Name: Mall Goth Demo by SugarPill
Duration: 3 min 17 s
Description: A demo I've been wanting to record for awhile. I hope it's as cathartic for you to listen to as it was for me to write

Loved this song enough to put on a playlist : )

it's sunday, april 19th and i miss you

A demo I've been wanting to record for awhile. I hope it's as cathartic for you to listen to as it was for me to write

Mall Goth Demo

Addison wrote it after spending too much time online. She said she’d forgotten what warmth actually felt like.

One night, while scrolling, she found an AI-generated image of a Sunflower. She said it was too perfect, too clean, petals shaped like data fractals. She stared at it for hours.
That’s when the idea hit her: what if the only things that still looked alive were the ones that weren’t?
“Digital Sunflower” became her answer, a song about the numbness of existing in a world where beauty has no pulse.
It’s the sound of craving something real when you can’t tell what real is anymore.
The chorus came from a line she wrote in her notes app at 2:19 a.m.:
“Digital Sunflower, you are the one. Digital Sunflower, now look at what I've become...”

The track’s production mirrors that contradiction, warm chords buried under cold synths, a fake summer built from static.
It’s bright, but only on the surface.
Underneath, it’s about Addison realizing she’s not alive the way she used to be... She’s preserved, digitized, still reaching for a sun that doesn’t exist.

Digital Sunflower

CALLED YOU AT MIDNIGHT
DIDN'T THINK YOU'D STILL BE AWAKE
I'M LIKE THAT SOMETIMES
I'M DESTINED FOR FAILURE

ONE DAY I'LL FIND YOU (AGAIN)
AND I WILL APOLOGISE
FOR FUCKING UP BADLY
FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE

AND SOMETIMES
I THINK I (PASS YOU ON THE STREET) 	  
AM PASSING YOU ON THE STREET
BUT MOST NIGHTS 
I REALISE
I'M JUST HIGH AND LONELY

you're busy working
and i'm busy being up late.
i need better timing
and a far better place

your hands they were shaking
the first night we smoked it
i'll never forget, the fear
yet the love in your eyes

AND SOMETIMES
I THINK I'M
A BETTER PERSON
BUT I'M EVEN 
LESS THAN 
I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL

i thought i saw you once.

support:
bandcamp - https://spookyghostboy.bandcamp.com

picking up the pace again
burst just like some bloody head
thinking that you are out of sound
now it's time to slow it down

when you thought that it was fair
funny how you got your share
seven years and twenty days
that's how long your father stays

now you got her
exactly where you want her
and it kills me

but the danger's enough
to hurt me
but the danger's enough
to hurt me
but the danger's enough
to hurt me
but the danger's enough
to hurt me

spookyghostboy - danger

Tour Tape

I Want to Fall in Love With You One Million Times

Lyrics (but theyre not really lyrics i guess):
so i've.. i guess ive just been upset about a lot of things for a while and they just feel at this point like theyve been compounding and growing and festering and i dont really know what to do about it. its... i.. im not the worst ive ever felt thats for sure but i just dont feel like im going anywhere or improving in any way thats valuable and im scared that thats gonna keep going. i dont even feel like ive been able to express myself properly even within the things i normally find myself being able to express myself with like music or photography or like, some other artform and its upsetting. i go home and im tired and all i wanna do is sleep and i wanna be alone and have some privacy but i just dont have that anymore.

im filled with bad ideas

800db cloud (cover)

psuedo nostalgia

this is a collection of all the music we recorded in our first year as a band

we would like to thank flea collar tapes, jade rich, brody hamilton, emma kapp, mason young, shane and glory from good noise, wes, klaus, carson, cera, claire, sophie, cooper, ari, kayne, mikey, elijah, elliot, noah, josie, hod, joe, kat, nathan, nathaniel, nelson, jai, peyton, pine, spiegel, will, jen, and everyone else who has supported us and believed in us. we couldn't have done any of this without you guys, you amaze us every day with your kindness and support.

Mall Goth Demo

SugarPill

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