feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath
feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath

tell me i'm okay
no i'm not a ghost but any moment i could fade     
wait, she don't wanna stay 
already fucking trash but now i guess i'm just a waste
orange bottles on the shelf
i can't envision me with anybody else
tell me i need help
but ion need nobody i can do it by myself

feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath
feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath

empty spaces in my head
fill a cup liquor bottles on my bed
they say I should quit it i’m a mess
but I hate myself from the bottom of my chest
swear i hate going sober
ever since 13 growin colder 
memories in the past I can’t recall
but I think it’s for the best ion care at all
i just need to rest
too high where the fuck is my bed at 
can’t feel anything do you get that

feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath
feel like, these days i don't get enough rest
say you hate me dear from the bottom of your chest
bet if we die here, then nobody mourn my death
cause i kill my tears with the morgan on my breath

hate me ft. clozuris (boyfifty)

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

-

you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

This song is a reimagining of "Not Good Enough for Truth in Cliché" by Escape the Fate.

Featuring @sideviewdriveca
Produced by @dercept1
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out through the window see her back drop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget

So for now
Take this down a notch
Crash my car through your window
How does it feel when tears freeze
When you cry
The blood in your veins is twenty below

(Sideview Drive)
Can't forget the way you
Used to look at me
Now I'm keeping secrets on the tip of my tongue
You know I'm fighting back the things I wanna say to you
But if I try too hard I might fuck it all up
Cut the words out of my mouth
But don't say I didn't warn you

I can not feel
What you've done to me

Listen on Spotify!

My Dear Juliet w/ Sideview Drive (Prod. dercept)

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

i wana die with u (prod. xmichaelwarren x jean parker)

the second single off my upcoming album 'dearly departing' coming out on 9/9
featuring @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin 

or when its half mast
think about what i’ve passed
will i be forgiven?

or when im undone
will i run
or is this a new beginning?

i think i saw your star sign
projected in the night sky
i look out to the ocean
and then im back to your eyes

veins:
I don't give a fuck anymore
I would let her drown me in a low tide
these decisions assault my eyes
I brace for the waves that drag me back into the deep tide

yuh,
it gives a deep high
I guess it feel right
underwater with no sunshine
I heave a deep sigh
I'm filled with sea brine
all of my bones will rest in deep lime

but it's been nice
I hope u feel right
I hope he never leaves ur fucking side
I pray u both live long and happy lives
most of all, importantly, I hope u feel alive

its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin

dearly departing

low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

spotify & apple music!

IV. low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

i can make something out of everything i see...
prod. @jolst & @sainttomorrow
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
love u all, album next week
from the bottom of my heart, i hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i need help
could u lend me a hand?
cuz the foam on the waves
just threw me into the sand

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

to take, to give, to love
living is hard enough
im so used to the brace before the impact
that when i sleep i just wake before the contact

and now i wander
and i wonder
if its over, dead and gone
if my memory takes too long
are u someone i can rely on?

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

i think i waited too long 
i know the damage is done
im moving mountains just to solve
all of the problems i’ve caused
i’d rather take it all in
than try to fix what i broke
cuz every time i step a foot in
i just slip and then choke
i think im losing whats in front of me
and whats in front of me
is the ocean and some company
but what is company
when im all alone
i’ll try to cope 
but i dont wanna know
what’s really gone now

the weight is heavy on me
and i’ve been falling backwards
i cant stay steady i just
pray for better days when i think i need you
more than i’d admit
i wanna cry and fucking quit
my stomach pulls and shakes and twists
take me back to those i miss

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

VII. mountain mover [jolst x saint tomorrow]

all credit to green day!

thanks to IOF for this amazing production!

blvd of broken dreams. COVER [+IOF]

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
-
(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

acrophobia w/ dylan lotus

prod me.
-lyrics-
there's so much to do in my life
so why you picking fights
cutting you out for the morning, cause, I cannot even eat right

when ur on me like that
holding the knife to my back
cursing and swearing, attack
me and you, are just trtying to get back

to the way it was
when ur on the drugs
you can t even, get up
honestly, im fed up

theres so much to do in my life
so why you picking fights
cutting you out for the morning, cauese, i cannot even eat right

when ur on me like that
holding the knife to my back
cursing and swearing, attack
me and you, are just trtying to get back

ima wreck, ima try
at times a really happy guy
i just wanna be a man
tough as hell, keep composure, what is that

i used you, to be a better man
in a past, I was blind, not a scratch
there were bumps in the road
2020 was a mess out control,

blvd of broken dreams. COVER [+IOF]

Kanashī

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