Producer Credits : Andy Sorenson & whxami

save yourself

Impossible 
Dumb fuck 
Why are you love struck ?
Impossible 
Dumb fuck 
Why are you love struck ?
You did it again again 
Fucked it up 
You’re drinking again again 
Yeah you’re fucking it up 

I watch the sunset down 
As I get let down again 
Pick up some really bad habits 
Some might even call me tragic again 

Oh good my mindsets low 
List of my problems grow 
I wouldn’t wanna meet me now 
I don’t blame you for leaving 
Oh yeah to top it all off 
I blame you for my breathing 

I blame you 
The shit you put me through 
Wonder if you’ll put me through it all again

Why’d you come back 
Was it to finish me off 
There’s no pain like that 
The way that you cut me off 
You could’ve aired me
I would’ve called it a night 
You said you loved me 
But then again you do lie girl 

OVERDOSE 
I WANNA FEEL 
ANYTHING 
COMATOSE 
HEADS FUCKED
ON SOME MEMORIES 
AND YET AGAIN 
IM THE ENEMY 

OVERDOSE 
YEAH I WANNA FEEL 
ANYTHING 
NOW IM COMATOSE 
HEADS FUCKED 
ON SOME MEMORIES 
AND YET AGAIN
IM THE ENEMY 

THE SUNSETS DOWN 
AS I GET LET DOWN AGAIN 
PICK UP SOME REALLY BAD HABITS 
SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL ME TRAGIC AGAIN

WATCH AS THE SUNSETS DOWN 
AS I GET LET DOWN AGAIN 
PICK UP SOME REALLY BAD HABITS 
SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL ME TRAGIC AGAIN 

[PART 2]

You say that you got me 
Okay 
When it gets rough 
Why don’t you play 
Your snaky attendance 
You don’t show your face 
I’m fucking falling 
My best mate is calling 
Oh wait 
I’m hiding 
I’m dying 
I’m crying 
I go through the motions 
Holy fucking shit these emotions 
Yeah FUCK
Just leave me alone 
don’t call my phone
The last time you’ll hear me is through a ringtone

Comatose

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

nobody

;))

cover by: @Hugo.psd
Visual Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7-m-4HpTg8
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHdGM5XayoU
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-family-lyrics

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FAMILY (Prod. IOF)

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

Blame the whiskey

Screams Wrapped in Velvet

Cover art by @ tks_100 on instagram


LYRICS

she a busy body
naughty when she talking
got me on the ropes
she fold like origami
sippin' sake
got no clothes on
she a kamikaze writing suicidal love notes
she a love nazi
I don't wanna know what it would cost me
not a breath
not a heartbeat
tears written down in sharpie
I'm new but she want me
and she use that shit to taunt me
I'm used, she a harpy
it's never gonna stop me
I'm a fool for a girl who converses over coffee but...
love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

and I know I don't wanna let her go
easy cum ain't easy go
(I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want pain, she want the agony)

I could hit it all day
I could hit it all day
all my vision gone grey
fifty if she wants shades
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want the pain she the want the agony
but love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants the pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

fifty shades (prod. blade901)

Music Video

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

MERCH AVAILABLE SOON
Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

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