prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

Lyrics:
catch me out in tokyo, my bitch she call me romeo
they say i got the dopest flow, if you aint heard then now you know
im slicing up your speakers like a ninja dressed in black
i be runnin through ya city like a killer in a mask

call me freddie kruger, no wait call me michael meyers
say that im a monster but theyre all just fucking liars
rubbin burnin down the strip im fryin up my tires
make the getaway so i could stay up out the flyers

bitch what you really be know about me
i just love when it rains but im scared of the sea
cause i feel like im downing thats just how it be
when youre drifting away and you float through the breeze

hard, times, coming but i gotta get a fresh start
keep, shit, running but i never really went far
dark, force, tugging at my soul is the best part
3, 2, 1 i better run i gotta head start

out in ureshino you can call me yung lean
i wont fuck again with syrup but i might just pop a bean
i could float away so far this time my life is like a dream
while the devils pulling out my bones im something in between

hide my side, gonna be go getter
shove shit down, so ill get more bitter
take the mic, ima stone cold killer
cause i murder with the beat like my name J Dilla

dilla (Universe 2)

woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
different setting
a life with no regretting i
can't feel a heartbeat
can't see my blood bleeding, why?
oh she can save me
i fell between the spaces
died
in my own head and i just don't understand it
on the other side of the looking glass
i see a sad reflection
a troubled past
yeah a string of self loathing
i just can't comprehend this
i just can't comprehend this, why?
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love
You’re such a blessing to a life that’s so depressing, I
Can feel my heart beat, beat faster when I’m by your side
She could save me
Thought between the spaces died
In my own my head
Just can’t understand
nothing is perfect but shit we perfect together
i know we young and its early you changed my life for the better
im drinking gin and im faded im probably adding more pressure
i wouldnt changed how i played it but now I love you forever
woah oh oh
ur all that i know
oh no no
i love you so
but i've got a few things yeah to figure out
and i don't wanna leave you here alone my love
alone my love

all that i know [feat. chris birdd]

lyrics 


get to the point
or get out my way
im so excited im starting to shake
im way too anxious i picked up the shakes 
but how would u feel when i end up erased
upping my take
im upping the stakes
someone u luv is just someone to blame
i run away
u aint have to say
cuz i see it myself
and i carry the shame

ill do whatever but
what do u want
sit in my room and im starting to rot
im so accustomed to blowing my shots
why r u near me i dont wanna talk

not surprised u cannot handle the shock
not surprised i couldn’t be what u want
im the one u thought wuld help u along
but i got some problems to deal on my own

think im growing up
and it better now
but im going off
and i let u down
think im growing up
im too sheltered now
but im trying way too hard
just to help you out

poems ii

sewerperson - IN ICE (SORROWBRINGER) [COVER]

honestly i hate this song, but thanks for listening

prod me

ooh oh 
oh let go of my hand 
ill cry alone because i feel like I'm less of a man
the older i get
 the more i realize how much of a failure i am 
i still feel like a kid
 talk all you want but i still feel like shit
im still finding my way to be happier 
oh i wish i was
ohhh oh 
dear mom and dad
oh im so sorry i gave into my thoughts again
oh god i feel stupid 
i contradict everything
in fucking useless 
hmm 
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)

twenty

[clip of harvey dent in batman]

lyrics

[maesk]
no spark
i just saw myself in those arms
haven't seen a fallen angel but it feels close
no clothes
she told me how it goes
she told me about the loving baby i cannot commit

all day, i've been thinking about it deeply
i can't stay, i've been holding back the tears 
can u do the same
look i don't have a phrase but its ok
just another forest that we face

it rains softly
dont hate me
our words can never travel safely
it's hard to navigate when the systems always breaking
i lost faith 'till one day u remade me

reborn
but the only difference is the tolerance
maybe i didn't play my cards right
but its too late to think about my past life
its just about tonight

