asphalt w/ ancr [+speedlmt x hireath]

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

instagram @thespeedlmt :)

ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

##album4 single1

You turned your location off and on, I hope it’s a glitch
That kept me up all night, I couldn’t fight the itch 
moment of weakness I think I feel like a - 
i couldn’t scream it out, I fucked up the pitch
I asked you what’s the problem
Then you made a list
I took my solemn oath
To no longer reminisce

It’s 6:30 AM
I can’t seem to go to sleep
There’s nothing I can say when I’m so hungry and weak
I let it out, I can’t speak, transcript on canvas with keys
I gotta speed up the motion my phone percentage is 3
5am on the plane, I can’t recline my seat 
i tried an everyday motion, I clutch my back that I tweaked
I tried to stretch out the muscle but it’s somewhere I can’t reach
I made an attempt to sleep
(Cramps in my knees)

I made it home I’m rotting at my desk
I can’t imagine what’s next
I start to get depressed 
Anxiety, my chest
I set too high expectations at least I try my best
I’m set on creating something that outlives all the rest
Maybe that’s why I’m stressed
I’m spending hours just scrolling instead of getting rest
I can’t put off my quest
In a space of decay
I pace around in this cave
no ideas in motion I think the cycle’s to blame 

When I can’t start my tasks
I feel so fucking useless
I used to wake up, get at it
I’m spending hours in traffic 
Most days I get so annoyed
Wish I could live life with joy

turned your location off and on, I hope it’s a glitch
That kept me up all night, I couldn’t fight the itch 
I asked you what’s the problem
Then you made a list
I took my solemn oath
To no longer reminisce

I’m rotting at my desk
I can’t imagine what’s next
I start to get depressed 
Anxiety, my chest
I set too high expectations at least I try my best
I’m set on creating something that outlives all the rest
Maybe that’s why I’m stressed
I’m spending hours just scrolling instead of getting rest
I can’t put off my quest
In a space of decay
I pace around in this cave
no ideas in motion I think the cycle’s to blame

quest

que nos paso? prod me

timezone

(lyrics)
they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow
i just wanna make it so she see me on the top
just gonna hit this blunt 
and then i swear im gonna stop
gotta lotta options but i want u

yea u think i just wanna fuck you
baby ur my everything do u want a wedding ring
tell me that u dont have time, 
but i always see u out
im not ur kinda of guy but i always make u smile

i be making songs almost every night
erasing all my memories see u in a diffrent light
baby i dont hate u i just rly hate my life
and maybe u would lie if u told im not right


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

girls online they fall in love
dm me they hit me up lotta things i cannot say
fuck me up and get me paid
get the fuck of me gotta make a song
this what i love so im staying strong


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

why do u hate? i wanna get you so far out my way

and u kno that im right but u cant admit cuz i
know u lie

dash (prod. dee b)

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

(LYRICS) @hammy     cover @with3rx mix @buffalobang
can u say a word pls talk
she dont wanna know what i be off
gave it all away i think it was enough
swear i was a fool for her i just wanted us

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

one last time everything went over my head x3

fading out 
yeah im nothing to see
i don't know what happened to me
nowadays nothing matters to me
burning up 
im 1000 degrees

they avoid me like a disease
on my own wearing raf simons sleeves
bags on me like a pharmacy 
remember when they used to hate on me

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

i can never sleep at night u can never save me
laying here wide awake i be going crazy
swear that my heart just stop when u call me baby
didnt mean break her heart i just been so lazy

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

gave it all away + hammy (prod. tsurreal+ryan bevolo)

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

curtains (prod. northeastlights & cozin)

willow
she/her

cry_mobb: https://soundcloud.com/user-799150706

asphalt w/ ancr [+speedlmt x hireath]

willow.x