Some things get bad before they get better

Lyrics:
Every time i grab your hand it feels a little bigger
Daily i see new things you do and i see you make new friends
I see you growing
Changing in ways i could not foresee
so soon you make me so proud

You son you bring tears of joy to me when you you display your strength
Near blind your right eye, you turn the other cheek and make the best
You can’t hardly see i know it could never stop you
You’re fearless you’re brave and you’re strong

This is the life that i didn’t really dream but here i am
Everything around me i could never ever give up
I’m not sure what i did to earn this but I’ll keep it going strong
This is our life so far

Back before life consisted of anything important and
Love was an abstract we couldn't even really comprehend
You sat in front with your back to me in our English class
While i sat and messed with your hair

I called you peasant you laugh and say that I'm a weirdo
We saw one another sitting in the hall outside the classroom
Years passed I saw you we stayed awake until the moon went down
Kissed till the sun came back
(Will you be mine?)

A few months go by and your test read two lines
Psyched but we’re frightened we’ll try our best to do this right
OBGYN, excitement and hype we were
19 with child in love
(We can do this)

How bitter the Irony, it was Mother's Day,
and it was the day you found out you weren't gonna be one yet.
The nurse checked the heartbeat, but there was no sound. She looked at us with tears in her eyes and said "this is the part of my job I really don't like"
I guess it just wasn’t our time yet


Now she says she never wanted kids and she’ll be alright 
I see her eyes though they haven’t dried up in a while
Time and again just one line till you gasp and
You walk in the room with a smile
(You're pregnant?)

Every time i grab your hand it feels a little bigger
Daily i see new things you do and i see you make new friends
I see you growing
Changing in ways i could not foresee
so soon you make me so proud

And you son you bring tears of joy to me when you display your strength
Near blind your right eye, you turn the other cheek and make the best
You can’t hardly see I know it could never stop you
You’re fearless you’re brave and you’re strong

This is the life that i didn’t really dream but here i am
Everything around me i could never ever give up
I’m not sure what i did to earn this but I’ll keep it going strong
This is our life so far 


Our Life So Far

soft & sour 
radical honesty, radical vulnerability

„You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.“ 

FCK NZS, FCK AFD

Smashed ; Inbetween ; Squished


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Our Life So Far

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