The Upload

cursed every july

sadmanz bangerz 10●○¤》

he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat


i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat)

people gonna doubt you that’s okay because they’re ignorant
cause they don’t see the work put in
and they don’t see the influence
i use this like it is my journal cause my thoughts so intricate
i tell them how i feel and now their feelings are so delicate
i do this as analysis of feelings i cant comprehend
communication wasn’t something i was good at then again
i tried to please but now i simply just don’t give a fuck
so many never leave the town which raised me just not in my blood
kept my feelings to myself it made for longer times to heal
broken down so many times that when i’m up it feels surreal
i hated conflict and telling people how i feel
found this as an outlet soon it’s buying all my meals
this is a door to a new life
i picked the lock and opened it myself i’m gonna do right
you get a couple slammed in front your face just keep your mood light
remember it’s your story try to make it one that you write

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

so many don’t even know
i’m not expected to blow
i’m dropping weekly releases that’s when the trees start to grow
when i’m broken to pieces that’s when my talents will show
weird how negativity attracting positive growth
i’m finally getting attention and people starting to listen
i felt a shift in the energy when i cut out the bitching
i now see people be switching
this ain’t a game it’s my living
i order in skip the dishes and beat the beat to submission
and then i move onto the next one
i don’t wanna be regarded as someone who’s next up
spending hours every day i never get my rest uh
people listen to it but still haven’t seen my best uh
i still got a lot to go i said it before
that won’t ever change i’m always looking for more
i take my doobies in 2 i make my weed get divorced
i make my money from grinding i take my payments in 4

got a long way to go but i will make it
i ain’t got a lot yet but i’ll still take it
i had a dream i'm chasing tryna be famous
any record that i set i promise i will break it
been 5 years
they used to not believe
but they’ll be saying that they knew me when i’m overseas
one day i’ll have enough so i can up and leave
inhaling good tree keep my pockets evergreen

doobies in two (prod. eric godlow)

joke's on you: the bedroom ballads

novocaine (live)

headaches.

linden & nevrfall - wait for me in the next life (ft. heylog)

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Goblin Kid

Next to You

Don’t Tell My Mom I’ve Been Drinking

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

Thank you for listening <3 
Legend @alainite prod @tnvr555! 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6YKqxdc713A4GiHvcEMzIl
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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Alainite
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Twitter: twitter.com/alainite

Lyrics:
Well, March comes in like a lion, yuh 
Still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

But I’m Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can't find myself, I just can't find myself in the crowd
I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road 
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself 

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Spotify

Staying on Pace w/ Alainite [Reimagined] (Prod. TNVR)

STREAM ON SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/album/0okfpYPjQ0LFWR0rmGn8Vn?si=FXgC8f4eSTix0BDQbxoG8w&dl_branch=1

CoverArt: MALI
www.instagram.com/co.0b1347
twitter.com/skeeverr

@KCAAZ
www.instagram.com/zacharydkim/
twitter.com/prodkcaaz
www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA

@PINKCIG
@PINKCIG
@PINKCIG

LYRICS

girl hop in the whip i dont really feel like fightin
please dont make a scene girl the locals gettin frightened 
i got me a scene girl but at what price
we dont gotta speak girl
just hop in my ride
please please please girl hop in lets roll baby
please please please let me take you home
please please please girl hop in lets go baby
please please please girl this gon get old
please please please girl im so pissed off baby
please please please no its all my fault 
please please please girl hop in lets roll baby
please please please let me take you home

i know how you gonna get now
you finna act like a bitch now 
girl im so sorry it slipped out 
you not gon answer to shit now
you coulda hopped in the back seat
you didnt have to go get out
you not gon talk to me for like a week and you def not gon hop in the whip now 
shovin n jabbin n throwin shit 
i never really be knowin shit 
i think we both just be broken
why you addicted to throwin fits
ironic how you always fitted
ironic how we never fit in
id love it if you would just get in
im on it for when u be finnished 

girl hop in the whip i dont really feel like fightin
please dont make a scene girl the locals gettin frightened 
i got me a scene girl but at what price
we dont gotta speak girl
just hop in my ride
please please please girl hop in lets roll baby
please please please let me take you home
please please please girl hop in lets go baby
please please please girl this gon get old
please please please girl im so pissed off baby
please please please no its all my fault 
please please please girl hop in lets roll baby
please please please let me take you home

date night on saturday 
you thought what better day 
to make it a sadder day
said youre not mad and  say
it doesn't matter wait 
i think it matters babe
i miss a lotta things 
i miss your laughter babe 
i hate youre mad at me 
date night on saturday 
you thought what better day 
to make it a sadder day

please please please girl hop in lets roll baby
please please please let me take you home
please please please girl hop in lets go baby
please please please girl this gon get old
please please please girl im so pissed off baby
please please please no its all my fault 
please please please girl hop in lets roll baby 
please please please let me take you home