[avxid]
carry me out
he cant compare to me now
he cant compare at all
my lungs are across the hall
theyre torn
from my body
but at least i know she want me
still i hurt
still it hurts u know


why the room i rot in feel so cold
all the time
it just leave me frozen
bb can u check the time
cuz i cant move my arms
and my hands sit in a jar
on ur countertop
my lord weve gone too far

not fair
its not fair
i would let u kill me if it meant ud love me more
not fair
not fair
i just let my blood drip quick on these marble floors

look me in my face while ur killing me
i could leave u here all alone and ud still feed off me
bb
i wont let u shame me
i wont let u hate me
see u in ur dreams
cuz i know that ur gonna miss me

words without armour

words without armour ft avxid (hollowpurple)

PULL UP

no limit (prod. natethedon)

lyrics:

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now)
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Low key wanna fuck but I know that she switched up 
I been gettin’ racks but I’m spending all the cash on me, call it true love 
Ain’t nobody you can trust, nah except the plug and my mama, yeah what’s love? 
I been on the drugs cause I ain’t enough but I feel good when I’m fucked up

It’s hard to think about when shawty fuckin’ all my brains out 
Way too gone to think about the pain now, or come down (I’m in love with it)
Everybody switchin’ up it’s like they tryna loose me 
It really feel like I be in a movie, I don’t need you (And I don’t give a shit)

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now) 
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Can you gimme a break? Can you Gimme a break? 
I’m living in a nightmare of everything I wanted, fuck the pain I’m insane you want hell? Well you got it 

Save me I’m stuck in a daydream 
I spent a lifetime pretending 
So wake me up, somebody wake me up
Nightmares and dreams are the same thing 
I spent my life always chasing them 
Wake me up, somebody wake me up

gimme a break

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~lyrics~

intro (wish, nmih & flowrs)

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 1 (@nevermadeithome)
sipping on double tap yuh
mustang and sally
just hold up slip on the bali, the bali
set the dogs off like riley
irony of sending flowers to his grave
when we all poked him up and left him to drain
oh what a shame
should of got quick revive on round 1
wish taking lives like yo boys just downed one
like listen to sirens in the background
packapunching we all level up now
rpk in town
extended mag shooting tracer rounds
you can't hide uav on the way inbound

keeping it tucked x2
keeping it sharp x2

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 2 (@sendflowrs)
stackin the bread,
grabbin the m4 i aim for the head 
run to the mall i got money to spend 
flow ain’t the only thing that i can flex
tore him to shreds
left him for dead
pistol on my hip just like i’m a fed 
stab up your cousin, your brother your friend 
if you wanna ever- 
huh, starinthesky shit, yeah? 
run the ball back im scoring,
he couldn’t take my left hand now he’s all snoring
run a fuckboy down leave him all pourin
blood on my air max i don’t rep no jordan’s 
fuck! blood on my air max again,
flowrs too tappy i’ll slap at your friends 
fuck! you a broke boy, i can sense 
stop buying that preme and go pay your rent 

go pay your rent; go pay your rent
pussy you don’t fool me, i know ur a beg
tweet at me i’m gonna put him on blast
if i see him in person, i’ll blast him again (x2)

like BOW!

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 3 (@jmtly)
im poppin a pill and i pop it again 
fuckin a bitch while she kissin her friend
smokin a doink while im chillin and i have been skatin with friends
they have been talkin that shit but they dont say a word when im riding the block wit my gang
i started in the chevy my wrist is too heavy
i pull wit the gang and they all got a benz
im singin these songs n they said its all day yah 
henny in the cup when im faded yah
will u hit me up if i made it yah
if i see him on the block, get him bladed yah
u been pullin in the foreign and i know its all rented
blacked out audi, got the windows tinted 
dont give a fuck if i say it, prolly meant i meant it 
cuz my wrist, too clean
black, the beam 
iced out on my window and u know u actin mean 
yea my wrist, too clean
black, the beam 
ridin in the foreign, if u miss me, u scream yea

hook (wish)

red! w/ never, sendflowrs & wyntley (p. houmi, quantich & lorentz)

whywewish