ive been counting sheep
trying to fall asleep
without you by my side

no matter how hard i try
i always seem to lie awake 
feeling nothing..
wasting my time

you say you love me
but you don’t know who i used to be
and i feel like you should know
 
i’m starting to feel tired all the time
how do i escape my mind

 i feel my bones compress 
i’m ready to let go
of this weight in my chest
i’m tired of being a mess 
i’m not i’m not 
i just a little off track
i’m paranoid
im a hypochondriac

doing my best to avoid my feelings 
seeing eyes watch me in the ceiling 
and i know it’s not what it seems
but i still feel lonely in my dreams

{bridge}
why am i ..
drifting away

why do i ..
feel like this when i know i shouldn’t
i know i shouldnt 
i know

i feel my bones compress 
i’m ready to let go
of this weight in my chest
i’m tired of being a mess 
i’m not i’m not 
i just a little off track
i’m paranoid
im a hypochondriac

hypochondriac

olivia o.