produced by speedlmt

lyrics:
before i found u
i was going through hell
oh do you miss me
im still going through hell
i still cant even tell
what its like to be me
she doesent miss me
she doesent miss me


i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

she my bandage
walking through the forest empty handed
blood on my screen
with dirt on my shoes
where have you been
i sorta miss you
well no defiently do 
im shaking in my room
i really hate this house
im shaking in my room
i need a way out
im shaking in my room
im shaking in my room
shaking in my room

i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations
i vanish i go into hibernation
crucify me its isolation
no one will find me 
lost in the pine trees
walk right by me hallucinations

isolation

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

new chapter 
@deadwoodcollective

//
another walk in the same old town
i've been used to
to see the same old faces
maybe i should've moved too
i tend to longer the wait
in almost every way
till its evolved into fate
think i was born to decay

lights out
just a lil bit faster
always act
like a fucking bastard
from my memories past
to the same old trash
and the walls been plastered
like it all still matters to me

i cant pretend
turned it all into disaster
maybe i belong here
like it all still matters to me
//

decay (hoepless x bended)

lyrics

i wouldnt mind it if you stayed another night
it tends to get lonely around this time
and i wouldnt be surprised if my body just gave up one of these days
think i got it coming anyway
so why dont you just light those incense
theres something in this room i dont talk about
and its driving me out of my fucking head
but i just cant get the words out
its not halloween but this mask that i have on is starting to scare me
ill die in my dreams if you move on so im just hoping that you spare me

days filled with green smoke slowly move along
hear you whisper in my ear, nick please keep holding on
i know that youd cry if i cry so i never cry around you
if tonight i die ill die happy knowing that i found you

underdog movie intro scene (miercoles)

prod acey
@wyfydisconnected

lyrics:
(ika)
cus you
ran circles inside my head
i caught your virus, sickness starts to spread
hazy thoughts of bad times
countless hours of bad nights
my body’s not the way it used to be
mistaking solitude for inner peace
and people told me i would be okay

(wyfy)
but i feel its getting worse by each day
oh, oh, oh, oh
and you could tell from the grey in my eyes
it seems im runnin' out of time
stuck in a state of ambivalence
its contradicting all i ever did
and as im watching those rose petals fall
im seeing through, i see it all
you promised me you'd never leave
and now you're far from being within my reach

virus

flow state

flow state (neverforever x flawed mangoes)

guardin x wstdtime - forfeit v2

(I used to have big dreams. y'know?)
(But they said I was too intense)
This ain’t my scene at all
These shoes were never made for me 
People smile but in reality (Just another face behind a screen)
It's not as beautiful as it seems (It all caved in, now I crave my peace)

Maybe it’s not that deep, but it feels that way when you’re hurt
I'm wearing it since two fourteen, watch every step like in rehearse
And time moves on, but I’m stuck in reverse
While they all moved on, I don't feel like I'm heard
(I tried to get a job once)
I don't want my art compared, I'm rotting on my bed
I feel so sad again (whatever), and I love you 'til the end
Nobody can compare, I love you more than ever
(Art isn't always pretty bro)

Filthy thoughts under this polished face
I recall some days that I felt so fake
The only truth is that I feel intimidate
When they all talk loud, I just go isolate
Try to play it cool, but I suffocate
Words in my head that I can’t translate
Then you would cross my mind and I can't escape
I wanna scream until I start to break
Or hide my truth just to feel “okay”
I don't really feel okay
After I left all my friends
But there's noway I go back
Cos it would fuck me up again

filthy

butcher

[cold/lonesome]:

yeah

it's all in my head, in my head now
let's get together, we can figure this out
you know i love you, that i'd bleed for you
that i'd die for you, i won't lie to you
drugs, they help me with the pain you gave me
weed mixed with the oxy, hope it saves me
you broke my heart in two
i hate the shit you do

[misfiit]:

another MisFiiT Cold lullaby 
we some ugly rockstars 
bitches break our hearts why 
we off percs in these dark times
 
i cant even think straight when your not in my arms baby (no i can’t)
you save me from myself daily when there’s high tide
im not feelin right 
your a sight for sore eyes

it’s criminal we do these drugs bad minerals 
only thing in common 
winter coat on i been shakin off cold in the summer
and you bought it im keepin this bitch fuck you ya
