Music I find that I think is good v3

prod. jody x jkei

lyrics
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they said they need me
but they don't believe me
the fans turning greedy bout what i do
reading and weeping
i'm stuck to the ceiling
i write out my feelings
what i've been through
they said they see me
i vanish houdini
yeah i'm falling freely
in solitude
i pick up the pace
& i wipe off my face
i'm all over the place 
at this altitude
x2

i can't see when you cover my eyes
oh what a pleasant surprise
you let the light back inside
and i can't breathe when i'm too scared to try
so i'll just stare at the sky
until the sun starts to rise
and i fear that everything that i've done
up until this point is nothing 
yeah i'm zero to one
i've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
but then i plug myself back in before the night doesn't come

yeah the acid ate the casing off my battery pack
left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap
i don't think i can get up yeah imma call it a wrap
now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact
all my memories erased and every movement is tracked
i don't think i am a human just a vessel of tracks
so if you listen to this song please put the volume to max

so i can hear it
i've become a spirit
i'm talking to you through this microphone
i think i've died
now i'm hollow inside
and i'm lost in a world where i'm all alone

music video

altitude (prod. jody x jkei)

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

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mania

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

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produced by neverforever

tears

garden

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

upside down

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

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ends

getting the beat reproduced by noki :) but feel free to call me a brakence clone lmao

lyrics :)
why do i let her feed my jealousy
everyone i fall in love with gets ahead of me
talking so long but i don't know what you said to me
why do you treat me as an enemy

find me but i'm still so fucking lost
i would've never left the house if i knew the cost
i'm steady sitting sleeping thinking as you run my thoughts
i lay awake and stay awake and let my body rot

i'm nothing i know you know
let my spirit get down too low
catch up i cant i'm too slow
worthless have nothing to show 
 
find me but i'm still so fucking lost
i would've never left the house if i knew the cost
i'm steady sitting sleeping thinking as you run my thoughts
i lay awake and stay awake and let my body rot

tooslow

tooslow (@prodswitch)

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

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guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

muffled words (st jimmy + ryo)

lol fuck u

this also a single off my album lol

art by @n9kki

production: coleslau @coleslau & ria @ria_chuelo
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[hook]
she said: “baby, i don’t like to waste no time”
well shawty ion ‘member asking you a single time
you’re always fucking stuck up, yeah i see right through your lies
girl look me in my eyes and ask me if i seem alright?
yeah, you always rushing into shit
you never know when to fucking quit
i hate how you run around my head
but baby i love how you pretend

[verse]
yeah you’re fake as hell to me
i wish your face just went away
rude, i know
but you’re so cold
i’m sick of falling for your games
by the end of this, ik you’ll play it off
tellin all ur friends: “it’s cool, the issue’s gone”
but we both know that’s far from true

[breakdown]
laugh all u want
idc
prefer to be blunt
think that’s fair
and you wonder why
you got no reply
u don’t deserve my attention

don’t even try
it’s not worth it
just say goodbye
yeah you won’t be missed

[bridge]
yeah you won’t be missed x2
i can’t believe i let you waste my time
everything u did, still do not know why
after what u said to me x2

[hook]

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stuck-up (coleslau + ria)

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
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by design +aldn

off saint dominique EP

virtual reality

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

nomu

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