IMMA PACK MY THINGS AND GO TO CALIFORNIA 🔥🔥

[hook]
built up all our love to cut the ties and fuckin watch it turn to
constant toxic cycles break your heart i guess ill never learn
the only thing to make me happys thoughts of ash inside an urn
i turned my back inside the rearview i can see our bridges burn

[verse] 
theres no way ive never felt what you felt 
I know weve all got problems we can only fix them ourselves 
But ive been trying really trying to get back to myself 
Im scared i wont make it to 22 and end up in hell
BUT EVERY DAYS A LIVING HELL WHEN YOU JUST ALWAYS FUCKING FEEL LIKE THIS 
IM SICK OF BEING SOBER WANNA DOWN SOME PILLS AND SLIT MY WRIST 
THERES NO HEALTHY WAY FOR ME TO COPE ITS CALLED ABANDONMENT
AND WHEN IM FINALLY GONE THEYLL JUST LOOK BACK ON HOW I WROTE THIS SHIT

ash inside an urn (prod. dercept x gavin hadley)

A two-track single, I hope you enjoy it. 

EITHER HATED OR IGNORED. 
Is some of my best mixing/mastering yet, 
should sound good on all systems 

I gave you everything, it isn't my best mixing/mastering but it sounds fantastic still! just had a hard time with the maximum loudness and clicks and pops in the sample!

Love you all <2 

These are also tracks that never made it to "speak"

EITHER HATED OR IGNORED/I Gave You Everything

I Gave You Everything.

lyrics:
laying down by the trees
got my fingers in your hair and i don’t want you leave
i remember when you layed back as you looked at me
we were walking past the train tracks when you kissed me
for the first time 
and i don’t really wanna leave
when i’m laying in your bedroom and your on me
now i really wanna text you “do you love me” 
yeah
do you still want me

and i think that you’re my medicine 
i think that you’re my Prozac
i think that you’re my Zoloft

and i really wanna take it in
you make my heart beat fast
and i really hope it don’t stop

now you got me writing love songs
with notes app open late at night like it so wrong
like it’s 2013 and i’m so gone
you make me really wanna breathe it feels so wrong

by the trees (prod. skellington)

i cant help this [prod. cr1ttrz]

California w/kayostarri!!

take on me 
Feels like I can do anything 
I know you want me to bleed
So I’ll fall to my knees  
I know you like me like that 
Tells you stuff that I like back

TAKE 0N ME

i hope you won't be gone forever...

guitar by yago
produced by me
mixed and mastered by me
lyric video by me:


lyrics:
there's
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever

hello, my dear
i hope that you're okay
i've been fighting my fears
every single day
i've shed so many tears
since you've gone away
it's so hard to trust my peers
i hope they won't go away 

i don't wanna whine but i think i'm losing touch
i lie and say i'm fine, but i miss you so much
i wish that you were mine, my love, i wanna feel your touch
replay our memories in my mind it's getting hard to watch

there's
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever

i fucking hate waking up
darling, why'd we have to break up?
i keep on wishing that you'll call
can't forget the things you said, but you're not even in my phone

and yeah, i'm giving it my all
but i'm getting tired everyday, i'm all alone
but i know it's all my fault
i wanna find someone to blame cause i regret it all

there's
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever

gone forever

not fair w/ sage envie x kennedyxoxo (p+ shyburial)

CORPORATE SLAVE (prod. dercept x ayoley)

lyrics:

Cineraria

I've been wondering about
how you have been without me?
Oh I've been searching you in the photos
I adored you

I don't like to talk about you much
I know you don't care, and I care too much
I dream about the good old times
we used to sing into the night

Zoe Beaufay

sometimes I dream about you
and about how things used to be
the way you waited for the bus to arrive
Since you've been gone things have gotten right
my dream broken
my dream broken

Cineraria

sometimes I dream about you
sitting on the roof, we sung
songs about our youth
sometimes I dream that we're closer
you feel so far away, will I find you again?

We were very best friends
Now all I find are loose ends
Every time I'm in town
you're never down
I've given up
I won't try to talk
I know I messed up
I've wrote you songs
you'll never hear
I'm on my own
That much is clear
I'm sorry I hurt you and moved away..

Zoe Beaufay

sometimes I dream about you
and about how things used to be
the way you waited for the bus to arrive
Since you've been gone things have gotten right
my dream broken
my dream broken

Cineraria

But now my dreams are broke
But things are fine, they're fine
It's been sometime
Sometimes I wish I could say goodbye

California w/kayostarri!!

Winterz $orrow

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