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lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Im ashamed that I indulged
I just liked the taste
While the sweat drips down into the flesh its like game
Plus he had some fight
It just made it right even though its still wrong
Blood drips down
My legs and I cry
Not because hurts
But because ive never felt like this in my life

Safely indulge in this curse with the lights out
My form is skews in moonlight while I cry out 
The pain is a right of passage if ur apart of my house
Its heavy on the shame when dragging bodies to the hideout
Take in the lore its all fact its not to scare
Honestly at face value its there to warn you
Cause none of my kind would’ve chose this affliction
Its a cycle of nature and god is the culprit

Plague had hit the town
And prayers couldn’t be found
I could feel my heart pound
Lord save me ive drowned
God forgive me I had made it halfway
Thru the mist I was hit by the fruit of my fate

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

Rest when u can cause the morning is nigh
Transitions cost u a portion of life
Please dont revolt I guarantee u will die
Ive seen the consequences before my eyes
She turns to me
And asks for my advice
In all honesty
U dont know what you’ve sacrificed
She takes her life
And I knew she would
With this curse bestowed
U carry ur sanity alone

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

WEREWOLF IN PARIS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

Oh Septembers gone but I still think about it
Ssri’s might help but still my visions clouded
U do not see my fight cause still I smile
Last time it had been genuine I cant account
I put these drugs on my tongue and pray to god it help
It doesn’t but up in this studio I can feel myself now
I haven’t eaten in two days and my breath is foul
But I am not tryna impress no one im just being myself
Won’t you take ur time with me
Past events make trust hard to believe in
Ive been healed but still I bleed
Please take precautions loving me

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
I dont wanna hurt anymore yea
And I dont wanna try anymore yea
I would accept my fate while I lay on the floor in this mess I have built here
U Use ur body we dont use words here
My fate has taken all of me
Free will never meant too much to me
I always make the wrong decisions anyways
So I sit back and let life create

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move
still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

SEPTEMBER P2 (NEVRFALL)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Oh what a way to die
Am I to blame cause I
Was led astray to find
This old woodlands heart
Well I guess ill die
Let it take my life
I cant take it anymore I need to unzip
Watch the ground u step on cause it could be toxic
I just blew the baggage door the and stormed the cockpit
Dont you know that time to think is fucking nonsense
Watch the fire rage and turn the forest into soot
Its a sign its the consequence for damage where we stood
Over time we have buried all the flesh into the mud
But the eyes of the earth prove again were in their clutch

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Placebo (eric Godlow X LeonardoDaLenny)

ｔｈａｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｕａｒｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈａｄｏｗｓ　ｍｅ

produced by dash vv
https://www.youtube.com/@dash8518

love y'all so much.
thank you for listening.
thank you for being here
more to come, in hopes

realistically wasting my time, and
don't claim you understand
you'll run out of road if you're way too gassed
we'll never last this
i wanna know myself 'fore i should take my life

the other side's so inviting

why you hanging 'round the wrong peers?
2D smiles but they're full of fear
i can see through the white lies
fuck a check, i ain't switch sides
matter of fact, think i'll own mine
call it wraps, called her 5 times
colon cramps, body's prolly fine
i been worse, and burnt more ties than mountains climbed
what the fuck

i hardly get any rest
when i lay me some ground
all my dreams make me sweat
well, honestly what'd i expect, i'm a tremor
who's born to make course with a crest
and since you've got room to assume,
i'll repaint the walls to a shade you once knew
but i'll say it once to conclude
it's only to falter youth

sending it down through my face to my gut
fireworks sound while i've waited enough
i ain't care much, i been down on my love shit
after effect of it damage and lunges
kicking and punching
wonder and covet
smoke in this oven i claim to be nothing
under the covers, i wake into sunder
and panic, then start to malfunction
these eyes are so indecisive
catching the sights that are so uninvited
well, anything but ultraviolet
going outside, my anxiety heightens
so i'll stay inside and be silent
minus the music and all of the crying
don't keep a snooze 'cause i'm up when the sky dim
yet prone to mute and respond autopilot

she told me that i'm smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can start to feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

no one
to lend a hand
through the sawdust
in this foreign land
is this all that you want?
forever we run, even if we're not
indefinite rot
smoldered lungs while i talk

and no it ain't from the green
from birth i've been clean
but i kinda wanna be, to escape reality
no way this life was meant for me
never will i come to be fine with low expectancies
i'm fucking selfish, can't you see?
a frozen-hearted entity
thaw the guard that shadows me
too intolerant to speak
cut my lips and break my teeth
numb my limbs, but make it brief
i've got nowhere else to be
but miss the way it used to be
did you feel the same for me?

my eyes cry with the help of high life
can't you tell i repel with a fat lie
any sort of love will numb me;
numb enough to pass life
i sense two decisions
one's to splurge my thoughts and cast rhymes

it was 8 in the morning, i'm shipped like i'm cargo
heart in my chest beating out like a bongo
swipin' a scan of myself like a bar code
way past the date by some days, not alarmed though
rotten a bit, feelin' sick, sorta rank
'lil bit of soap, it could wash out the stains
i ain't been fuckin' with none of y'all lames
a couple of plays, now you thinkin' you great
this not a game, fuck a charade
pressin the keys until i feel okay
throughout the day
'till i collapse and wake up on my face
block out the sound with a video game
or something to drink
lemon and sugar remind me of fate
it's sorta sour but sweet by the grain
sweet by the grain, ay

she told me i was smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

by the grain [prod. dash]

broken ft. navyxower (dash)

End Me - Aizo Ft. Sewerperson (prod. dash)
Lyrics:
(Aizo)
My own health a bitch 
i got tremors in my hands
Grab another bottle 
just another empty glass
No contact 
Talking shit about me to your friends
Instead im worrying about chicks 
And if they love me back
Shouldve focused on my mental
Got shit in my head
Always tend to move things
Way too fast 
All these bitches wifey 
Till they fuck with my bread
Ive been giving out my heart
Like its a Broadcast
Voices in my mind 
Telling me to forget
Remember that time when we were in bed
Said we both felt the sparks happen
Funny how life can leave you broken 

(Sewerperson)
Lately I see u as a life line
I need u even if its just a FaceTime
Its mutual I heard it thru the grape vine
Im feeling u like pockets at the state line
Im numb as soon as I look into her brown eyes
She freeze me in my place as the time flies
With u I could get thru twenty lifetimes
And still id hope to see u after I die
Just fly away with me tonight 
Its pure ecstasy when her hands clasp mine
What’s meant to be will remain in time I hope
U can see that’s its this Im fighting for
Pick urself up girl
Dont cry ya
If even for the night we’ll
Be just fine
Ever since a child I
Saw signs
Now I let them guide me
On cold nights

End Me Ft. Sewerperson (prod. dash)

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

... and for my last trick (prod. dash)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

broken ft. navyxower (dash)

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