Tried to get up I swear I dont give a fuck dont care
I want a pet shark and a lair not fair everybodies so happy out there
growing up sucks sometimes thats why we're dying young cant lie
everybody everybody hurts sometimes
Tried to get up I swear I dont give a fuck dont care
I dont wanna wash my hair not fair everybodies so happy out there

I'll be alright as soon as I can sleep at night
I'll be alright as soon as I can eat a little
I'll be alright as soon as I have energy
I'll be alright so don't worry about me

Hey how are you I'm good
don't wanna waste my time
aint nobodies brain like mine
finna make a band or a million
fly to a place set up base in the hills yeah
and call it home, i'm keeping my best friends close
chain around my neck and throat
fuck it I'm that new wave homie
lsd and weed you know me
tried to cuddle with a bitch but my hips to boney
cramped in a space where no one knows me

Where no one knows me,
No one knows me but you

I'll be alright as soon as I can sleep at night
I'll be alright as soon as I can eat a little
I'll be alright as soon as I have energy
I'll be alright so don't worry about me

Can't wait to meet my friends up I dont wanna be here I want to be with them
Playing shows, ride in planes, and sleeping in, I'll be good with them
We'll be good yeah we'll be alright

I'll be alright as soon as I can sleep at night
I'll be alright as soon as I can eat a little
I'll be alright as soon as I have energy
I'll be alright so don't worry about me

I'll Be Alright (arcane)

[https://li.sten.to/purycrj6] OUT EVERYWHERE
Always in my space
Baby get them mood swings
I ain't tryna fight bae
Sun in my face, wait
Eyes tryna dialate 
I ain't tryna die, wait
I'ma take my time, wait
When I'm with, uh
When I'm with you
Skirt off in the coupe
Baby ready knew
It's just what I do, uh
When I'm with you
Skirt off in the coupe
Baby ready knew
It's just what I do

Shawty got that weight, she aint got much to say
I've been balling with my main, FL where I stay
It don't matter what I do, uh, tryna make some blues, uh
Hundreds on my tooth, uh, hundreds on my tooth yeah
Honestly, its hard to see when I'm driving at night
My mind can't get off the thought of losing you

Kid Mango - FutureFree Ft. Sydcxx & Mercykill

I write a text I'll never hit send
I wonder what it was like to be one of the first men
before all of this shit got so complicated

If I gave you my time I'll never get back whats mine
I need to get over it, lifes just so sobering when I'm sober I cant get over it
thoughts take over me if I let 'em they would hold me down
I have so much to do so I wont let them down

Theres so much that will never be said
It all goes around the thoughts come go in my head
I wanna be yours...

When did everything get so complicated I cant wait until I blow like I'm uranium
living inside of my cranium, living inside of my head
I dont wanna talk to anybody I would never go outside again
yeah theres sunburn on my skin I cut off all my friends
I can imagine anything, I burned the bridges they weren't loose ends


If you wonder what its like to be I
dont wanna live I dont wanna die
I might get a brand new watch
ice want all that I can find
hidden hiding I dont wanna live I'm busy dying
I dont wanna be like this I'm trying
I cant even send a fucking text ah fuck I'm crying

If I gave you my time I'll never get back whats mine
I need to get over it, lifes just so sobering when I'm sober I cant get over it
thoughts take over me if I let 'em they would hold me down
I have so much to do so I wont let them down

Theres so much that will never be said
It all goes around the thoughts come go in my head
I wanna be yours...

When did everything get so complicated I cant wait until I blow like I'm uranium
living inside of my cranium, living inside of my head
I dont wanna talk to anybody I would never go outside again
yeah theres sunburn on my skin I cut off all my friends
I can imagine anything, I burned the bridges they weren't loose ends

One Of The First Men (tennis player)

radiant destiny. ~ a collaborative EP by wilkjayy & @eugenecam

we worked really hard on this one, so i really hope you guys fuck with this one.

repost and share, and thanks for listening <3

sun drop ~ (prod. by eugene cam)

Time Flies Prod. Flaco

produced by @fantommuzik

official lyric video on idleglance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKZne11a_7Q

☆☆☆☆

runaway (prod. fantom)

