twikipedia - take it

Tomorrow when the farm boys find this
freak of nature, they will wrap his body
in newspaper and carry him to the museum.
But tonight he is alive and in the north
field with his mother. It is a perfect
summer evening: the moon rising over
the orchard, the wind in the grass. And
as he stares into the sky, there are
twice as many stars as usual.

Light spills from my broken window through the street brightening up trash bags and cigarettes
She made it so fucking hard to feel like me under my skin, I know how it feels
But you know he doesn't play, I tried and nothing works
And even though we're still at war, we still bleed the same
Roses by the porch when I leave the house
Toxins in the air, Factories nearby

He hurts again but I would never tell
Was I good enough for you? Or good enough for me
I'd say I raised you fine or good enough
The kid's turned out fine

Once a dreamer, not a worker
Skipping in line so I could make it up to you
Someone said I changed but it's not nothing new
Fuse up in my heart it's not comfortable
I've been trying to figure out how to act less cold
Trynna take myself a place that nobody knows
Every passing year man it just feels so old
But the present year's the youngest you'll ever be

I've been trynna tell me myself that I'm not that bad
To enjoy the time I have cause I'll lose it all
I say sorry to the ones that I hate right now
When I die can you please come to my funeral
Wanna look like I did something
I wanna look like I was someone

twikipedia - factory (demo)

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

twikipedia - unreleased 4 (demo)

from the discord server
shit audio quality

delta - 04/29/24 (demo)

fuck this song
i recorded this in a shitty car with a 20$ microphone. i don't know how to mix said microphone.

i did what you wanted
and now there's nothing left to do
i'm a statue in your mattress
letting go and leaving scratches
now nothing's important
there's nothing left i like to do
so for fun i'll eat your scraps and
light my insides up with matches

when you're gone
i lose sense of direction and at home
i see a lookalive of you on my tv

light me up oh i wanna
melt away in your arms
i see someone looking
but it seems like they're so far
so far

fuck what i want i'll
do everything you tell me to
hold my breath until i'm purple
until i'm speaking in circles
break something important
break everything i tell you to
these frail bones will heal themselves up
and we'll all be okay

tell me do it, tell me do it, and i'll do it.

fuck what i want

i'll be yours for now

safeword (demo)

twikipedia - at once

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rJKlWP52pw
why is the intro HALF THE FUCKING SONG!!!!!!??????????

ftroyl scrap

twikipedia - one (unreleased, leaked, by @freightrains on yt)

https://soundcloud.com/csdgreatness/twikipedia-iflas-snippet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rgVhpvnfmk

ftroyl scrap

twikipedia - think fast (unreleased, leaked, by @freightrains on yt)

без тебя (cl6dly)

dm for takedowns

all songs belong to their respective owners

my old twikipedia reuploads got taken down

@twikipedia
@deltaday
@bomberisdead

delta - 04/29/24 (demo)

sata