still contemplate killin myself
i can never be healed
cant stand my fuckin mental health
cant believe this shit so real

everyday i wanna get high
everyday i wanna escape
to the point of no return
run before its too late

cant let my mind get raped
anymore by these fuckin demons
they will never let me go
just a worthless piece of semen

made along with the egg
forced to live against my will
shit was good now look at me
my brain is fuckin ill

i will never be the same
slowly going insane
contemplatin suicide
every single fuckin day

demons continue to slay
the amount of sanity i have left
went insane, slit my wrist, hung myself
now im dead and my soul has left

Contemplating日が経つにつれて自殺 [Prod. Mytosa]

Lyrics (which are mostly BS lmao):

Can you say love me for once?
Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.

Man, I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
You.
Man, I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
You.

I don't give a-

Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
And it's you.
Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
And it's you.

Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
Can you say you love me for once?
No.
Man, I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And it's you.

And it's you.

Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
And it's you.

Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.

And it's you.

Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
Can you say you love me for once?
No.
Man, I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And it's you.

Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
Cuz I can't bare to believe in myself.
Can you say you love me for once?
No.
Man, I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And I fuckin' hate myself.
And it's you.

Self-Hate

Self-Hate (Instrumental Version)

A sequel to the collaborative piece between Cruciatus and myself.

"TSW = True Self-Worth".

Why is there a "one" at the end?

Because his birthday is the only day of the year in which he values himself.

- HADES VORTEXIUM

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"I’m a Mess (But I’m Okay)" is a raw, honest track about embracing the chaos and imperfections in life. It’s about owning your struggles, finding comfort in the mess, and saying, "It’s okay to not be okay."

I’m a Mess (But I’m Okay)

This alias was created on 23/11/19.

Second known alias.

This is my second main style, based off of pure anger and hate of inhumane ways.

The genres are mainly Harsh Noise and genres similar. Sometimes it's Hypertone, Drone, Ambient and other various underground genres.

- TNYJ

THIS PROJECT IS RETIRED ! 
thank you for listening.

Hello, I am Fading Reverie, a Filipino artist who loves video games and making music. My music blends the feeling of gaming with personal emotions, creating a unique sound that reflects both digital worlds and real-life experiences.

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