you could never grow up
but your time will still come
can’t always be young

you can braid your own hair 
but still let knots come undone
can’t fix every one

it’s a curse to not care 
why can’t I cherish the fun
scared i’ll forget all I’ve done

finding new lives to live
neglecting this one
got by but that wasted time

was worth more than gold
when I look back on what’s mine
not sure if I lived it right

you can’t save the days
you wish you could hide

I’m done
I’ll remember this one

you could beat yourself up
until you’ve finally won

and lose just the same

you could write it all down 
but watch your ink drip and run

turn pages and pages

it’s a curse to not care 
why can’t I cherish the fun
will it all be lost when I’m gone

I could throw it away
I could fade with the sun
till then
I’ll remember this one

Victory

Fade With The Sun

We’re going back again
Going back where it started
I’m looking back again
It was fun while it lasted
So unsettling for you to say to me we both lost it
Our home is covered in dust our days there were fun while they lasted

And I don’t know how I wake up and live like this
Just wasting time avoiding the silence

Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can I leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I’m so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Lately a mess, I’m so obsessive, its too late
Is it in my head, feelings I’m tying to forget, but I cant change
I just want to feel again I don’t want to go another way
Keep running away from my fate

I’ll drive through the city as I wake up
To remind me of the place where we grew up
From the smell of the smoke that killed our lungs
To the parties where nobody wanted to show up
But i never quite expressed the love I felt
Ill drive this car into the water and choke on my seatbelt
Found my guts age 22
I’m gonna do what I wanna do

I wanna be brave
But I’ll fall on my face
I just wish I could take my time
Easy to say but I can’t look away

Don’t know where to go
Nowhere feels like home
How can i leave behind all I know
Am I living life, if I’m so terrified
And never happy where I am?

Kawasaki Boy RE-AMP

Self-Hate (Instrumental Version)

2025/02/01 - Pontiac, Michigan, United States - Simulcats Debut Show | Opener for Phocust @ ELEKTRICITY

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01:40 - Teminite - Yours
02:44 - KERO - Neon Love Song
03:55 - Simulcats & Quartzone - Nocturne
04:59 - Flux Pavillion & Doctor P - 24/7 (PRIYNAX Remix)
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07:13 - Prime Ordnance & Whad - Retrograde
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11:28 - Xilent - Particles x Pixel Terror - Ultima
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12:33 - Au5 - Cryptochrome
14:03 - Paper Skies - Flowstate
14:54 - KERO - raveHEART!
15:56 - Rusherz - Don't Worry
16:23 - Chime, Skybreak, & DNAKM - Beyond The Peak
17:40 - Virtual Riot - Believe What You Want
19:52 - Pixel Terror - Royale
20:43 - Subtronics - Spacetime (Virtual Riot Remix)
21:26 - Ace Aura - Vapor
22:30 - The Living Proof & Kaval - Solar Eclipse
23:27 - Simulcats & Eswyn - Chronophyll
25:26 - Retrovision - Be With You
26:24 - Direct & CloudNone - Bring Me Back
27:52 - Darby - Trust (feat. Britt Lari)
29:05 - Simulcats - Riskit
30:46 - Bishu - Diva (Simulcats Remix)
32:54 - WINK - GETAWAY
33:37 - SPLITTER - DEADWIRE
35:17 - Cascada - Everytime We Touch (Duumu's Not a Comeback Remix)
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37:42 - aephyn & viridity - Try Me
38:48 - Simulcats - Mondegreen
40:12 - Skyler & REMNANT.exe - Genesis
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42:48 - Ace Aura & Deadcrow - Wait 4 U
44:21 - Darby & Slippy - Take 2
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BRAiNROT & SPIRIT LINK - In My Room

[genre] Melodic Bass
[tempo] 150bpm
[key] Fm / Cm

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LOOMING THREAT is my greatest song to-date. I've spent almost 30 hours (combined, 2-4hr/day) perfecting the drum work, sound design, and mixing and now it's here for your enjoyment :)

special thanks to @fvllthrottle and @asaniel for feedback! this song wouldn't be the same without it.

what i learned mastering-wise: it's ok to have a little clipping. it doesn't work with every genre though so take what i said with a grain of salt :)

also no i'm not a furry

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LOOMING THREAT

Our attempt for All Nighter, Vol. 10!

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bluntdamage x Evr! - Wish

after many hours of work, i present this masterpiece!!!!
all guitar is me
thanks to Akira for base cover art (heavily edited by me) https://akiragraphics.carrd.co
shoutout starrift for being insane!!

lyrics: 
cant seem to find the place to remember
everything fades away
the truth remains
untold
i cant seem to find the space
to be honest to your face
faces blurry in my head
all the things i left 
and i feel it again

on my way
do you feel it still
are we still not friends
are we not the same
and i feel it again

Self-Hate (Instrumental Version)

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