why is this song so slept on man.. amazing voice as always and the emotions <3

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

lyrics

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just spent a fat rack
its okay ill make it back

in a week maybe two
look at my face i gone blue
im smoking on hazy now
bitch im smoking u
what u gonna do
i put u in a mood
im just fucking rude
aint nun to do with u

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just blew a fat rack
its okay ill make it back

its an all black fit with the silver chains on top of it
metal in my face i feel this jewelry pierce my fucking skin
i dont get what the hell the fucking problem is
i cant love myself despite when im hearing all these compliments

im just doing what i do
wanna see what i can do before im 22
maybe have a house with a pool and a view
i can just kick back smoking bongs on the roof
i can just kick back getting plays getting views
see my name not my face in the news
i dont need no girl on my waist or a boo
and i like being alone i dont need u too

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just blew a fat rack
its okay ill make it back


heart attack 110 (killedmyself)

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

-

you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

Lyrics:

theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"  

and this is what i said

"ok
we can do this shit again
i could fuck ur pretty face
in the burrow by the shed"
tho i dont want 2
but you'll pull at my arm
till i cave n i rock you

and i downed a bottle of some shi
ion think i'll make it back
i need a version of affection
cut a lil bit of slack
i jus need a kiss
need a love
need some me time
if we really gonna fight
can we do it past the treeline

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

judge, jury, & executioner

lyrics:

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

-

the light dips low
my heartbeat slows
i know its over
and i am at her mercy 

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

all strangers (autrioly)

the second single off my upcoming album 'dearly departing' coming out on 9/9
featuring @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin 

or when its half mast
think about what i’ve passed
will i be forgiven?

or when im undone
will i run
or is this a new beginning?

i think i saw your star sign
projected in the night sky
i look out to the ocean
and then im back to your eyes

veins:
I don't give a fuck anymore
I would let her drown me in a low tide
these decisions assault my eyes
I brace for the waves that drag me back into the deep tide

yuh,
it gives a deep high
I guess it feel right
underwater with no sunshine
I heave a deep sigh
I'm filled with sea brine
all of my bones will rest in deep lime

but it's been nice
I hope u feel right
I hope he never leaves ur fucking side
I pray u both live long and happy lives
most of all, importantly, I hope u feel alive

its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin

dearly departing

low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

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IV. low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

if this is how it ends
then we don't need to talk
and i don't need to hear
it's never what it was 
when all of this is over
and all of this is gone
you will still remain
inside the afterthought

whatever you say i do
know that you've been changing i'm changing too
but i can feel it against my throat
but i've been ok alone
first time was the best time, was the last time 
did you know that?
held open like it's so bad
try to slow down just can't

and she gets mad again
and i just call it in
like what's the problem?
i'm just like all of it
and i get mad again
but i don't deal with it
blowing smoke on the ceiling

better yet i couldn't lie to you
there's not something else that i gotta do
i'm uncomfortable and i couldn't move
but i feel this bed isn't cold enough when it's just me
i found a way out the dark but it's harder to start
when i just couldn't trust me

if this is how it ends
then we don't need to talk
and i don't need to hear
it's never what it was 
when all of this is over
and all of this is gone
you will still remain
inside the afterthought

feels a little late to be checking in
i've been checking out and i'm sick of it
and i've been sick of me and i've been sick of you
and every single thing that i couldn't do
straight out the darkness it reminds of 
of the footsteps, they're two sizes 
and you noticed and i broke down
left as soon as it's cold out

something else that we could counteract
disappear but i've been cool with that 
disappear yeah i've been cool with that

stuff to say you could have said before
i don't see a thing worth staying for 
i don't see a thing worth staying for 

and she gets mad again
and i just call it in
like what's the problem?
i'm just like all of it
and i get mad again
but i don't deal with it
blowing smoke on the ceiling

