prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

lyrics ⬇️

They give me attitide if i wake up in a bad mood

got no gratitude they said well look at what i passed thru

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

but i cannot judge

trusted me with everything
promised you a better me

yea i used to take anything to make me feel better
but now i look up to god he warm me up like a sweater
defying every single odd
get thru the weather
somehow untying the knots
wont take me on the stretcher 
and if you dont like how i walk nowdays
then thats ur loss
No cost in my book its just another one involved 

breaking out the silence-the silence-the silence 

wish that ur voice didnt remind me of the sirens-the sirens-the sirens

casting a curse on my bones, violence, violence

maybe its worth all the hurt and the cryin 

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

sirens & silence (caves)

lyrics

Lord knows theres not a lot left for me
so ill just move along
i know you like to watch me hurt
but jokes on you i cant feel at all
i cant trust my mind
with these fucking with drawals
but i dont need anybodys help with this
your fingers on my lips
your face in my hands
we talk early morning
write your name in the sand
want this feeling to last forever, i know
she asked do i want to live forever, i dont
said im way too much for you
but im not that much at all

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right
wish i could help you live a happy life

if i was living forever the goal is my shelter 
shielding me out from everything that ive lost 
if your goal was forever we messed it up early 
on in the span of what could have been 
oh in the span of the time that ive spent 
lamenting the thoughts of another night in 
wish i could wake up in the evening like we did too many times back then 
but you don’t have to think like that 
that’s where I think it all began then we 
separate like the tide and the sand 
locked in another memory of regret and shame 
cant forget when i first spoke your name 
id rather not

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right

another life w/ lil booj (p. king theta)

lyrics ⬇️

its not a problem til we wake up
botlles everywhere it’s dangerous 
you got tears all on ur make up
but i dont wanna hear whats made up

you been telling me some lies
 and i dont wanna live a life
where everything is made up
tnink we gotta make a change up
like
truth be told if you mess with a light bulb
then the darkness shakes you
you wont see no rearveiw

never thought so light of someone 
also thought youd be here in a month
all alone yea you dont hit me up
I been checkin on your profile like i dont see no one

Maybe this means that i lost now
every other app i look at i been blocked now
yea
i just hope you know what i had i been thru
ii been missin you like very night i miss you
I do

(notahero)

i’ve been sending u signals telepathically girl
can u hear them right before u fall asleep
i think everybody starts out as good
but i can see the evil that’s been shared by u and me
roll down the window i can’t breathe
i won’t partake in this hotbox
i’m certain
and u blow out
now there’s a wall of fog so i can’t see u
and this february, i could fall apart
and my eyes green to gray
they’re so heavy but
that’s what happens when ur messing with a lightbulb
i told her baby girl some things are better untold
i’ll see u soon girl don’t u realize it’s a cycle
and at the end of it she’ll say that i look better with my eyes closed

broken light bulbs w/ notahero & halfhearted (cxrter x vito)

ZBee & luvflorent - last time (mackk)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied

lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home
but in silence
a whisper found its way
a gentle that led her astray
she found solace in his eyes
a beacon in her darkest hours
she saw the beauty in the flowers
he saw the beauty in her eyes
she tried to build a wall between them
the pain she carries inside
with every word he chipped away everyones lies

in his embrace she found her face
no longer silenced by the noise
he held her heart through every storm
no matter what came at them
they would always get through it
and thats the story once told 

(she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied
lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home)

(piano/violin solo)

burden

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

our lives lay to waste
as we sit here collecting dust
our lives fade away
when you cant try hard enough
you dont feel like you're doing
what you want to 
you try just not enough hard

i come from a absent family
had to teach yourself things
and grow up on your own
this aint how things are supposed to be
you get addicted to blow off some steam
forgetting a portion of your life

you are ready to change it
you are ready to face
forget about your past
its all about the now
sitting on the couch not knowing what you're facing now
you're out of your mind coz you've had too much again
so who do you turn to when you live far from your friends
your putting on a face coz you have to pretend that you're fine
that you're fine

(dyingforcertain)
coming soon....

im not the kid you once knew (feat. dyingforcertain)

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

what am i doing with my life
stay at home
couldnt shed no light
coz i dont know how to feel no
i dont know myself at all
everyone knows me better than myself

put a smile on my face
to give the facade you need
take off the mask to feel so free
i can be me around you
i can be me around you
i dont have to be fake for you to see
do you see me

i tell her i scared
she said what about 
im scared of losing you
and im lose myself in doubt
and i dont know what to do with myself
im lost in my head im wandering about
i refuse to get out coz i feel safe here
maybe it'd be better without me
i just know its heaven what i see 
maybe it'd be better without me
i just know its heaven what i see 

what am i doing with my life
stay at home
couldnt shed no light

what am i doing with my life
stay at home
couldnt shed no light
coz i dont know how to feel no
i dont know myself at all
everyone knows me better than myself

what am i doing with my life?

lyrics//

iv been talking to god
iv been doing my part like you told me

was it always so hard
i know you think you were always controlling
but it was never thay part
i saw a light and it killed me slowly
and now im packing my car
i made you think
you dont even know me


i was lost in the fallout
you pushed me down as i climbed out
or tried to
ivy league to the dog house
wonder what they would say
if they got to?

now my comforters stained out
took it all to the grave like i told you
was i always a let down?
was i always a person that you once knew?

fallout [idly blare]

ty carter

lyrics

way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

it feels like you love me more when im going away
just look me in my eyes and tell me im okay
ill call you when im home so you know im okay
i could lose everything but id still keep my faith
i stopped smoking but i still keep them just incase
i wish i had some wings so i could fly away
way above the clouds
i wish i knew what i was doing instead of asking how
and im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
i was driving by myself im seeing a face in the fog
im supposed to be a man
but im just crying at a photo once again
and im obsessing over shit ill never get again
time moves fast i guess


way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

youre the rainbows and the sunshine
i can feel you in when the wind blows and you pass by
i can see youre face in everything
all sides
i need you to surround me till the day i die

as i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see you
smiling, shining
look how you did so well
and the day that i go
will be the day that you go
and girl im broken
i dont have a purpose
i dropped a song for you i hope that you heard it on your own
cuz baby this ones new and i just made it last night
i know they all sound the same to you
ive given up pieces of my brain for you
you know im trying to hold you tight when the night comes
but i feel you in my bones and my weak lungs

im not the kid you once knew (feat. dyingforcertain)

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