respect for the sample, been listening to yvette young for years

Calm vibes

stream

mania

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

ed hardy (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

@wubz
@nokiyzu
@1ascii
@whoisroan
sake
@internetsacha
saturdays

wubz - nether! w/ noki, ascii, roan, sake, loveonline & saturdays

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

when it all went wrong w/ ami

(@prodnomu)

Got me thinkin i could fall for u
Ur jus a devil in a dress
That i keep talking too
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

Now i dont want nobody next to me
U only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ye
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
And i can tell that u dont care its like ur testing me 

I’m getting tired of the same shit
Ive tried it different but its always hard to change it
And u dont even kno my name yet
 gime a chance and ima waste it all

chorus

waste

other platforms <3

lyrics:

plugp:

i got an angel on my shoulder and he’s holding me back
you heard everything i said, i won’t take anything back
you built a world full of lies now it’s biting you back
i hope that you don’t regret it cause i’m not coming back

i don’t want a ‘miss you text’ when i wake up
you walk past me with eyes full of tears, runny makeup 
there’s no take backs, no apologies
i don’t know what you expect i gave you all of me
now you’re falling asleep, an in calling a cab
i think that i need a smoke, cause you’re being a drag

yung blasian:

i feel like you’re an omen
cause you make everything bad
you are the reason i smoke
you should know you’re a drag
girl i’m the best you had
i know it makes you mad
and it’s all cause of you 
cause you don’t think it through
and it pisses me off, i want my time back
and you don’t feel at home when i don’t text you back
i know that you mind that
i don’t really mind that
i got a devil on my shoulder he said ‘do her right back’
i know you best, i could really do you dirty like that
don’t want me back
i might act like i don’t know you (x2)

plugp:

i got an angel on my shoulder and he’s holding me back
you heard everything i said, i won’t take anything back
you built a world full of lies now it’s biting you back
i hope that you don’t regret it cause i’m not coming back

angel on my shoulder w/ yung blasian

LUV URSELF x0.9 ⁽ᵈᵉᵐᵒ⁾

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*
prod @blackwinterwells + @notlieu
notes://
hope u guys like dis song
i think the lyrics r cool
my fav song ive made 
prolly gone flopski but im simply bossed up !!
cover art is ma yard
lyrics :)
so much bullshit 
i cant stand it
i been crazy lately
i been going manic
ask me how do it 
baby idk i manage
wastin all my time n 
im wastin all the bandwidth

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations 

i try hard to sleep at night
n i try so hard to make things right
n i struggle everyday just to close my eyes
i been shaking 
i been nervous
think im sleep deprived 

endorphins 
man u look so gorgeous
n u try so hard to ignore it
n u say u hate me
adore it
then the next u know
its the morning

im way to tired for dis
yeah i been way to tired 4 shit
n i try my hardest just to make things click
but it never works out so i think 

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations

sick (p. blackwinterwells + lieu)

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

happy bday 2 me lol 
prod alice gas

lyrics:
im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

i got eyes everywhere baby you  know that im watching
if that boy he step to me guarantee that we gon wash him
basically im saying theres no way that you gon stop me
im sippin henny coke
been drinking movin like a zombie (smh)

slide on em
hammer on me pussy put the fye on em
rapid fire hoping that his mans don't die on em
going crazy
7 in this .45 like im dylan brady
off the deep end you can't save me
took off wit his lady
rockin hamcus
p-p-pull up wit a mallet get his hand crushed
put ya hands up
im laugin at these pussies like its stand up
come at me right
b-b-blade on my hip i don't like to fight
take off inna whip now im outta sight

meet me outside
its gon be alright
ay, ay ,ay

im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

on2u

on2u>;) (alice gas)

this leaked already so fuck it lol

(feat. Ericdoa, Glaive, Osquinn, Brakence, Valentine & kmoe)

yvette

nomu

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うぃ

xue

Larz

@Teliolity🧸

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