Best of 2019 🔥

twenty.nineteen

Monthly tastes is my way of making playlists that include music I like but don't fit under a specific genre, and can only be categorized by me liking them. By making them in monthly playlists, I get to track my taste of music over time, and it's cool to look back and think about why I listened to certain songs, and it adds variety to what I listen to.

Happy 1 year anniversary of monthly tastes. This month has been amazing and I found a lot of great songs and started finding ways to express myself. I hope you like the creativity I had in creating the title of this playlist.

Enjoy.

february tastes, II

wstdyth

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

U Said (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

Problems (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

Better Off [Dying] (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

wish i wish i wish 

produced by @aries_ix

WUNDERWORLD

spotify ☼

GENIE

stay in 4 the summer☀︎

produced by @aries_ix

WUNDERWORLD

spotify ☀︎

CAROUSEL

fresh air [prod. brody]

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

better for you [prod. brody]

MIXED AND MASTERED BY BRODY - https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

BEAT BY JASPER - 
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjasper

buzz lightyear (prod. Jasper)

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

miss you more than a anyone I ever met
I know its so stupid but I gotta let
you know how much you mean
I’m sure it seems so useless
listening to me bitch about what i miss
so much about you
now you’re gone i don’t wanna continue what I do wrong what did we turn into
how can i act like I’m okay
put all my heart ill put everything
into you but you need more than what I’ve got
all i am and its not enough now leave me empty
hollow heavy broken heart
eventually everything falls apart
eventually everything falls apart
I just thought it wasn’t what you’d want

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carry on why can’t look in my eyes without tears
eyes without fears
too busy running won’t stop discussing
the dark places in our heads
thought we were safe 
thought you would stay
thought id be first to runaway
now im stuck in place and i can’t see straight
now your heart might break
now I’m stuck in place
and I can’t see straight
now your heart my break

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carryony (feat. goodbyye)[prod. cracken]

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

🌹Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0yhmIIOgFugBg8F6WVAgHz?si=kyKhF1lqSnSudGB-U-wEpA
🌹Stream everywhere: https://elixir.lnk.to/over-me

» Elixir Records
@elxrrcrds
www.facebook.com/elxrrcrds/
www.instagram.com/elxrrcrds/
www.twitter.com/elxrrcrds

» Besomorph
https://soundcloud.com/besomorph
https://www.instagram.com/Besomorph/
https://www.facebook.com/Besomorph
https://www.youtube.com/user/Besomorph
https://twitter.com/Besomorph
https://open.spotify.com/artist/619CzMJPPWrCeZwx5qw6ko?si=w_yZpuFZRPeZRDJPITGltA

» DËKAY
https://soundcloud.com/dekay-music
https://www.instagram.com/dekaymusic_/
https://www.facebook.com/dekaymusic/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0LLVN7pNeWrkKpehH7mBnd?si=0hfZ4s_xQn2-XjoTStW0mg

» Stephen Geisler
https://soundcloud.com/stephengeisler
https://www.instagram.com/stephengeisler/
https://www.facebook.com/iamstephengeisler
https://www.youtube.com/c/StephenGeisler
https://twitter.com/stephengeislerr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6jdC0EtYmY3QXcf5bejYGC?si=MlB8eHiNT6eQpKfhfKNBVw

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Besomorph & DËKAY - Over Me (ft. Stephen Geisler)

guitar/prod./mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/alecneversad

thank you all for supporting me thru all this... lots of new music on the way. 3 song EP next month <3
***
LYRICS:
You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

I know that you've been tired come & rest your eyes
'cause nothing's gonna hurt you while you're by my side
I hate the way I felt when I was by myself
but I'd rather be alone than be with someone else

& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed
& just the thought of you could burn another hole in my head,
I'd rather talk to you than spend the night alone in my bed

You fell asleep on the phone, but I could still hear your breath
I know you didn't hear a single word I said
I said I'd sell my soul for just a moment with you,
I'd swim across the ocean if you told me to...
x2

listen on Spotify <3

Sleep On The Phone

fall against your wall (prod.irby)

@treetimee @guardinmusic

Pre release off of 'some boring, love stories' Pt. 2
Big shoutout to Guardin for killing the second verse!
Love u guys <3

