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Soundcloud Stuff 2

You’re always finding different ways to break me down again 
I’ve been stuck in hell where I can’t heal these scars I have 
you’ve cut me so deep inside 
I’m talking to myself 
God I’m so fucked up all the time

I’m fucked up all the time 
And I just wish that I had you here
stopped in my tracks 
Just like when you blind a deer 
losing all imagination 
getting old, yeah that’s my fear 

I’m so afraid of this 
So I smoke my cannabis 
your love I miss 
your memory will not dismiss 
your touch was bliss 
now I sit in emptiness 
so far from it 
I’m drinking all the time I’m lit 

Why? 
you’re always asking why I haven’t changed 
Just ask me 
Why ?
I’m always running from myself 
I always wonder 
Why ?
Depression got me by the throat 
crashing waves will sink this boat 
you’re wondering when you should go 

numb the pain and give me some Novocain 
play my heart and treat it like it’s a game 
I promise that I’ll let you win it all okay? 
I can’t cum unless I hear you say my name 

My heroine 
You’re my heroine 
Come & save me once again 
I hate losing my best friend

(prod. @afterlife66)

fxckedup.

fxckedup. (prod. Afterlife)

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

@joshuasageart
@ddertbag

Lyrics:

When you walk my way
And I can’t explain
Why I feel this way
Trust issues
And maybe I’m to blame
You said I need to change
Put you in picture frames
I need you

And every single day
Is a passing day
Nothing feels the same
Again
You said that I should change
But I cannot change
You make it hard to stay
At peace again

Things feel so strange
Why do I feel this way
I’d go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

You’re all I have
Ahhhhh
Go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

And if there’s something I would go through
It might take a life
And there’s something I hold on to
it keeps me alive

It goes round and round and round and round inside of my head
I wanna know the rest can you gimmie a sec
Making sounds, they’re so profound, just to relieve the stress
And I feel truly blessed, it’s like I have no debt

Time & Space [+ddertbAg]

w/ @night_lovell

CORPSE: https://www.instagram.com/corpse_husband/
Night Lovell: https://www.instagram.com/nightlovell/
Milkgore: https://www.instagram.com/milkgore/
prod. deadwait

HOT DEMON B!TCHES NEAR U ! ! ! w/ Night Lovell

Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

hmuhwg (feat. Skrwd & Gxlke) [prod. afterlife x jolst]

TMM!