(some shit that would otherwise never leave the vault so fuck it lol)

wastemytime (prod. wendigo)

don't think (prod. fony wallace)

Teenage Disaster - INSIDE (Insta Live Snippet)

7th floor

glad that you came i had my doubts that you'd arrive
my state is less than optimal, hope youre good to drive
lets make it quick
the light is fading faster than before
gone before i made it to the door

grow old
that sounds exhausting
go slow
but i was fighting
dont know
where im going
where im going

glad that you came i had my doubts that id survive
my state is less than optimal, hope youre good to drive
lets make it home
the days are getting darker than before
relapse once i open up the door

grow old
that sounds exhausting
go slow
but i was fighting
dont know
where im going
where im going



attempt prod neverforever

inside

BAD GUY

AND WE CAN BE MOONRUNNERS BABY
BUT YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY
X3
BUT YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY
BUT YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY
THE BAD GUY
RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY
YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY

YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY 
YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY THE BAD GUY 
YEA YOU RATHER BE THE BAD GUY WASTIN ALL YOUR DAMN TIME I DONT GIVE A FUCK
X2

(LIL DARKIE)
OHHHH N I DONT WANT ANOTHER NIGGA COMIN UP TO ME AND TELLIN ME THAT IM THE VILLIAN FASHO
LETS GO 
AND IF YOU WANT IT YOU CAN GET IT
OOHHH
WHY THEY WANNA LEVITATE AROUND 
WHEN EVERYTHING IS GRAVITATIN
DOWN DOWN DOWN
MAKIN AGGRIVATIN
SOUNDS SOUNDS SOUNDS
 
OHHHHH
GO AHEAD AND LET ME KNOW
BUT YOU AINT ME 
I KNOW NIGGAS REALLY MAD BECAUSE THEY AINT ME 
NIGGAS REALLY PLAY PRETEND THEY WHAT THEY CANT BE
KEEP THAT SPIDER ON MY WAIST

MADE ME OUT TO BE THE BAD GUY
MADE ME OUT TO BE THE BAD GUY
MADE ME OUT TO GO BE THAT GUY

Okay for the record *knuckle crack*
You do the evil laugh like this 
HAAHAHAHAHA

BAD GUY (FT. LIL DARKIE) (PROD. WENDIGO)

Lyrics:

fear my sounds
where i found them
share my fountain 

run away
run or stay and fight
praying night befall my 

sight

wide eyed, bide my time
why’d i find my mind
right now

cry i lie my head down
high off of my pipe
i vow

to never be addicted again
see my ego shifting my 
friend make no mistake

i am very sick of these men
and the way the way they wanna picket my 
pen, i love i hate

the way you look at me
as if i really shouldnt be alive

as if i seem to pull at the
string that keep you fooled that you’ll survive
this

take a look around
through your iris

you never outliving that virus

decision to be living is high risk

my piss

yellow like the jello
in my big lead fridge, I

take it out and then get inside!

maybe it’ll save me from the nuclear fire

can’t stop
i aint getting tired, lie

awake at night
i count a million sheep

i spy a spider
on my ceiling he creep uh

with my niggas in the 
dead of the night

strangest figures 
silhouetted by light
wanna fight?
i would rather not dirty my art
or my heart 
with a feeling like spite

right

i yearn for a different world 
where the people not offended by my “negative” imagery
energy symmetry 
i believe theres beauty in what i make
i am the product of everything before me aint gonna fake nothing

all i did was make shit with homies and now we fucking buzzing
bumble bees the last of a dying breed with my fucking cousins
yeah, 
we just gon create for good and badness sake
we yell until the “Sleeping On Us” come awake

and I’m just looking forward to some better days
for everybody dying at a different pace
i hope that i can see you in a different place
if none of us competing then there isn’t race

i tried just
know a nigga put in that work one time
all this drawing at a table tend to hurt my spine
open up my jaw and they avert they eyes

no more
they will hear my cries, I’m
something more than you would find
by judging my spirit by my ethnic ties

black sheep
cast away

don’t come near my flock today

with the wolves 
go and play

i am not a leper 
i was born that way

and 
you are not a shepherd 
you a wolf in human clothing

fuck a nigga following
and fuck a stick you holding

i am not clay 
to manipulate for molding

i wish you saw us both same


i wish you saw us both same


no shit
this nigga doesnt give a fuck about yoooou
new shit hit just like a typhoon
don’t talk to me when I’m drawing my toons

hoe bitch
please listen to a nigga when he moving his lips
like go little indian he moving his hips
like show all the little men what doing shit is

make a decision
are you a black sheep?

there is no place like home
for the tired

you may wanna go out of your way
but every single second falling off of these days

i don’t want 
none of your
sitting and hating another

spider gang
brighter than you and yo sister and brother

I HAVE MINES
WRITE MY LINES
TAKE MY TIME
BEFORE WE DIE

WHAT HAVE WE DONE
TO HOME IN THE SKY
WANTED TO FLY
A LITTLE TOO HIGH

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHERE I GO MICHAEL
MAYBE IM A 
MAYBE IM A FOOL I TRIFLE

I DONT WANNA SEE THE END
BUT I, I WONT STOP MARCHING, FRIENDS

WHERE DID HE COME FROM AND WHERE DID HE GO?
I SAW HIM THAT ONE TIME OUTSIDE OF A SHOW
I KNOW WHO HE IS NOW BUT I DIDNT KNOW
OF SOMETHING THAT UGLY WITH A RADIANT GLOW

BLACK SHEEP (PROD. WENDIGO)

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

IM A CLOSETED FEMBOY BUT NOBODY KNOWS

HALLOWEEN SUICIDE (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER)

non-profit

https://soundcloud.com/cudsyourloa2010

WE SHALL RISE.

I follow the sayings and demands of our wonderful God, Charmander. FOLLOW THE SALAMANDER.




I give u smooch, mwah

I HATE  YOU HUMANS

Teenage Disaster - INSIDE (Insta Live Snippet)

CHARMANDERWORSHIPPER#2010