so called friends
dont wannabe involved wit them
and i would go out on a limb
and say that u are one of them
listening right now
u only wanna bring me down

ur so busy lookin like a clown...
look whos in my dms now...

the rain falls down again
staring out tha window
i grow tired of these so called friends
oh
always fuck me over in the end
i aint losin sleep
pop an ambien, oh
yeah its kind of fucked
but thats alright :D

yeah tell me one more time
how im s'posed to believe your lies
u aint never told the truth once
i can see it in your eyes
so go ahead and force your smile
and it might just work, yeah for a while
all u care about is goin viral
oh my god ur so damn vile...
ur so damn...vile!

yeah u got me kinda fucked up
these mfers trippin like da da da
cuz u know i dont got the time for
these ppl anymore...

yeah they stick around until they see u on the floor
they kick and scream till u cant take anymore
oh...ion wanna deal wit that

yeah, so called friends
so called friends...
so... called friends...

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so called friends [+heydium]

follow the social media! <3

me:
insta: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
twitt: twitter.com/whywewish

jolst:
insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodjolst/
twitt: https://twitter.com/prodjolst

(p. jolst)

~lyrics~

(hook)
and he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

(verse)
yea this alcohol reminds me of how u were 
makes me feel better anytime that im hurt 
shes helpin me forget that its now his turn
i might mix her wit her sister, stuff this wood and let it burn
i cant sleep, n i cant cry 
tryna survive wit my heart full of lies 
i remember i saw stars in ur eyes 
but nowadays that feeling doesnt apply
i guess u never really know what u have until they turn their back and walk away from u 
u never really know where ur at until u feel ur world jus slippin away from u
and talks with u are the hardest 
blinding lights, but im truly at my darkest
i dont wanna let it tear us apart
i feel like we're at the end but this should be the start 

(hook)
he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

shoutouy halestorm

spotify

love bites

(chorus)

i will be
gone with the wind
you told me you’d never love again
so i have been
cryin myself to sleep
so will you take my hand
and guide me out of this again
just try to understand that
my shaky legs are weak

(MVØ)

finding it hard to speak
finding it hard to breathe
why can't I fall asleep
something inside of me choking me honestly
fuck an apology
why does it fall on me

drive home alone in silence
30 on the dash but my mind keeps racing
replaying
every moment, never lose track of the look you gave him

and I know that either way it's over
I thought I'd come out of this sober
lost touch now I'm filling my cup, yuh
yeah

(bridge)

this anxiety
has got its grip on me
oh cant you see
i’ve been drowning 
i need this please
oh cant you set me free
cause i have been falling 
to pieces

(EPITOME)

i’ll never see you again and i know that
and it’s been 5 years but you still never wrote back
i’ve been here all this time
i can’t seem to figure out why

(chorus)

gone with the wind
you told me you’d never love again
so i have been
cryin myself to sleep
so will you take my hand
and guide me out of this again
just try to understand that
my shaky legs are weak

i'll never see u again w/ MVØ (nevrfall)

Yeah
Ugh
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
I don't think I care enough to get on
At this point I hate making every song
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
I think I really fucking hate me now
I'm closer to the end
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
No who
Don't ask me how I'm doing
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Its my fucking life I ruined
I don't wanna get into it oh
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh

I give advice to everyone but never take my own
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
I don't wanna tombstone
I don't want nobody crying
I don't wanna do wrong
I just wanna make it right
I sit at this laptop
Complaining about my spot
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Its not the same as before
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
I don't see the point tell me what its for
I cant go one day being sober
This my dream and I think its over
Oh its over

overU

overU [p. silver + august]

AMV link: https://youtu.be/7zqgsXxin-4
Featuring: @maesk337
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty & Pizzle
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & maesk 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: bungo stray dogs

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
It's such loneliness 
In this empty space 
I can't escape 
I'm sorry

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
You stabbed me in the eye
I think about your lies
Tell myself to let it go I sigh 
I just can't you should know this 
You didn't notice 
That I was lonely 
I was lonely 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 2: maesk] 
just leave me 
i think i need a break 
would u miss me if the copper wasn’t misplaced
and i been thinking that i need my brain inspected 
absorbing all substances think its leaving me infected
wanna move out of this town, but i got no goals
so baby fill me up with something warm for my damn soul
uh, yeah coz this cycle taking its toll
yeah its lonely in these nights 
but even waking up feels so cold

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: maesk]
its such a lonely paradise 
its so dark at night
feeling like everything 
in my life is so fake 
I'm so anxious I'm so sorry 
its so lonely 
u don't know 
u said u didn't n st leave me 
just leave me

Lonely Paradise W/ maesk (Prod. Boyfifty & Pizzle)

you never seem to try,
better to doubt me then lie,
you don't wanna change,
please dont ever walk away from me

I've been changing fine,
I've been eating good with excercise,
maybe you're the one, (x2)

girl, I want, more drugs, more sex, more fun!
I will not let this go, this life I want I chose, stand on my feet 10 toes, I'll be big as post malone,
I'm talkin' movie deals, so I can go wherever I feel, I'll be like post malone, malone.

I got a boot wit a snake,
its the devil and,
sold my soul for a second chance
wouldn't give it for anything,
my grandpa said im gon be the man,
I told 'em chief, learned it from the best,
carry on your legacy, im finna make this family rich,

*chanting*

I fell in line with the stars,
they taught me who I've become,

Boot w/ a Snake

leaving

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
-
(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

all credit to green day!

thanks to IOF for this amazing production!

blvd of broken dreams. COVER [+IOF]

stream here:)
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Txl4mCcDRxsBFGfUp9iBD?si=8ede61be97a74d09

prod nate2timez

lyrics:

how am i to trust you'll do the right thing?
i can only hope that will be something that i might see
i'm not here to sight see
i know that's how it might seem
i know that you and i are growing quite unsightly
least that's what i believe

break it all down
i don't understand
how you shut me out now
when you let me in back then
and now you put me in the ground but
it's something i'll forgive
i love the way you sound
but your words could cut the skin

what am i doing here?
not much room in here
i'm seeing blue in here
baby
gimme that shock and clear
i'm on the brink i fear
so sorry i'm truant dear
crazy

you could act like i'm guilty like all you want to
i know if otherwise that you gon let it haunt you
i put the blatant lack of conversation on you
i don't regret it girl
but i know that you want to

break it all down
i don't understand
how you shut me out now
when you let me in back then
and now you put me in the ground but
it's something i'll forgive
i love the way you sound
but your words could cut the skin