Story about Pain, Addiction, Struggle and Overcoming all of It

Infinity

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You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

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Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

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artwork by Cassidy burns 

Never Meant

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Funeral Service (Prod. Frander)

demons (prod. by yung isvvc)

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Just go, running in a Cloak, Gotta Gotta run and gun it
hiding in da cold, fog smoke, never ever told,
Gotta Gotta run and gun it I been on my own, fuck go,
Running in a Cloak, Gotta Gotta run and gun it
hiding in da cold, fog smoke, never ever told,
Gotta Gotta run and gun it I been on my own, fuck go,

Looked over my shoulder I’m no one to mention,
I smoked all the dope just to hope you won’t question, 
How do you really feel?
Is it really worth the deal?
Been focused sense rover just care for impressions,
you hold up a rope just end your depression,
How do you really feel?
Is it really worth the fear?

You can never with me, yea
You could never fuck with me, yeah
Running in the cut while I’m smoking on a blunt bitch,
You could never fuck with me, yeah
Imma finna go 
With a stupid little flow
I been killing for this gold
Trynna hit it when I smoke
I been splitting down the road
Had to spit it when you choke
With a bitch suck a dick she just hit it then she go now

What’s it really worth, I been feeling this sense birth,
I been feeling like a curse, Ever sense I spit my verse
Self Esteem up and down the drain
Juggernauts go and watch
Run up on a train
Go and get yo lick
Go and get ur bitch back, face smacked
When you try to take back
Run up in a Maybach
Never gonna face facts

Looked over my shoulder I’m no one to mention,
I smoked all the dope just to hope you won’t question, 
How do you really feel?
Is it really worth the deal?
Been focused sense rover just care for impressions,
you hold up a rope just end your depression,
How do you really feel?
Is it really worth the fear?

Yo, running in a Cloak, Gotta Gotta run and gun it
hiding in da cold, fog smoke, never ever told,
Gotta Gotta run and gun it I been on my own, fuck go,
Running in a Cloak, Gotta Gotta run and gun it
hiding in da cold, fog smoke, never ever told,
Gotta Gotta run and gun it I been on my own, fuck go,

Every body raps now, yeah
Everybody smokes now, yeah
The city’s like a small town, yeah
Except when the suns down…
Mufucker Imma go wild,
Spend like a Rothschild,
Fuck a nice bitch in a night gown,
Imma fuckin camp out, with my fuckin pants down,
Imma fuck the world when it’s lights out,
Why you gotta lash out,
Why you gotta say, ever fuckin name,
Every motherfucker that just wasn’t in your lane
Every motherfucker that don’t fuck with what you say
Everybody other is a stupid motherfucker,
We don’t really fuck with others, All I got is all my brothers,
When I glowed up and recovered no one showed up to discover,
Cause they told me Imma sucka, That be lying in the gutter,
I be lying in the gutter, I be lying in the gutter,
Hazy as the fog and the Slums got you covered
Running from my problems only brought you to a shovel,
Blocking out the hate got your mindset on the hover, 
You lost all the weight but you still always suffer…

What’s it really worth, I been feeling this sense birth,
I been feeling like a curse, Ever sense I spit my verse
What’s it really worth, I been feeling this sense birth,
I been feeling like a curse, Ever sense I spit my verse x2

Looked over my shoulder I’m no one to mention,
I smoked all the dope just to hope you won’t question, 
How do you really feel?
Is it really worth the deal?
Been focused sense rover just care for impressions,
you hold up a rope just end your depression,
How do you really feel?
Is it really worth the fear?

Just go, drag me down, Cause my mindset lives for now,
Cause my mindset lives for now, Imma make it some some how
Just go, drag me down, Cause my mindset lives for now,
Cause my mindset lives for now, Imma make it some some how
Just go, 
running in a Cloak, Gotta Gotta run and gun it
hiding in da cold, fog smoke, never ever told,
Gotta Gotta run and gun it I been on my own, fuck go,
Running in a Cloak, Gotta Gotta run and gun it
hiding in da cold, fog smoke, never ever told,
Gotta Gotta run and gun it I been on my own, fuck go..

gutter

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I got 10 black nails, Studded belt on my waist.
Butterfly knife like a lullaby, Like a lullaby, I'll send yo ass to paradise.

she thought that she was dreamin when she seen me finally come outside,
shawty watchin me move side to side just like I hypnotize.
aye, now she mesmerized, said she wanna fuck with me,
you ain't gotta do to much for me, just leave me satisfied.
I got lots of time on me, so you know I can satisfy.
I got all these racks on me, I got all this gasoline
all that shit don't mean a thing to me, my dreams are dead to me.
aye, Bitch you dead to me, shawty givin' head to me.

Everybody hate me cuz I'm comin' up apparently,
#1 underrated artist in this industry.
unappreciated, that's okay, cuz I'ma be alright.
Sing this lullaby just one more time before I die tonight.

I can't die tonight, you know I'ma ride with mine,
keep em by my side to feel alive until the end the of time.
I can't die tonight, you know I'ma ride with mine,
keep em by my side to feel alive until the end the of time.

Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby.
shawty watchin me move side to side just like I hypnotize.
now she mesmerized, said she wanna fuck with me,
you ain't gotta do to much for me, just leave me satisfied.
I got lots of time on me, so you know I can satisfy.
I got all these racks on me, I got all this gasoline
all that shit don't mean a thing to me, my dreams are dead to me.
aye, bitch you dead to me, shawty givin head to me.

Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby.

GRIM

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Like A Lullaby (Prod. Purpdogg)

OmenXIII - Winter's Kiss

OmenXIII - ____ (2015)

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OmenXIII - Winter's Kiss

Seconds now drag on, but moments seem to fade away,
When I wake up I wait for the end of the day,
but my mind can't make time for my thoughts, so I cave,
Know things change, but I've watched my emotions decay,

Every day try to maintain, I just break away,
And the pain gets so numb that it leaves me afraid,
Now my gaze is something that they just can't mistake,
Losing touch with this world is so easy to me,

Dissappointing how easy it is to delete
Anybody that tries to step infront of me,
Things are different when there's really not much you need,
When perspectives start bleeding there's not much to see,

I feel guilty for things that I don't need to be,
How I've felt, how I should, how I can't even sleep,
How I still have these times I can't help but feel weak,
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me,

These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.

demons (prod. by yung isvvc)

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