PLEASE *prod. Kcaaz*

Lil Tjay - Forever in my heart

Lyrics:
i ion even wanna pickup my phone, cause i been grindin for a minute but im lost and alone
but i be gettin all this bank i pile it up on my throne, but i ion even know its worth it when i be on my own

i got some checks they comin in they pullin up with the assist ay
puma on my feet i got some ice up on my wrist ay
baby see me ballin cause you know thats how i live ay
keep me in the running cause you know thats how it is

ooh, i know that yall can be feel it, i got a flow you could steal it, send me a beat i could kill it, my verse so cold it be chillin, should be illegal its villain, im on my grind bitch i live it, you ask for guap now i give it, listen

i think i found the one she said we 4lifers, i wanna stay until the morning even after i pipe her, i wanna show her better days and keep her safe from the vipers, she say im skilled with all my words im takin aim im a sniper

ima keep it going and now yall be actin shook
didnt know i had it in me cause you only hear my hooks
im like, i aint ever gettin money by the book
i aint follow all the rules im in the stu so i could cook

i aint got no competition i know yall cant even flow
say its lonely at the top im gettin money on my own
they tell me im your biggest fan and im like i already know
hk, boy, why you gotta be so cold

im gettin better every day, and its all because of you
wouldnt be here where i am, i appreciate you too
i got bars for days and days, got a bedroom with a view
i got bands for all my paper im too fire got the flu

i got these demons in my mind but i aint hearing what they say
i keep on working on my shit im staying busy every day
i got this sadness in my heart but i know we gon be okay
i know that if we give it time i know we'll see some better days

heart break now you sippin on a bud light
come thru promise we gon have a fun night
vampires so we cant be in the sun light
lets dip 'fore you get into a club fight

wrist cold cause you know how i do it, yuh
big crush but you know that i blew it, yuh

4lifers

SpotemGottem - Again (Official Snippet)

Long Live Luu - Jay Fendi

BANDCAMP HAS 3 EXCLUSIVE TRACKS OOooOoOo:
https://rook1e.bandcamp.com/album/eden-deluxe-version

Artwork by @ghostly_pixels
Tracklist/Collaboration Credits:
1. i felt hopeless before the waves guided me to you [@silkyyyyy & @roseicollis-luvbird]
2. you smiled as i drifted onto the shore
3. the island of Eden [w/ @halberd-3000] 
4. our house by the waterfall
5. beside a soufflé of clouds [w/ @kendallmilesmusic ] 
6. been waiting for you my whole life [w/ @vegandude1111]
7. with toes dipped in sand [w/ @through-and-through]
8. my summer Aphrodite [w/ @afternoon, @love-sadkid, @sadlylanie]
9. let's go on a magic Akai ride [w/ @afternoon]
10. only the stars & us [w/ @kendallmilesmusic]
11. spending late nights with u [w/ @aimless-beats]
12. dreaming easy [w/ @t_i_k_a]
13. heartstrings
14. hues of sunset [w/ @JackCC]
15. wandering around the city [w/ @niyawn]
16. forever's a long time [w/ @primabeats]

show some love <3

Eden beattape [on bandcamp]

1. 8
2. breeze 
3. coffee
4. early
5. elephants
6. girl
7. hello
8. leaves
9. loves
10. rainy day
11. sleepy
12. snow
13. stars
14. tired 
15. waves
16. wind

https://twitter.com/nuhanbeats

:/

Soft Loops

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

Hood Scars 2

socials! 💜✨

whywewish!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
twitter: https://twitter.com/whywewish

never!
instagram: www.instagram.com/nevermadeithome/
twitter: https://twitter.com/nevermadeithome

sendflowrs!
instagram: www.instagram.com/sendflowrs/
twitter: https://twitter.com/sendflowrs

wyntley!
instagram: www.instagram.com/wyntley/
twitter: https://twitter.com/wyntley

~lyrics~

intro (wish, nmih & flowrs)

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 1 (@nevermadeithome)
sipping on double tap yuh
mustang and sally
just hold up slip on the bali, the bali
set the dogs off like riley
irony of sending flowers to his grave
when we all poked him up and left him to drain
oh what a shame
should of got quick revive on round 1
wish taking lives like yo boys just downed one
like listen to sirens in the background
packapunching we all level up now
rpk in town
extended mag shooting tracer rounds
you can't hide uav on the way inbound

keeping it tucked x2
keeping it sharp x2

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 2 (@sendflowrs)
stackin the bread,
grabbin the m4 i aim for the head 
run to the mall i got money to spend 
flow ain’t the only thing that i can flex
tore him to shreds
left him for dead
pistol on my hip just like i’m a fed 
stab up your cousin, your brother your friend 
if you wanna ever- 
huh, starinthesky shit, yeah? 
run the ball back im scoring,
he couldn’t take my left hand now he’s all snoring
run a fuckboy down leave him all pourin
blood on my air max i don’t rep no jordan’s 
fuck! blood on my air max again,
flowrs too tappy i’ll slap at your friends 
fuck! you a broke boy, i can sense 
stop buying that preme and go pay your rent 

go pay your rent; go pay your rent
pussy you don’t fool me, i know ur a beg
tweet at me i’m gonna put him on blast
if i see him in person, i’ll blast him again (x2)

like BOW!

hook (wish)
i got some cheese and i some bread 
james got the dots, aim that at your head 
you fuck round wit flowrs, you end up dead
and im feelin blue, but i'll leave you red 
she dont want you, she want me instead
my pockets is heavy, its feelin like lead
and im wit the gang, no scooby or fred 
keep talkin that shit i dont care watchu said (x2)

verse 3 (@jmtly)
im poppin a pill and i pop it again 
fuckin a bitch while she kissin her friend
smokin a doink while im chillin and i have been skatin with friends
they have been talkin that shit but they dont say a word when im riding the block wit my gang
i started in the chevy my wrist is too heavy
i pull wit the gang and they all got a benz
im singin these songs n they said its all day yah 
henny in the cup when im faded yah
will u hit me up if i made it yah
if i see him on the block, get him bladed yah
u been pullin in the foreign and i know its all rented
blacked out audi, got the windows tinted 
dont give a fuck if i say it, prolly meant i meant it 
cuz my wrist, too clean
black, the beam 
iced out on my window and u know u actin mean 
yea my wrist, too clean
black, the beam 
ridin in the foreign, if u miss me, u scream yea

hook (wish)

red! w/ never, sendflowrs & wyntley (p. houmi, quantich & lorentz)

whywewish