lyrics 

[maesk]
lightning strikes are u scared
i grip tight to your hair
i'm held tight with u here
i let loose in the air

lay me down gently
my souls soft just like jelly
ive been hurt more than plenty
these shock waves came but u left me 

girl your face, hold that thought
u were the one for me so i thought
oh lord, u just want to take me there
lost from all cause and trapped in disappear

this feeling we have
oh so pure
girl u just hold my cure
i'm losing my sanity 
but wearing this armour
it's been chipped to the t
but from it i'll be stronger

i'm just sick of this waiting 
baby u know i'm patient
please just let me out of this spaceship
i've holding fears in these faces, girl

oh my god not my paintings
been working on those for ages
u just smile look back while ur breaking
it's all aligned with my making

[flesh]
i'm folding up and i need to unwind a bit 
caught my reflection, repulsed by the sight of it 
i wish i knew what to do to improve 
it's just a game and there's nothing to lose 
i tell myself when i feel like i'm nothing 
i cant keep on doing what i've been cause i wanted to 
knowing that's part of the trade-off 
i'm scared i know what i'm made of 
i don't got a hint, i can't be with this wind 
where do i go, so focused on when 
and i can't tell you why 
cuz idk 
i'll never know 
if i'm doing well 
i can never tell 
it suit me well 
if i don't play tonight 
i never will 
so sick of this show and tell 
went in front of everyone 
and i forgot the words, oh well 
like hello world, i'm so scared of you 
i just wanna know, i never know 
the truth, i'm so confused 
i'm so confused

veils of forsaken

veils of forsaken ft flesh (flesh)

fallout ft flesh (p. bloodcryy + ryan kelly)

This song feels like a swamp filler episode 

Lyrics-

MyGreatEscape

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

dunorlan park

dunorlan park (neverforever)

Parasite, by vails 
Featuring love Jai & weepings
Produced by the soundcloud
Mastered by Weepings

Parasite (feat. Love Jai & Weepings)

cover of brecken's "sorry company"
it's been stuck in my head for like a month now

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please don't leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadn't let me go   

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we don't have much time
let me look back in your eyes
always had thought you loved me
now i'm just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find, but tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasn't the worst time 
no that wasn't the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
that's really all that i did

sorry company (cover)

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

a forest reprieve from the withering eve of a sun
(like, can i go? are we done here?)
he walks on his teeth and he talks through depictions of scars
(they say you never know what you don't hear)
that fostered relief at the cost of neglection of star
(longevity's enclosed until the soul gears)
he's cosmically sore but apprentice of tethering hearts
(my body's been remote, but i'm all ears)

crush two and i'm in it, he's waking bruised and deflated,
i got this habit of spitting, but all this acid come with it
he's turnt to ash every minute, a song and dance resurrection
you rabbits ripping up carrots, i'm canis lupis incarnate
got sonic booms when i'm barking, converting rooves into starships
this ain't your average invention, it's more than natural selection

thought she was safe up in his head
so he'd removed the padding covering his weakened flesh
but abrupt departure cut the flora thriving on his skin
now cattle's grazing on the flowers bursting through his chest

the green evades from being subject to an open wind
in apprehension of it's fate awaiting overhead
so nature waits in subtle breaks between the pavement
for many moons are to elude at compensation, but still, he's anxious

uncertainty enveloped through subtly of enthrall
but i regulate that haze through a blizzard of getting gone
with remedies for those emmitting vacancy of want
disheartened, hurt, and starving, yet crucial to it all
cast within a marshland, enhardened, enswamped
in emergance of that influence, the arteries are clogged
but the potency that comes with it is rightful in it's wrongs
as doubt within neglect to beauty's sewn within the flaws

so what's the word? you know i'm down for it
as mother earth determines counterfeit
the now dispersed yearns inhabitance
of bird and fern, the worm is blurred

might be universe impairing peers with lightning
a white screen thrown about, a crown ensures the stifling
so often i'm haunted and falter from nonsense,
the world's still revolving, he's not what she wanted
if you were just honest, it'd lessen the starving
this trail led of crumb that you thumb's disembarking
he's all but undone, but is stunned from the heartless
injected was rust, muck, and lust in her harvest

always unheard, speaking my word, they just wanna flirt
better or worse, embracing the curse 'till covered in dirt
wrapping in silk, given the earth, i know it'll hurt
off of the pills, downing that cardi, merlot, for the heal, yea

a forest reprieve from the withering eve of a sun
(like, can i go? are we done here?)
he walks on his teeth and he talks through depictions of scars
(they say you never know what you don't hear)
that fostered relief at the cost of neglection of star
(longevity's enclosed until the soul gears)
he's cosmically sore but apprentice of tethering hearts
my body's been remote, but i'm all ears

bird and fern (dash)

Stretcher (Prod TheyLoveBean)

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Dank lyrics

Followed u along
Didnt even know the right way
Now I’m writing songs 
I think I’ve being going insane 

Say I’ll right my wrongs 
I dont wanna say the wrong thing 
Knew it all along 
Now my heart is fuckin sinking 

Oooooh
I lie alone
You were my own own
Now I’m zo oh ning
Outta my mind 
Postponing 

yvngrosas lyrics

Solo estoy fumando para en el humo verte
Es que tus ojos me salvaban de la muerte
Tu amor y la droga bae no son tan diferentes
Tus besos son fríos pero me encanta la nieve
No
Ya no quiero amor
Clona y tramadol
Sin ti va a peor
Soy un demonio
Fria como la nieve espero no me congele
Sé que no me quieres 
Eso a mi me duele
Me drogo pa' no pensarte
Pero no quiero olvidarte
Na

sorry company (cover)

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