any song b murph hops on makes it way better

we back now<3
a little acoustic song by me, quentin n murph💕
lyrics:

(rocstarzen)

i try so hard for you, but it’s like you never notice me 
it really hurts
i hate crying inside my room
i hate thinking of the better days 
so i’ll roll another blunt just to pass time 
yeah i can see your face in the starlight
reflecting on the good times
but nothings changed 
i’m still the person i was last year 
i’m still as broken with this big fear 
 i hate the words you say to me 
they cut through like an artery

(88strait)

but i’m down and i’m fucked,
and your shawty got me fucked up
we been talking everyday but i’m still scared that i’ll lose all trust 
nothings real it’s so gone now
i can’t find a meaning in this life so i’ll write sad songs 
but i’d do it all again
didn’t even matter we’re still friends

(bmurph)

what do i gotta do?
to get you to notice me 
look inside my eyes, you see i’m hurting so deep
i’m begging on my knees 
for you to stop making me bleed 
and i cry yeah, on a fucking lonely night 
resort to substances just so i can feel alright 
but i’m not alright 
god damn i’m fucking up my life 

(rocstarzen & bmurph)

i try so hard for you, but it’s like you never notice me 
it really hurts
i hate crying inside my room
i hate thinking of the better days 
so i’ll roll another blunt just to pass time 
yeah i can see your face in the starlight
reflecting on the good times
but nothings changed

you never notice me w/ 88strait & bmurph

lie and say "i'm scared of death"

lie and say “i’m scared of death”

New song 4 u guys, thx for all the support recently <3
Produced by: @prodbyjug / @1yeezo / @feconyy
Performed by: B Murph
Written by: B Murph
Mix/Mastered by: B Murph

LYRICS:
Too many drinks now there's vomit in the bathroom
Damn I'm feeling sick I've gotta exit through the backroom
Oooh, ohhh, I can't get you out my mind
Oooh, ohhh, one more shot and I"ll be blind
She got a cold heart, yeah she give me frostbite
I told her slow down we don't gotta fucking fight
Oooh, ohhh, I feel like this is my time
Oooh, ohhh, red eyes I'm way to high

I can't even hear the things that you've been trying to tell me
Say that you were there for me but you ain't even help me, when I needed you the most
In too deep I can't let go
I'm too high (I'm too high)
Yeah, I can't even move
Close your eyes huh, yeah, I'll take you too the moon
And it's to hard to think of a time, when you were not here by my side
Clouded mind and my visions getting foggy
Slow it down, I don't need you to fucking rush me
'Cause then I cannot think straight, self-concious by the fact I'm underweight
And I can't get your face out of my fucking brain so
I just keep it there until it drives me insane yeah
Emotions pouring out like it's heavy rain yeah
I'm scared of moving on why can't things just stay the same yeah
'Cause my anxiety spikes when there's change yeah
So I just drink so I can numb the pain yeah
(Yeah my anxiety spikes when there's change yeah)
(So I just drink so I can numb the-)

Too many drinks now there's vomit in the bathroom
Damn I'm feeling sick I've gotta exit through the backroom
Oooh, ohhh, I can't get you out my mind
Oooh, ohhh, one more shot and I"ll be blind
She got a cold heart, yeah she give me frostbite
I told her slow down we don't gotta fucking fight
Oooh, ohhh, I feel like this is my time
Oooh, ohhh, red eyes I'm way to high

If u made it down here, have a good day and ily <3 (should be on all plats in a day or two)

VOMIT

from earlier dis year but iss cool still despite the fact my age is wrong in da lyrics lmao 

ft: @bmurphxo

socials:
twt: twitter.com/whywewish
ig: instagram.com/whywewish

prod: datboineco

on all plats soon! :)

~lyrics~

break hearts, thats what i do 
but everything that u put out comes back to u 
and i, been wishin i was different lately
this lack of love is gonna drive me crazy 
late nights, even later mornings 
the things i love have all got so boring
and i dont know how i can fix that 
real smiles in old pictures, i miss that

yea i changed, i guess for the worst
19 years, tryna get out the dirt 
yea n i aint got much left 
anxiety kills, i feel the pain in every breath
i had to hop off of the net cuz i was actin up 
i got smoke for anyone no idgaf
i aint worried bout my future, i dont see one 
whats another light? ugh, ima be one
i reach out and no ones there 
late nights, never been so scared 
i fuckin hate this edgy shit yea i swear 
but i gotta get it out or ima rip out my hair
i got blood on my shirt again 
i scraped my face on the dirt again 
i been thinkin bout love a lot lately 
but i dont wanna feel this hurt again 

break hearts, thats what i do 
but everything that u put out comes back to u 
and i, been wishin i was different lately
this lack of love is gonna drive me crazy 
late nights, even later mornings 
the things i love have all got so boring
and i dont know how i can fix that 
real smiles in old pictures, i miss that

bmurph:
18 years im still ivin the same ol shit
18 years im still in love wit the same ol chick 
18 years i got so old so god damn quick
try to turn back the clock, back to when i was just a kid 
i aint have to worry about all the pain i got now
all these fuckin hardships, im goin down the same route 
yeah, pop some more pills until i pass out 
tell me where the plug at, im about to fuckin lash out
god damn my life has turned to shit, ever since i was a kid
i was just lookin through our pics, where the fuck did u go? 
yea u left me all alone, i was just on my phone, where the fuck did we go wrong? 

