Name: alone again my friend demo by olivia o.
Duration: 2 min 53 s
Description: original form of alone again my friend off of my band's ep honeycomb, bedbug

Lil peep is playing? Unless my phone is freezing. 😁

My phone was freezing bc I’m hearing a different song now. It’s good too!

Damn yall came a long way from this demo, its dope to hear the oldschool raw version!❤️

did you take the cover art at St Dunstans at the East? v cool btw

I listen to this song almost every other day. 👍🏼

antibiotics in the water
they’ve poisoned someone else’s ’s daughter
slaughterhouse floors painted of the boys blood
look what you’ve done
seems like they’ve won

(chorus)
beaten up, fallen and blue
your eyes deceive you
swollen shut
i don’t love you any more 
peel yourself up off the floor
stop tearing into my skin
i won’t let you in x2

defibrillate me
shine a light into my eyes
see if i’m still alive
or am i just a walking corpse in disguise 

(chorus)
beaten up, fallen and blue
your eyes deceive you
swollen shut
i don’t love you any more 
peel yourself up off the floor
stop tearing into my skin
i won’t let you in x2

Antibiotics Demo

original form of alone again my friend off of my band's ep honeycomb, bedbug

alone again my friend demo

i like the taste of flesh
there’s nothing like it
someone needs to teach these boys some manners
before i hang them up by their spines

i pull on my hangnails
until they come undone
until my finger unravels
until I see some bone

haven’t been touched 
in quite a while 
forgotten what intimacy is like
back to being a child

i keep choking on that smoke
you blow in my face
you never learned how to treat someone right
why am i still with you in this place

i like the taste of flesh
there’s nothing like it
someone needs to teach these boys some manners
before i hang them up by their spines
stand up straighter x2

fetch

dust

People That You Love Treat You Really Bad

slippery slimy 
amphetamine brain
walk back and forth until my ankles are sprained 

buggy eyed frown
sorry i don’t got any money
ask someone on the north side of town

(chorus)
you’re a wishy washy 
timid little shadow at the end of the day
the scum at the bottom of the shower that
remains 
it’s dirty in the city
clean yourself up and look pretty
no one wants a frowning face

forged signature
but the check still cashed in
maybe it works with confidence 
a big smile and clear skin

collect my life insurance
its worth more than i am in the flesh
i’m tired of this shit , it’s always such a mess

 (chorus)
you’re a wishy washy 
timid little shadow at the end of the day
the scum at the bottom of the shower that
remains 
it’s dirty in the city
clean yourself up and look pretty
no one wants a frowning face

no luck

i hate the taste of alcohol
and how it burns your throat as it slides down
and i hate the taste of your tongue as it’s being shoved into my mouth

i hate everyone around
hit me with weird faces
slitty side eyes
gritting teeth
cornered frowns
dumb little fingers wrapped around a plastic cup
nothing for any of them will ever be enough 

(chorus)
it’s all about distractions
passing interactions
it’s all meaningless
mindless fun
i just want to find someone 
that looks me in the eyes
and tells me things that make me wanna stay
please don’t go away

i hope to take these seeds with me and plant them at my feet
at least something will grow from the ashes of all my defeats
and i don’t even want to try
and im so tired of trying this hard all the timeeee

(chorus)
it’s all about distractions
passing interactions
it’s all meaningless
mindless fun
i just want to find someone 
that looks me in the eyes
and tells me things that make me wanna stay
please don’t go away

Distractions

bright burnt out
fallen star
piece of coal 
 part of something 
catch fire 
burn into nothing 

dark looks
long winded books
i eat alone 
tired of talking to someone else on the phone

this is all just now
and now will be just then
nothing lasts forever
 i forget
that too often

(chorus) 
the bruise on my shin has been here since i was born
i am the roses in my garden
 beautiful but i still come with thorns
i’m a black beetle i’m a bug
i’ve got no shell i’m just a slug
i’ll love you more than you’re most
i’m something you’ll squash if it comes too close

bright burnt out
fallen star
piece of coal 
part of something 
catch fire 
burn into nothing

Most the time I don’t know where I stand
Most the time it feels like im walking on my hands

(chorus) 
the bruise on my shin has been here since i was born
i am the roses in my garden
 beautiful but i still come with thorns
i’m a black beetle i’m a bug
i’ve got no shell i’m just a slug
i’ll love you more than you’re most
i’m something you’ll squash if it comes too close

alone again my friend demo

olivia o.

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