5 years, almost 6 in just some months now. I used to think I was going to die young but I didn't. Life has changed so much and my way of thinking, I guess you do grow up past the bad times. experience helps you mature, but not the time. but for a song that has been stuck in my head for all this time since 2018 I think this is the first time that this lyrics makes some sense for my life and I'm happy is finally something positive that I can relate to ❤️

So sick man. We all just need to reconnect with nature. 🌲✌🏼☀️

such a good song. ur gonna be big one day, just keep up this energy

dead inside

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

spotify & apple music!

Playing Dead

safety (secre x heyrick)

self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

[FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE PLS WEAR HEADPHONES <3]

lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
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-
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𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

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hate

ｔｈａｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｕａｒｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈａｄｏｗｓ　ｍｅ

produced by dash vv
https://www.youtube.com/@dash8518

love y'all so much.
thank you for listening.
thank you for being here
more to come, in hopes

realistically wasting my time, and
don't claim you understand
you'll run out of road if you're way too gassed
we'll never last this
i wanna know myself 'fore i should take my life

the other side's so inviting

why you hanging 'round the wrong peers?
2D smiles but they're full of fear
i can see through the white lies
fuck a check, i ain't switch sides
matter of fact, think i'll own mine
call it wraps, called her 5 times
colon cramps, body's prolly fine
i been worse, and burnt more ties than mountains climbed
what the fuck

i hardly get any rest
when i lay me some ground
all my dreams make me sweat
well, honestly what'd i expect, i'm a tremor
who's born to make course with a crest
and since you've got room to assume,
i'll repaint the walls to a shade you once knew
but i'll say it once to conclude
it's only to falter youth

sending it down through my face to my gut
fireworks sound while i've waited enough
i ain't care much, i been down on my love shit
after effect of it damage and lunges
kicking and punching
wonder and covet
smoke in this oven i claim to be nothing
under the covers, i wake into sunder
and panic, then start to malfunction
these eyes are so indecisive
catching the sights that are so uninvited
well, anything but ultraviolet
going outside, my anxiety heightens
so i'll stay inside and be silent
minus the music and all of the crying
don't keep a snooze 'cause i'm up when the sky dim
yet prone to mute and respond autopilot

she told me that i'm smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can start to feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

no one
to lend a hand
through the sawdust
in this foreign land
is this all that you want?
forever we run, even if we're not
indefinite rot
smoldered lungs while i talk

and no it ain't from the green
from birth i've been clean
but i kinda wanna be, to escape reality
no way this life was meant for me
never will i come to be fine with low expectancies
i'm fucking selfish, can't you see?
a frozen-hearted entity
thaw the guard that shadows me
too intolerant to speak
cut my lips and break my teeth
numb my limbs, but make it brief
i've got nowhere else to be
but miss the way it used to be
did you feel the same for me?

my eyes cry with the help of high life
can't you tell i repel with a fat lie
any sort of love will numb me;
numb enough to pass life
i sense two decisions
one's to splurge my thoughts and cast rhymes

it was 8 in the morning, i'm shipped like i'm cargo
heart in my chest beating out like a bongo
swipin' a scan of myself like a bar code
way past the date by some days, not alarmed though
rotten a bit, feelin' sick, sorta rank
'lil bit of soap, it could wash out the stains
i ain't been fuckin' with none of y'all lames
a couple of plays, now you thinkin' you great
this not a game, fuck a charade
pressin the keys until i feel okay
throughout the day
'till i collapse and wake up on my face
block out the sound with a video game
or something to drink
lemon and sugar remind me of fate
it's sorta sour but sweet by the grain
sweet by the grain, ay

she told me i was smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

by the grain [prod. dash]

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

(Verse)
Pissed annoyed,
But nobody really gets the point,
I'm so tired fuckin listen once in your life,
Cut ties fuck a friendship voices gone fight in my mind just to fill the void,
Oh my your lies thinking I can't tell,
To my surprise realizing how much I don't mean a thing,
I won't keep the ring,
And don't speak fuckin leave me be

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

heart broken (prod. PLURBS)

(Verse)
Outta words to put on paper,
While searchin for inspiration,
But waitings a waste of time so fuck it head back to nature and think,
For a minute and when I'm brainstorming shit then I realize I'm the creator making my own decisions,
Don't needa conform to shit that they feed you it's all the system,
Break free and do anything that you feel is your own purpose,
It's the way it's suppose to be they convince you they hold the key to you being happy inside but you had it the whole time ay,
Fuck opinions of how they tell you to live,
And the glorification taking place of material shit,
You don't gotta be rich to be happy,
Facades appearing as fact,
It's the positivity that beats any external thing that means,
Absolutely nothing,
That is truly something,
That the masses have got backwards and it's sad and true well fuck it,
If you listen to this shit maybe you'll think a little bit,
And today could be the day that you may change the way you live ay,

(Chorus)
And you ain't gotta talk,
It's really just a feelin can you feel it,
And if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you win't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck,
It's really jsut a feelin can you feel it and if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you ain't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck

(Verse 2)
Tired of the hatred thats circulating these places,
Could try and kill em with kindness but I don't think that'll change em,
A waste of my energy,
Space I'ma need plenty,
To meditate not self medicate because it ain't helping,
Just take a walk in the woods whenever my thoughts aren't good,
So I can get into alignment with beauty all of us should,
Let go of drama and bull shit you hold onto for good,
It's a process to right your fucking wrongs but you should

