I was going through hell when I heard this. I can relate to this so much.

in my own collective thoughts hurting rn

featuring @luvwillow
produced by @imxofilo

@imxofilo
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, idc if its all fake
cuz i be at my lowest, i cant handle all this pain
yea it will never ever ever ever feel the same
(x2)

@luvwillow
tell me that u love me
ur love is sweet like honey
girl i think its kinda funny when u try to touch me
ur so toxic im in love
my hearts flying like a dove
do you see that when i cry?
thats how i know ur all mine
cut ur name into my arms
do u wanna see my scars?
baby i'd do anything
cuz baby ur my everything
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, even if its fake

@imxofilo
im so lost in the dark
there is no light
tell me that u love me idc if its a lie
cuz ur the only thing thats keeping me alive
and if ur not here with me, i think i might just die
i wanna disappear but idk what to do
i dont feel alive
the only thing i want is u
ur like a drug to me
i love u endlessly
i might be ending me
it might be recklessly
i feel like i have nobody to go to
everyday i come home crying here to u
darling dont leave me
hold me in ur arms
tell me ur here for me pls dont break my heart

even if it's fake +luvwillow (xofilo)

not it v1

in my head [prod. acey]

irl (artemys)

literally mixed by @scoobisalright 


##painasf!

(lyrics)
it was you
you’re the one that made me feel this way
now it’s hard to sleep at night cause the thought of you
if you knew how I felt everyday
maybe you’d never leave and id still be ok

so how’s ur life now that I’m gone
it’s sad you’ll never hear this song
everything I sing is about you and everything u put me through
my heart sank when I got the news
it wasn’t hard for you to choose
i refused that it was true n in the end I just lose

where are you?
girl I need you
i’m all alone again so it don’t matter anymore

it was you
you’re the one that made me feel this way
now it’s hard to sleep at night cause the thought of you
if you knew how I felt everyday
maybe you’d never leave and id still be ok

it was you </3 [shinju & garasu]

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★streaming★

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS!

1. Bad timing (prod. recyclebin)
2. lock & key (prod. recyclebin x garasu) mv coming soon
3. medicine (prod. BSoD)

me an toxin be makin hits fr

kainebot and toxinbrewer present: another synthetic EP :D (FULL STREAM)

@7ripp0
@newgarasu

track 3 off modernity (21/9)

Bby i know what u think when ur alone
U cant even lie i kno u wanted me to go
And I cant even die but sometimes i still feel like trying
Every night i end up crying 
Why u always fucking lying

Bby i know what u think when ur alone
U cant even lie i kno u wanted me to go
I can feel the tension every time we start to kiss
Wake up in the morning regret everything i did 

Yah ok 
Ur everything that i miss
I cant stop thinking about u remember the night when we fucked on the dizz

I know what u want babe
I still get those memories and u kno that they haunt me 
I still think but 
I try not to think much

U told me everything i should have known
I find it hard when i try not to drink much
I just keep smoking u know i dont dream much

Talk to me yea tell me smth new
Yeah u a part of me 
Ur gone so i just dont know what to do 

I just saw u in a dream yeah i just saw u next 2 me 
Im rolling when im with the team so i keep taking ecstasy 
It kills me everytime cause i can tell they not impressed w me
I wanna kill some time like do u wna be depressed w me 

Bby i know what u think when ur alone
U cant even lie i kno u wanted me to go
And I cant even die but sometimes i still feel like trying
Every night i end up crying 
Why u always fucking lying

Bby i know what u think when ur alone
U cant even lie i kno u wanted me to go
I can feel the tension every time we start to kiss
Wake up in the morning regret everything i did

Something New [Rippo X Garasu]

lyrics:

Im so very broken why would you even try?
Its a million sleepless nights against a dark blue sky
I can tell the truth, but you only wanted lies..
I know you think I am undead that’s why I didn’t reply! (x2)


Purest like the snow fall
I thirst for revenge 
Pulled up in the graveyard in a all black Benz
Fuck a trend
I chalk it up it is what it is
The gates guarding my heart
You can’t come hurt me again   
Saying you forgive me
Then you hate me again
The spray of blood so pretty 
You wanna paint me again 
I don’t need your pity
Wanna tie lose ends
Death is inconvenient 
I hope it ruined your plans
You were always the type
That couldn’t break bread
Your final resting place
Was a lake bed 
Darling you thought you got the best of me!
Now you drown forever in hell 
In a all black sea!!

Im so very broken why would you even try?
Its a million sleepless nights against a dark blue sky
I can tell the truth, but you only wanted lies..
I know you think I am undead that’s why I didn’t reply!

fate (SHINJU + KRAVE)

super crush + ilyporo (JANE & ENAZE)

shoutout @sensuku

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/65v9zhkgbFE7OAduXBgYmO?si=82bbfeee6a2f42dc

what do i know ft. sensuku (irisv)

evry1 sucks demo [irby]

finally free

d1v - terms (bonus track)

ロウリュウ feat. ooze + iwakurarain

im going to kill myself i just need motivation

Highlights w/ Hm.wav (pr. nomu)

☆spread your wings, just like a fairy!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/fairy-w-adha-prod-uglyzuccnitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
ever since i heard you lost your wings
but still did your best to not give up
to try to face him regardless
i wanted to hold u just like this 

i know how hard it must've been
im proud of you

hook: (scoobert)
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow

bridge:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

verse: (adha)
fairy wings on an angel
when im with the worlds less painful
i feel confident and i am able
to love myself could u make me so grateful

you build me up
and you changed my life
and i fell so hard
i didnt even have to try

years pass, tears fall
waiting for your call
but ur calling me
like every night

i wish that i could find
the words to say to you
although i tried
nothing comes closer than

i love you

repeat hook:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow
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happy new year ily <3

★spotify★

★fairy★ w/ adha (prod. uglyzucc)

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it was you </3 [shinju & garasu]

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