break hearts, thats what i do 
but everything that u put out comes back to u 
and i, been wishin i was different lately
this lack of love is gonna drive me crazy 
late nights, even later mornings 
the things i love have all got so boring
and i dont know how i can fix that 
real smiles in old pictures, i miss that

spotify

i miss that w/ bmurph

BURNING IN THE DANGERS OF THE LIFE I WANTTTTT

hope u guys like this one, put a lot of emotion into it

HUGE shoutout to @b_murph for the fucking amazing feature ily dawggg

lyrics:

(oh, ohhhh)

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

one step too close to the edge
now im falling back down, yeah
im falling in love again
but you're not from the motherland
im in love with a motherfucking demon

i hide the cuts on my wrist, promise im just tryna feel sum (something)
she said that she loves me but she said she never feels nun (nothing)
i hide all my pain with tequila and some white rum
the closer that we get the more i just wanna run

so tell me your intentions before i give me all to you
cause i dont wanna lose you, like i always fucking do

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

all plats

angel w/ bmurph [prod. branwen]

i lied xd


i know my friends think i am barely even here 
i wont survive, you were my hero
another life, we could start back from zero
and so it's decided i'll be gone in a year

show no fear
keep your composure
shed no tears
and i don't need closure 
cuz you're insincere
sign a deal and it's over
we're in the clear

when we hang you're never fun
drag me to another club
i can't feel myself
ill kill myself
while im still fucking young

fill my cup and i'll just write it off
that liquor on her tongue
the devil can disguise herself
i really thought i won

mix and matching all my fits
we don't get fucked up, we get blitzed
and i aint never giving up
till there's patek on my wrist
take a look into the camera
say hi to all the kids
and i told them that they're different 
stop trying to fit in

i know my friends think i am barely even here 
i wont survive, you were my hero
another life, we could start back from zero
and so it's decided i'll be gone in a year

show no fear
keep your composure
shed no tears
and i don't need closure 
cuz you're insincere
sign a deal and it's over
we're in the clear

herø (prod. xandrov)

mixed/mastered by me 
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall & sscars

i don't really care (sscars x pitfall)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

@dylaanlotus

prescription and drugs
i’m not enough 
then i told myself that i’m fine
everyone worried for me
told myself that this shit won’t last a lifetime
smoking that marijuana
and i’m taking these pills 
and now it’s my lifeline
thoughts; they come out in the nighttime
i’m think that i’m on my last life

nobody worry for me
i’m nothin more than a burden, you see?
think of the things that i never will be
free of anxiety, feelin complete
every time that i get up on my feet
wiping the blood off my teeth
somebody’s ratting me out and it’s dragging me down
that shit got me back straight to my knees
holy shit i was going thru a time

dylan lotus - last life [+ skellington]

art by @pikachu_tears on instagram

she brought coke ima match call that double up
is this even real? i be going numb
she be sitting with her feet up i be going dumb
3 years later still got cleavers all over her tongue

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

how could you remember me?

we were only 17
that was pretty heavenly tho
i never wanna leave
not a care in the world heart beating next to me

stand in silence no longer (x2)

(hey woah)
i think i cracked the safe
(hi)
came in like a meteor
she screaming like im eating her
i don't think ill forget about it
smoking's just way easier
get way into my head about it
she think i'm deceiving her
she called me irrational
she told me i care too much
while i don't think you care at all

3 years later you still hit me like a fucking fever
if u need sumn bitch i got it i'm a wide receiver
all star i'm on 10 like Derek Jeter
she went fucking silent i said id never leave her

but that was a lie i guess
you were ill, i won't lie, but i digress
i cant shake the fucking feeling hidden in my chest
is that why you're maybe eating less?

is that why you're popping everything
from molly to amphetamines?
i hope that she's not scared of me
it's in my heredity
i can tell you're helpless
but i am not your enemy
and this landscape is hellish
how could you remember me?

hoes mad freestyle (prod. thislandis)

THE PERCEPTION OF REALITY IS MORE REAL THAN REALITY ITSELF

i miss that w/ bmurph

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