i wish you never lied to me
@prodbyjoshwa
intro to my ep, 2004, with joshwa

and it’s late at night, i’ve been thinking about you
you lead me astray, want to get without you
but the connections were there, you coulda peeped thru a stare
thought we coulda been something baby i was prepared

and it’s times like that fuck me up
thoughts to recollect and i had enough
we could be strangers again, but i have the love
shit’s been getting worse, and it’s getting rough

dont know if i got the heart to leave you
cuz im always up at night, baby girl i’ll leave you tonight
i dont need you tonight, i dont need u tonight
and it’s crazy how you’re stuck in my mind

i guess i need love for consolation
and im feeling really stuck with this information
and its crazy how u lied, put me in the pavement
my emotions acting up, feeling sick with hatred

and i want something real for once
don’t want no lies i know that shit aint fun
problems i face, i cannot run
but if i leave u now, it’s said and done

STREAM

astray (joshwa)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

know u not in the mood

@rouri404 >:)
prod. McX

(sudbath)
walk out to my car
in the cold, and the dark
found a note on my dash
"stop playing with your heart"

so i spent another weekend
head down, staring at the ground
and i been thinking
it wasn't very fair to you

if i could do it again, i would
forget about the past and get right to the point
still got that hole in my sweater
from when you dropped the joint
can't help but hope that it gets better
think i'm missing the point
i think i'm missing the point
i think i'm

can't fight enough
can't handle the piece that you're biting off
so why you looking at me like i ain't tried enough
keep it together for a week i know this patch is rough

baby i want it too
maybe i'm just like you
know you not in the mood
i just really wanna hear you say

(rouri404)
anything that might make me feel okay
even if you're just gonna lie to me
i can't get you out my head
look up at the sky every cloud is turning grey
think i need some space
said you need me now but i'm always running late
things are going down, now i'm feeling out of place
think i'll hit you back, yeah i wanted you to stay

(sudbath)
call back, if you want
prefer to not recall that
i'm sick of second guessing, always blame it on myself
you wanna teach a lesson but it really doesn't help
and i been thinking 'bout regression for the sake of my own health

hard enough, could never catch a break
but i'm strong enough that i could hold your weight
it's not enough to make the same mistake
don't want you going away, but you don't wanna stay

forget about the past and get right to the point
still got that hole in my sweater
from when you dropped the joint
can't help but hope that it gets better
think i'm missing the point
i think i'm missing the point
i think i'm

(rouri404)
and we'll keep on driving till we don't know where we are
waking up still drunk in your front yard
straight puking out my guts, said you don't want me
bitch, fuck you i'm a rockstar

yeah you know we can't keep going at this rate
need to stand my ground before I lose my place
wanna tell you how i feel, but I know it won't change a thing
needa wipe you from my brain

(sudbath)
can't fight enough
can't handle the piece that you're biting off
so why you looking at me like i ain't tried enough
keep it together for a week i know this patch is rough

baby i want it too
maybe i'm just like you
know you not in the mood
i just really wanna hear you say

just like you w/ rouri404

prod by @saiwai
mix/master by @lyrahhs
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lyrics: 
@lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
im not ready for love, but its okay
time move slow but we can make it faster
ur ex man still want you back
but we gone leave em in the past tense
and i know 
that you know
this is never what we wanted
and i know
that you know
this shit was gone happen

@lyrahhs
you walked out
i hope now that your missing me
cause i just want you to know
i moved down, too now, to the city 
and i am ditching my phone

we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
i find it funny you gone call me on the late night
side piece now but this coulda been a date night
lemme know does ur man got his cake right?
big bag on me, i aint flexin for no reason
DOA i think im heading off the deep end
my trust is all gone, i got nothing to believe in
you gone party like every damn weekend
went behind my back i fell in love with a demon

@dpf617 & @lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

stream everywhere!

ready for love w/ lyrah (sai)

new age
prod. tsuyunoshi

im tired of trying to figure me out
it comes around, tired of feelings things are useless for now
pent up aggression, from the lack of self expression
and a speck of love is heaven to me

running in circles to think for urself
and im panicking to keep u compelled
i could waste my time tryna think of lies
actions have their karma, and im digging out my prize

why cant you speak for yourself
you’re always begging for help
ur issues make u fall like a house of cards
i never speak for myself
i’m always begging for help
my issues make me fall like a house of cards

lately it’s so overwhelming
eyes been bleeding, tearing up
feeling held back, my hands been cuffed
in a rut, i’ve just been stuck

ran out of fallbacks and escape plans
my pride slips away from my frail hands

house of cards

happening again - nicopatty (sped up)

fatale (broke my car radio remix) [2022]

Hell To The Yes!

@ericdoa
https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa/kickstand

ericdoa - kickstand (bossa nova remix)

performed and produced by me

lyrics:
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i say im straight with you but i think there’s too much and im just reaching
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i try to focus on myself but you’re up on my recent

(huh) i’m too far gone, you know that
dont touch the wheel, i might crash
too much i got on my hands
i think i treat you like trash

yea but what i know that is for sure
im not needy but i know that you’re the cure
im fucking up at every turn
i don’t know how this can possibly get worse for me

(you know it’s hard for me to be
i’m sticking around you’re not messing with me
i’m afraid of losing all your company)

i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i say im straight with you but i think there’s too much and im just reaching
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i try to focus on myself but you’re up on my recent

(this guy’s cooked)
i got your number i know
just can’t reach out, my minds closed
i guess i can just mind my own

i just don’t want to seem like a lot
im eager to call but
seeing you on has my mind in shambles
hearts beating a lot, my room feels so hot
i need to relax, im so indecisive 
you’re throwing me off i can’t read your signs
i wish i can just read through your beautiful brown eyes
imagine how easy my live would be
if only there was just a way that-

i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i say im straight with you but i think there’s too much and im just reaching
i don’t have much to say, im breaking into pieces
i try to focus on myself but you’re up on my recent

Twisted - MO$H (sketch version)

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