do to make you wish you woulda stayed

i wish you would’ve stayed
i wish you would’ve stayed
drowning in my sorrows screaming i just wanna change 
nothing i can do to make you wish you would’ve stayed

verse 2

i know that you are happier that i’m not in your life 
if i said the same for me we both would know that that’s a lie
an attempt to cover up the feelings that i love to hide 
since the day i made you leave it has been killing me inside 

damn you probably got a man that treats you well and loves to buy you things 
probably got a crib a couple kids a couple diamond rings
all i ever got you was a mockingbird that never sang 
i never gave you any chance to ever fall in love with me 

i built a wall and never took the shot to break it down 
you started coming close and i could see it where it was heading out 
knowing that i’d end up getting hurt but wasn’t knowing how 
decided i woulda give it up i wish that i did it different now 

alone and in my room 
never find someone like you 
never find someone who cares for me the way that you would do 
on that day i said we through 
was the day that i would lose
that part of me that gave me any hope 
of finding truth

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Wish You Would've Stayed

I'm okay (prod by nyalate)

too often, smoke in my lungs got me wheezin n coughin

yung cato - too often (slowed + reverb)

Kids Dont Fall in Love

mr unlucky prod arso (2020)

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