Spotify

good for nothing | Feat. Guardin (Prod. Treetime)

too cold for a blanket to save me
so i froze to death while i waited
i feel the ice grow inside of me
on my tongue i can actually taste it

i know that nobody can save me
so don’t try, your time would be wasted
i feel my memories fading
hate my life, and sometimes i wanna take it
don’t know if i’ll make it to twenty
not alive, and i can’t find my placement
take drugs in such large quantities
for this pain, but i still can’t erase it

i think i’ll drown in the memories
i hate my life and i’m fine with it ending
broken inside and there’s no way to mend me
i’m a lost cause. there’s no point in pretending

i fell in love with a sadist
she left me with scars and i fucking hate it
her name is the drugs and she’s just like an angel
but her wings fell off and she ain’t got no halo 

i wake up everyday
and i wish that i didn’t
those visions were vivid
i wish i could stay asleep
cuz you were in my dreams

i do not know what to say
you made me feel different
like actually living 
but now that you’ve gone away
you’re only in my dreams

i know that nobody can save me
so don’t try, your time would be wasted
i feel my memories fading
hate my life, and sometimes i wanna take it
don’t know if i’ll make it to twenty
not alive, and i can’t find my placement
take drugs in such large quantities
for this pain, but i still can’t erase it

glaciers

Spotify<3

@benedixhion - glaciers [prod. misery]

Drums/Mix: @peterkuli
Guitar/Vocals: me

Wrote this song over a year ago while I was in Seattle. I was going through my first winter there and didn't really have any friends yet. I never had a reason to finish it, but when peter sent me the percussion it just fit so well. It's far from perfect, but I hope you like it! 

Also, relatable with all the cold weather this week lol

Spotify & iTunes

Tonight w/ Peter Kuli

You got me out my element like CO2 
Like CO2 (repeat)

You got me out my element like CO2 
Like CO2 (repeat)
I just wanna see you

Hey love what’s good with you
Flip flows yea I like too
Get fly yea I like too
Get high yea how bout you
How about you? 
You so on
Damn girl you so wrong 
Damn You so throwed
I’m out my zone

Hook

Shawty Im noticing you notice me, I noticed you too 
A nigga stay jazzy fresh like prince it makes sense, take me with you
You Nia like long If I’m coming too strong, we can take this slow too
Sitback and let this thing brew
Relax I play lambardi like 12 
I bet you missed that
It’s kool I get that 
Let’s cut the chit chat
Girl is you with that 
Break you off like kit kat 
XO like tic tac
Ten toes you down 
Like 3 times in a row?

Excuse me Just being honest I’m so aggressive these days
Can you blame me cuz that ass don’t match with your waist
Being passive is only an excuse for a lack of action 
don’t have much time to waste 
Too many ventures for me to make it a chase
I’m like miagi let’s kick it if it’s explicit
 thats too much for your taste 
Cuz ain’t no  pudding 
worth me catching a case
I got one rolled 
spark it lets take a trip to the moon, 
see the stars, or some place 
I’m shooting for anything 
to get in your space

Written by: Reed Pake
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/wetdaytimetable/
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/tsii
Album art by: https://soundcloud.com/saintkales
Mixed/Mastered by: John Garcia

Lyrics:

Hook:
Never wanna be confined, be confined, be confined 
Wanna color out the lines, out the lines, out the lines/  
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
All I see is grey/
Eyes used to glisten with life, but I feel like that’s died/
Wishin’ for a better life, one where I’m not gettin’ dried/
Out of all ambition, what I’m missin’ is a little light/
Out of my window pane/

Verse:
Back when I was a kid I would sit and dream/
By my window seat listening to the winter breeze whistling/
With nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
All I’d need was a bit of ink to link with my mind and free/
Myself from my identity, shed my body and fly with ease/
Or become the mightiest king or a hero fighting enemies/
Whoever I’d pretend to be, it never felt pretend to me/
Whether I was an an entity zippin’ beyond infinity/
Or in a different century solvin’ a murder mystery/
I could escape my boredom that tended to be a trend for me/
But when I was scolded for livin’ in my mental imagery/
I let myself get molded into something that isn’t me/
‘Cause I was told it was time to rid of kiddish sensibilities/
And I let that shit get to me, ‘till I met all my friends, ya see/
They helped inspirit me and bring back what appeared to be/
That old energy back when I had nothin’ but a pad and a pen to bleed/
And pushed me not to dream to live, but rather to live to dream/

Hook:
Never will I be confined, be confined, be confined 
Coloring out of the lines, out the lines, out the lines
Now when I look out of my blinds, out my blinds, out my blinds
Great array of shades/
Eyes are glistenin’ with life, knowin’ who is  by my side/
Couldn’t have a better life, everything is feelin’ right/
Ambition and a mission, always see me up and beamin’ bright/
Out of my window pane/

Live to Dream (feat. JUAN) [Prod. TSII) - Single

Spotify/Apple Music

Live to Dream (feat. Juan) [prod. TSII]

sick of overthinking every night

made this one in like a day
sometimes it be like that
another production by the amazing @harvest

spotify

make this work (prod. harvest)

broken senses

idk what u want

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

maybe its a dream

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might