this is so good, everyone did there thing on this fr

MY DEBUT SINGLE :3 <3 !!!
lyrics below :o

PROD BY: 
@prodbyaustyn
@billsburyjoeboi

MIXED BY:
@eneightt

TORTURED SCREAMS BY:
@vaeo-music

COVER ART:
IG: bleuiink
Twitter: fckingstuwupid

i am right behind you always
one eye closed, you’re so cute when you’re sleeping
carve a place for me right in your ribcage
keep me.. in your.. headspace
peel your skin back, let me see those layers
before i eat get on my knees say prayers
harvest
your organs
your skin glued to mine, eat your heart out, you’re so pissed
im
a siren
a slow kiss
i’ll sing you to sleep, pick my teeth with your bones then-
baby im so fucking crazy for you
cross your heart or you will die cause i
wanna crawl into your skin
breathe me in
restart my pulse to make it match yours
catch
your blood before it hits the floor

i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby

THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HELPED ME CREATE THIS SONG AND TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO GASSED ME UP WHENEVER THEY HEARD IT !!!

222. (austyn with a y & billsburyjoeboi)

ukg

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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why cant i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i cant burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why cant i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i cant burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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lyrics

i just asked if you loved me again
i just need some reassurance
ive been in my mind for a minute i know its hurtin
pls dont hold that shit to me ik im learning oh no
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
baby i know what you said to me
when you talk to me it just feels like some ecstacy
and when it gets to me i feel better than ever
and i never really minded when you stole my sweater at all
if we fall we wont fall together for long
baby please get it all together im wrong
no i cant get along
if that guy tries to talk to you again im gone

i walked back to you and your gone
im humble
you keep tryna do what i do your my double
i will not fumble
i keep backing up but i cant see behind me i dont even know when you stumble
just tell me
you keep calling out in your mind just help me
i know i got some problems put it on the shelf please
i know that
give me one more chance and you know i wont fold back

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scruff - learning <3 (sai)

fun lil song brought to you by #goreset :)
@vaeo-music @4cfear @prodbyjoshwa @goreset

i been thru hell with the mood shifts
killing shit with my bros, with a new clique
living good and im chillin wit a new bitch
went to the mall n gotta new fit :)

vaeo:
and everytime i'm good you gotta fuck it up, 
going insane it's all i feel, it's hard to feel the love. 
i solve my issues with drugs, addict to turning up, 
and every nigh is the same, i'm face down throwing up. 
this adderall got me tweaking i need a prozac, 
rolling up some blunts taking every shot i can throw back, 
coulda bought you anything you wanted fuck a price tag, 
my existence got me so mad

can u run it back, let it go again?
and its fuck you too you a fake ass bitch
and u getting mad that we gettin rich
seeing us on top, can u learn to live?

4cf and me:
Keep up bae, uh, like what it yo problem like?
Used to have love but now that shit distant
You not sounding right 
taking up all my time and now you’re tryna take my mind tonight 
u be acting up so why u tryna hit my line tonight?
Ok you wylin you super childish
All you gon get from me is dry texts and awkward silence
I hope you like it
and it’s different now from when we talking from the back ends
and u werent shit u was a bitch u is a has been
You is not shit to be baby I hope you know that
Hey yuh
and i never been better from cutting off like its severed
From all my love straight to nothing I’m treating this like whatever baby
from all the times that we shared regretting it til forever again
No this ain’t my bad you switching up positions 
Getting sidetracked 
hate to break up your heart but i put that shit on a platter
So long as shits getting better I guess that it’s alright
i learned to stop acting up on shit that never mattered

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@chiefjuno
@lei
guitar by oakscreen @oakscreen

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prod. drmabeats x lonelyprinze

https://open.spotify.com/track/6OQbi3IV8y4BP3oOH1hXH0?si=ab7c6b56fa1b4a5a
lyrics:
no there's no getting over this easily
beinging me back to when I was 17
I wanna forget my past
and I wanna be better than I was last time

I wanna be bigger than I am now
do something that people won't forget about
I don't wanna be left out
motherfuckers always skip me, never even scout

same shit different day
different side of getting paid
don't know what I'll do today
maybe I'll decay
decay 
idk if imma be straight
got one shot to fucking take
I'm taking up my chance with fate

I'm conflicted yea
I'm stuck in intermission
no one know who I really am now
fuck this I don't want another hand out

ur love was so cold 
I always fucking fold
I'm doing what I'm told 
I never planned on getting old
yea ur cold as ice
I never wanna fight
I'm doing what is right
and now I wanna die

you're not gonna keep me down for too long
2 weeks and the same old jeans on
doing best for my self 
don't need anyone else cuz

I wanna be bigger than I am now
do something that people won't forget about
I don't wanna be left out
motherfuckers always skip me, never even scout

same shit different day
different side of getting paid
don't know what I'll do today
maybe I'll decay
decay 
idk if imma be straight
got one shot to fucking take
I'm taking up my chance with fate
x2

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FATE

[a letter back]
ty for 1k followers :)
prod me and michael harrison

-

i saw a ghost in the street tonight
im having trouble covering up my lies
dont tell me that you hate my guts
cause im done and im cool, i dont give a fuck
i dont wanna fall asleep in this stall
and i say that im not mad but i think that its all

back and forth, im going back and forth
stuck in this back and forth keep going back for more
back and forth, im going back and forth
stuck in this back and forth keep going back for more
and its like every day i wanna split my brain
and ima fuck you over to show you pain
and ima show you want you did to me
everybodies dead to me, shes sippin on the hennessy 
but i dont think that this will work out :(

i saw a ghost in the street tonight, it was an image of me from back before i died
(hey girl)
can you even see all of your sins
yeah you throw me away like i had never of been

i guess im melodramatic, they gon wait till im past tense
now everybodies an actor, you really wish that you had her
now im fucking up everything, take it off like a wedding ring
every time that i fuck up you tell me im bettering but i

yo how you been?
never better never less
i guess i been doing fine but i cant take all of the stress
like how did you handle all the weight and the pressure
its like you didnt take it at all

split my brain

lyrics:
ashes to ashes, gold to dust
everything you do makes a fool of us
and i've been working on myself so we can get back up
and my ego way too big, think I got midas touch

i been pushing all my friends away, know that shit ain't cool
white claws crawling in my system, it's not me making the rules
and imma be in new york missing mama, tryna finish school
i dont want you thinking im okay when im losing my cool

catherine and heathcliff, they stay tatted on my ribs
cause my heart's so full of loving, but my mouth just loves to fib
and my trauma gon' repeat itself and pass on to my kids
baby, do you wanna put up with my shit and be the fix? x2

wrist been looking like picasso played all on it
she don't want me for my conscious, she just want me for my content
and my ex girl tells her family im popping
i don't like to think about it, i was probably the problem

catherine and heathcliff, they stay tatted on my ribs
cause my heart's so full of loving, but my mouth just loves to fib
and my trauma gon' repeat itself and pass on to my kids
baby, do you wanna put up with my shit and be the fix? x2

heathcliff (hallow + ria + joeboi)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

run it back w/ vaeo + 4cf (joshwa)

tsuyunoshi

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