@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

h3artch3rades + isang + taika ­ ­- ­ ­crossfade「prod. isang」

thank you and enjoy <3

[00:00] better days + @resolve1k
[01:08] under your skin (solo)
[02:23] meaning of life (solo)
[03:31] save life (solo)
[05:17] hide away + @okeefey, @177p
[06:46] unravel (solo)
[07:48] jenvoire + @sasaeng, @dia6lo, @1naaa
[09:02] jaws + @3lifez
[10:10] took a part of me + @ssoh
[11:05] cornered + @resolve1k
[12:26] secret + @ssoh
[13:34] 1000 words + @2variant
[14:37] ok + @resolve1k
[15:47] over my head (solo)
[16:57] nepeta + @yumenikki, @ssoh 
[18:00] angel + @prodbyodel, @ssoh
[19:22] sochi + b5 - illustrate (prod. me + ssoh)
[20:43] party + @3lifez
[21:44] promise (solo)
[22:43] lonelycity + @sasaeng

graduation 🎓

https://soundcloud.com/officeworker
https://soundcloud.com/sonatine57
https://soundcloud.com/ev333
cover (@gachaconsumer): https://www.instagram.com/p/C-8wE3ANv8N/

old song but im trying to record more <3

lyrics:

nothing stays the same
everything it changes
tell me what is love
tell me why u hate it

tell me why it hurts
so fucked i cnt take it
see it in ur eyes 
do u pity me or blame me 

pull up in ysl
dont wnna be myself
dont wnna feel a thing
its like i never dream again

i need a saving grace
i need a helping hand
i cannot do this by myself 
but i cnt ask for help

everything u said i tried it
u ask me why im like this
cnt tell if im jus tired
is this the way im wired

saving grace (taihou1 + sonatine)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GUg6hXvCdbsxuTSMzuWkl?si=S2c_IYkFRL-09raX5x22ug
https://loveismisery.bandcamp.com/album/sickness
projects from 2022-2024 that ive been working on and have finally decided to finish

1. never let this go @lilac
2. the best of me
3. i swear this time i mean it @foryourheart
4. bleed for you
5. take my hand @foryourheart
6. we fell apart @fvckriv
7. mad bout dat flip
8. dagger through my heart
9. without you @harpyzzz
10. picture perfect
11. heartbeat
12. savior @prodkirian
13. isolation @1vacy
14. timing

sickness

@rewind214

what're u so afraid of ?
take my hand i'll keep u safe 
now ur all I think of 
cuz of u I lie awake 
ur love what I need now 
plz give me ur time of day 
say u won't go away 
i'll show u that i'll stay 
rest assured, it could be worse 
life takes its turns but i'm along for the ride
and u could be shotgun be mine 
girl if looks could kill I would dieee X_X

going in circles with the thought in my head 
these thoughts so hurtful I can't put em to rest 
i don't deserve u but i'm trying my best 
what could this turn to i'm not holding my breath
either the stars are aligned or my hopes too high .. 
so scared saying goodbye will it be the last time 
smoke u up talk all night 
ur in my arms it feel right 
i'll be urs u'll be mine u'll be minee 

girl i'll stay, wait right here 
spendin time away from u and it pass so slow :( 
i'll decay for u, in ur brain need to know need to know 

what're u so afraid of ?
take my hand i'll keep u safe 
now ur all I think of 
cuz of u I lie awake 
ur love what I need now 
plz give me ur time of day 
say u won't go away 
i'll show u that i'll stay 
rest assured, it could be worse 
life takes its turns but i'm along for the ride
and u could be shotgun be mine 
girl if looks could kill I would dieee X_X

oh girl i'd die, oh girl i'd die 
u know i'd die, u know i'd die 
oh girl i'd die, oh girl i'd die 
u know i'd die, u know i'd die 


if looks could kill (rewind)

finally back, I've been making beats regularly but didn't post any, hope you guys like these, and tysm for listening as always!

[0:00] 1. This time + @263jj
[1:27] 2. Sunflower + @riyui
[2:47] 3. Hina + @4solo
[4:14] 4. Wilted flower.
[5:44] 5. Ocean eyes. + @riyui
[6:58] 6. Blossom. + @uphori4
[8:40] 6. Oregairu. + @riyui
[9:26] 7. Rain.
[10:39] 8. Clover.
[10:57] 9. Starry night.
[13:08] 10. Outro: Blue Box.

DM if u want any beat.

Blossoming Clips (SPRING25)

@lifegiverr @1akura @decago @kyoakyo @afterstoryx
i dont expect u to change
but pls hear me out
the noise & the pain
is getting to loud

can u hear me now?

scratch and tear at my seams
but i dont think u know what it means
all the bruises and the cuts how they sting
its like you dont see a thing

its like im wrapped with a string

and i cant tell if u love me or hate me
cant seem to save me
all that i said 
was it all just a waste thing

cut me apart && 
my memories paste in
to the end of the earth
youre my doll im ur plaything

life - love&hate (akura, decago, kyoa)

romantic texako lil shine pluggnb type beat

crzysht

2507

still learning // dm if you want any beat.
second acc @whyagustd2

https://traktrain.com/whyagustd