Remnants

produced by triple gemini (soundcloud.com/trplgmni)

something else left to say here
i don't know what
everyday left to change pace in the dark
holding out for the first time that we go back straight through
the streetlights from the backseat of the car
and i'm deeper again
i pour it straight and its days gone
you couldn't notice and then (couldn't notice again)
i think i'm losing myself (think i'm losing myself)
and i don't know how to tell you when its over
could you hide it from the start?

you don't even speak like you know me
straight laying down what you taking out of me slowly
first time on the first night, you're my only
but its so dark, but its so cold
but its lonely

do you think its the same thing
or you think that its gone?
cause its only worth saving
if its you that i've got
and i know that the waiting
gets inside of your thoughts
and the time that its taking
makes it feel like its wrong

thought that we'd do it again on the same street
making nightmares out of daydreams
june as cold as my face feels
but its easier when you hate me
i just always thought it was safe here

and i don't know how to tell you when its over
could you hide it from the start?

tell me again how it gets in your head
i'm just leaving its better this way
i'm just a second away
i'm just a second away
what would you call that?

read through the texts, do you wonder instead
why i'm making it easy again?
i'm just a second away
saw how it ends when you stay
and i wish we could fall back

you don't even speak like you know me
straight laying down what you taking out of me slowly
first time on the first night, you're my only
but its so dark, but its so cold
but its lonely

Somewhere Else (prod. triple gemini)

written during the time of meeting @sewerperson

lyrics

i’m wasted force
spent time in the sewers but i wanted more
coz when i left back to reality i felt lost i just needed merly discourse

tell me ur story 
tell me where’s home
show me the future
ik it’s cold but

if i hit 40
u need 2 know
that this was ur doing to which i owe my soul

been here since day 1
i wish it showed
where was this love at 
where did it go omg

u see we’re bonded
but different holes 
that we climbed out of 
i hope ur proud of me

5 yrs of listening 
th dust has settled yeh things r so different
that shit was splifferent
taught me to write my own book and spot out the fiction
put a purpose in som of these bad chapters 
gave me a mission

the track was rusted now tunnel vision 
things r so clear when im zoned in and listening 
life is worth living 
found from within but without u
its missing
especiilay when i miss home

ik ur lost
this wrld can be cruel but u haven’t yet lost…

i saw the bridges then the fire
id stroll so peaceful in the mire
i’ve been so many destinations but no scenes compare to this. i’m not a cryer

but i can’t help but shed a tear
a lot past brought out tnite
to keep it tight th_heavy beers
to stay surreal i kept it light

i’ve put a body 2 a voice
and i wish that i could stop time
i dont know how i got here 
but im not gonna question why
ima live this fuckin moment when u hand me that old mic
sing our fucking lungs out 
forget our sorrowed lives

sewers

_sewers (secre x javiifontan)

Lyrics

wishing on stars every night
cosmic the light from your eyes
it hurts so much when we say goodbye
But i know were better with time

and if i could hold you tonight
I know that id be alright
And Id know that im still alive

Id know that i

And if i
Could hold you tonight
Id be alright
id know im alive

and if i
Could hold you tonight
Id be alright 
know im alive

you’re best alone for the week
Cos i know you’re fed up with me
You say “its fine watchyu mean”
But i think your lying to me

And if i 
Could hold you tonight
id be alright
id know im still alive

Oh if i
Hold you tonight
Id be alright
id know im alive

alive (theoptimist)

lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

Hurting,

Can you feel the pain, I feel tonight,
look me deep within the eyes,
can tell that I don't live my life, so,

Tired,

Of these games that we play,
you've thrown me into my grave,
it's like you never even cared at all,

there's scars all over my hands,
and burn holes from cigarrettes,
at least I'm numb, of regrets,

Take my life, but it's not my time no,
knife in the back, and a slit down my throat,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

Tried my best, I can't help your sickness,
lost in my head, will I overcome this,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

(My lyrics)

Into My Grave (feat. Skele)

hero#1234 on discord if u need a friend.
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song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

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