AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5aqVNP1XOQ
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-jealousy-lyrics
Prod by me & @MrYellowsThoughts on ig
cover by: @Hugo.psd

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JEALOUSY

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
i said hold the phone
i’m sick of the way
You like to go on
i’m tellin you nah
you’re testin my patience
your hitting me raw
dont say oh my god
like i made mistakes
shit i’m workin on
are we fallin off
cause i wont today
can we get along
now why wont you say shit
I’m burning and raging
i’m hurting and aching
fell for your fake shit
you pull it since ancient
can we go on
alone
cause i never thought that i’d know
all the things that i know
Holding my phone
like i’m letting go
once again
i don’t wanna let you go
again
i don’t wanna let you go
but i can’t hold you in
and it’s all on my heart
fights that feel like art
don’t even get me started
You know that we’re all we got

i'm all alone
again
at home
instead
and i never know where you are
facts that break my heart
facts that break my heart
and you’ll never know just how hard it is...

i do the most
i pave the way
i guide when you’re aimless
die for you shameless
If i must
i’m copping the payments
for the relations
i’m running the races
pacing the paces
lacing the laces
ready the station
the time is now
i feel
Unreal
i’m fading in and out
My time is near
but i'm feeling her doubt
once again
i don’t wanna let you go
again
i don’t wanna let you go
but i can’t hold you in

i'm all alone
again
at home
instead
and i never know where you are
facts that break my heart
facts that break my heart
and you’ll never know just how hard it is

Fights That Feel Like Art (prod. IOF)

castle with the cobwebs

Prod. Kado

I thought you knew me 
I thought that you knew I was fucked up 
I told you over and over 
All you would give me was tough love 
When I was going through my worst 
When I thought the only way out was a hearse 
Everyone thinks that I’m so down to earth 
But I know the power I hold in my words 
They’re always so negative 
I don’t want to be negative 
I  want you to know that you’re relevant 
That you matter and you’ll get ahead of it
That you can get past the impediment 
That you’re made of more than just sediment 
I know it’s rough with your parents 
But You got a chance of repairing it
I thought you knew me 
You acted like you could see through me 
I couldn’t believe you would actually choose me 
I didn’t feel right for a month 
You asked me to put up a front 
Like why are you keeping this secret 
Who are you hiding me from 
I’ll do whatever you want 
I know it’s never enough 
I was up wishing for death again
Mom gets upset when I bring that shit up
This isn’t fair to me 
It’s fucking embarrassing
Ask where you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

I thought you knew Me 
You honestly felt so familiar 
Like we’d met each other before 
In a dream that I couldn’t remember 
What am I fighting this for 
What am I really afraid of 
I’ll never give up on myself 
Some of us didn’t forget where we came from 
I thought you knew me 
I’m not a fan of Commitment 
You say it’s you or the music 
Gotta take care of my business  
And my feelings are valid 
Even if you’re not about it 
I finally know what I’m worth 
Try to talk down on me I won’t allow it 
I don’t want to be negative 
I want to tell you that you’re not defined by your past 
People will notice you giving your max
Soon you’ll feel better the pressure will pass
You’re up to the task I promise 
I know that you’re giving the effort 
You’re going above and beyond
Stressing about it till it makes you Chest hurt 
Everyone’s searching for peace 
We cope with unhealthy release 
I hope I’m helping you see that
All that you need is yourself and belief 
But My life is imperative 
And I have to to take care of it 
asked who you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

Negative

paint the town leopard

Artwork By : https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/
Lyrics

Seeing My Fears Come Alive
I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Went Through Hell And Back
You Would Never Understand

You Would Never Understand
Getting Trapped In Yourself
I'm Screaming, I'm Calling For Help

It's Quiet As A Mouse In Here
I Just Gotta Get Out Of here

But I Can't
And You Can't Help Me
If I Come Back Please Hold Me Gently
And Now I'm Back , I've Lived A Thousand Lives
If I Die Let It Please Be By Your Side

Hell And Back

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Hell And Back (Prod.Discent)

Nobody's Happy.

PTSD

Official Music Video

i'm not suicidal, ur suicidal!

feat. @cozyboycries
prod. @antongxldn & @prodiof

I know she only want me cause she know I'm going far...

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Kissing In The Dark Ft. Cøzybøy

Uppbeat Jellyfish

everything is produced, written, performed, & mixed by me.

i'm not suicidal, ur suicidal!

Sleepy Head