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7LGr3Ky5Wc

available on sadchill: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E23xWD40hCQ

featuring @leoivmusic
produced by @fantommuzik

☆☆☆☆

[lyrics]
[skylarallen]
Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care 
It’s all the same to me 
I take one step forward and four steps back 
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere 
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care 
So leave me alone I can’t be close to what you need from me 
I can’t be myself 
Until you let me catch my breath and breathe
Times change people change yeah they walk away 
But I don’t ever really listen to em anyways
I know the difference when I see it look em in the face 
See their opinions never mattered to me either way 
You won’t save me 
I can’t save you 
Try to change me 
But you never do 
Some things never change
That’s the bitter truth 
But we try anyway 
Yeah we see it through 

Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care
It’s all the same to me
I take one step forward and four steps back
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care

[leo iv]
i know you want someone else 
BBsimon on my belt 
is it wrong that i cant tell 
how the fuck did i end up in hell 
another day where i stay awake 
i dont wanna go & take a break 
its breaking me when i see ya face  
tell me how do i leave this place oh  
diamond dancing yelling my name  
everyday im out of my mind 
or out of my brain 
nightmares talking yelling my name 

[skylarallen]
Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care
It’s all the same to me
I take one step forward and four steps back
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care

nightmare (ft. leo iv)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
check my homie 
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

looking down im not used to this
yeah under my feet into the black abyss
cus   ill stare at it as it stares through me
yeah its   under my skin yeah it yearns to be free 

cus i became the problem i never meant to be
cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
cus my mental capacity is over the limit 
if i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

cus you always stare at me like a freak
no i never understood social interactions
i try to be numb for just one damn secound
so i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

driving around our old neighborhood
memories come back and the tears start to swell
yeah back then i still remember you
if i could come back yeah i would

most days im know not coping
im a piece of shit you know it to be true
you spend to much time just hoping
that if you pray maybe he will come back to you

if i could tell me lost friend something
i hope your listening, i really just miss you
i spend all my time loathing
the fact i let you go i cant accept its true

-- SKYLARALLEN

Tell me it’s all a game 
Cause you don’t feel the same 
Wont let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page 
Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame 
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend 
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend 
Take it all away 
Til I know what’s meant for me 
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me 
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny 

Look around 
Fall back 
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath 
Wont last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped

Water;Liar Ft. skylarallen

In memory of Elijah Moncada
AO After Dark (Guitar Solo): 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMuVOIsgQbkN0qyYI9m0aUw

Follow Sorry X:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/sorryxmusic/
Twitter: twitter.com/sorryxmusic

"Sorry X - RAGE!”
Why do they always test me?
Put me down and distress me
I know I’m lucky, yeah I know that
But they won’t bless me
I am not welcome here
And they won’t let me

RAGE!
Stuck in my ways
I don’t give a fuck about my future days
RAGE!
Stuck in my ways
I’m not one to lose faith (x2)
 
I like to take my time
I did what I did to survive
I laid it all out on the line
And took it all as a sign
but you don’t know shit about that do you?
Pretty little face, got it handed to you 
I live and breathe desire
I set my heart on fire

Do you hear me now?
Do you fear me now?

Gave too much to lose
Gave it all to prove

RAGE!
Stuck in my ways
I don’t give a fuck about my future days
RAGE!
Stuck in my ways
I’m not one to lose faith (x2)

RAGE!

Stream

RAGE! (Prod. Judgie)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

yeah, is this just the price of existence
It’s nothing chemical I think it’s the distance
two wrongs make a right in the system 
and were both fucked in the head, what's the difference?


yeah I don’t feel the love or affection
sleep is better cus then my life is fiction
you always got time for him, 
so I sit in this dark room, steady wishing

yeah, I’ve been breaking bones to make it work
peel the fingernails you’re watching the skin burn
tell me what’s wrong? 
you’re always on ig live steady crying

yeah, maybe I was the asshole all along
watch the comments say that I was all wrong
I wish i wasn’t always alone, 
im always fucking alone, please pick up the phone

EXISTENCE; LOSING INTEREST FT. RIPTHEPETALS

absent minded afterthought
inquiries: wilkjayymgmt@gmail.com