(Bridge)
A buncha,
Lost souls on a,
Dark road tryna figure shit out you know how it all goes we ain't,
Lost hope,
Growin up is hard knowin no one really got your back it's only you so march forward,
A buncha,
Lost souls on a,
Dark road tryna figure shit out you know how it all goes we ain't,
Lost hope,
Growin up is hard knowin no one really gives a fuck about you so just march forward

(Chorus)
And you ain't gotta talk,
It's really just a feelin can you feel it,
And if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you win't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck,
It's really jsut a feelin can you feel it and if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you ain't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck

a feeling (prod. clipped)

prod. @plurbs

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tqxtkagl5FU

Lyrics

Verse:
People ask where the time go,
It don't exist,
But what the fuck do I know,
I don't,
But you don't either you and I both,
You're so defensive,
When I say your minds closed you show your temper,
Holy shit,
Summer ends and the colder it gets,
And you don't notice while you living in the moment I been,
Thinkin about last year,
Me the homies were hoping that we would open for Omen at one the showing events,
Sadly we didn't go,
Quit my job now I'm broke,
Didn't even show up to graduation decided,
It was a waste of my time,
To sit on stage with a crowd,
Of everyone that I fuckin hate in the seats all around,
The other day out in town,
I saw someone I remember I guess we used to be friends but we haven't spoke for a while,
He said some time we should kick it but I probably didn't wanna because he thinks I act like I'm too cool for it now,
I told him nah it ain't true,
Everybody fake dude,
So I keep a small circle like the size of plates,
Tryna move up outta state,
Somewhere by the mountains anywhere that it's a quiet place,
I don't like the public they do,
So I started thinkin bout it when I walked away,
After all the comments hella people in this town had made,
Yellin I'ma faggot,
A drug addict,
To some parents who have no clue of my life and what's happened

Chorus:
I think of runnin away from here so much but when the fuck will I go, ay,
Everybody always got some stupid shit to say I don't pay them no mind though, no but I'ma,
Asshole I'm annoying to some,
Others look at me and just make assumptions,
That's cool cuz I don't give a fuck,
And I know so many people think I am just a,
Loser a loser,
Oh,
I'm just a loser a loser I know,
Oh

Verse 2:
And I can tell that my girl parents ain't fond of me,
Her father thinks,
I'm nothin but a wanna be and,
I'm overlooked no surprise to me,
That's how it be until you making dollars g,
And at the same time jealousy from friends of me,
And even motha fuckin family,
Begin to seem a little bit ridiculous,
Eat a dick you just hating cuz you wish you did,
All of the shit I do but you can't,
Cuz you motha fuckas ain't got skills and wont admit,
That I'm dope,
But you ain't got to so just don't piss me off,
Or I'ma rhyme bout you and fuckin rip you up,
yeah,
I'm sick and tired of the face they make when people ask what i do these days it's like they ain't got faith,
"Oh you ain't workin for no minimum wage?"
Nah bitch and ya'll wont take my place and that's real shit,
My Ex said I ain't as cute as I was,
And that's fine baby cuz the feelings mutual dumb bitch,
Superficial as fuck,
Been taking shit for too long,
With no rebuttal so fuck it I hit you up in a song diss yeah,
I been nice and expected the same,
I'm thinkin twice and don't expect a thing no no,
Late nights when you expect a ring,
From my line guess you gone have to wait,
Since I'm just a loser

Chorus:
Loser a loser,
Oh,
I'm just a loser a loser I know,
Oh

LOSER (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video In Description*

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

performing tonight with smrtdeath, fats'e, lil narnia & more:
https://wl.seetickets.us/event/smrtdeath/594463?afflky=TheRebelLounge

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

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COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Phoenix AZ 5/12 tickets in description]

Dont Lie To Me

Don't Lie To Me (prod. by WETT BRAIN)

STREAM

VOID

Prod: @trxstxssx
Mix/Master: @deviantraps
Sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHLySdDDrLo
_____________________________
LYRICS

[Chorus]
Lately I've been drinking now, on my own 
You can keep on going out, I'm staying home 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor 
Lately I've been fucked up more than not 
I probably had some shit to do but I forgot 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor

[Verse]
Can I get a raincheck? (raincheck) 
Coz I've been pretty busy getting wasted (wasted) 
Baby I'm a trainwreck (trainwreck) 
Only living for a motherfucking pay check 
They say I'm gonna be famous 
They always tell me that I'm hella underrated 
They said fake it till you make it
But I ain't never gonna listen to that lame shit

[Chorus]
Lately I've been drinking now, on my own 
You can keep on going out, I'm staying home 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor 
Lately I've been fucked up more than not 
I probably had some shit to do but I forgot 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor

[Bridge]
I'm spinning, my head is fucking spinning, (I'm all alone) 
My kitchen floor feels like a king sized bed 
I'm spinning, my head is fucking spinning (I'm all alone) 
Don't cry for me because I'm already dead

[Chorus]
Lately I've been drinking now, on my own 
You can keep on going out, I'm staying home 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor 
Lately I've been fucked up more than not 
I probably had some shit to do but I forgot 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor

a feeling (prod. clipped)

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