just saw this on yt.. this is beautiful and thank you

you inspired me from the beggining to do it and i will never regret it

HEY THANKS SO MUCH FOR PUTTING IT UP ON HERE

written a few months ago. finally decided to release.

paper boats

Everyone is a Light

Numbskull

I want it to fall down my face
And lie at my feet
I want it to feel finished
I want it to be complete
Wax figurines x2

(chorus)
And i don’t care
I’ll stay awake
And do nothing but stare
At the blood on my shirt
From the knife in my side
You left there x3

Wax figurines
Melt in the heat
I can stand still
Until you touch me x2
Then i’ll start to sink

(chorus)
And i don’t care
I’ll stay awake
And do nothing but stare
At the blood on my shirt
From the knife in my side
You left there x3

Wax figurines
Melt in the heat
I can stand still
Until you touch me x3

Wax 2

threw up my breakfast
bread mixed with bile
feel a pulling in my stomach
every time you come to mind

pinching at my skin
feeling translucent and thin
less color in my face each day
no sleep is eating me away

(chorus)
up in the air i fall
to the ground
my body hits the cold cement 
it never makes a sound

scratch to the bone
an itch deep inside
it can’t be satisfied 

im here tomorrow
And  i’m here today
But if i wasn’t it’d still be the same

(chorus)
up in the air i fall
to the ground
my body hits the cold cement
 it never makes a sound

go to sleep 
amidst a dreamless night
toss and turn till the sky transforms with light

up in the air

In the Air

a thirteen minute synth piece recorded in february of 2017. improvisational, slowly building, and performed in one take. the clip at the end is of my niece. the way she said, "sometimes i fall down" resonated with me a lot. i don't know why. or... i don't know. i guess i do.

there are dolls scattered across the floor. none of them are yours, they belong to me

the rain will never end
it’ll haunt you like a shadow
reminders in your life

you know that i’m right here
i’ll hold your hand like amber
cuz death is just a word

yeah death is just a word
the feelings a reminder
of past nights in the cold

you don’t turn off the light
you leave the blind wide open
and float into the sun

the futures just your mind
the past is an idea
it breaks up what is not

cuz death is only cold
you hold your head against the wall
and listen to the sounds

the sound of pouring rain
spelling out the only name
that’s written on the note

it’s written with your blood
and bound with thoughts and prayers
if that’s a real thing

the rain (float into the sun)

it’s easy like a baby crawlin
it’s easy like talkin to my mother
it’s easy openin ur eyes
unlockin the door
and going outside

it’s easy feeding the birds
it’s easier not saying a word
it’s easy puttin ur head down, 
turning ur back, 
keepin ur frown .

it’s easy given up 
it’s easier lookin away
it’s easier to sugar coat it
it’s easier just to stay

it’s easy like a baby crawlin 
it’s easy feelin forgotten
it’s as easy as openin ur eyes
unlockin the door
and steppin outside

it's easy

i know you never meant to put him down, and even if you did, he sure deserved it

it's easy

olivia o.

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