guitar by: ryini beats

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lyrics: 
We were so in love but in the end it didn’t matter
Pull my heart straight out my chest Nothing is left together

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

I be feeling sick i be feeling really icky
Fell in love with drugs at 15 because I’m empty
They ever help but make me think that you were with me
Maybe if I didn’t feel that I’d be happy
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

i know

all plats

i know [dercept] *mv in desc*

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

Produced by navyxower
Written by Heylog & navyxower
Mix and master by Heylog & navyxower

lyrics
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its so challenging
you can throw me out, recycle me
I'm mortified
trying everything to keep me in line
I was neglected, but I'm feeling fine
will I be alright
i cant see through the fight!

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

YOU ASK ME IF IM BORED OF YOU!
i tell you its alright
nobody ever missed me, im happy that your mine
ill stay here watch some cartoons
*do nothing with my life*
a lonely little child
just trying to get by

sing me, a lullaby to put me right to sleep
sleep by my side, and ill be happy as can be
a life that's full of trauma, guess healing aint for me
wait until the morning, ill be throwing up you see

she's upset, I know I messed up
in the bed, I slowly get up
look around, this is the last time
in ur room, it's home in my eyes
thunderstorms
travel back
stay the night 
then miss u bad
one hour
till I'm home
the last place I wanna go
seeing you like everyday to not seeing at all
how'd it go from talking every night to not one call
these changes, I don't like them, especially being alone
it'd probably be worse if I didn't learn how to grow

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

sibling w/ heylog

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

#electronic #dance #2hollis #snowstrippers

everything just feels the same

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

prod wstdyth

lyrics:

long ago
thought i was ur savior
i’m not one of those 
u gave me ur heart 
baby i gave u a dead rose 
with her head close 
laying in my bed 
she on my chest tho 
look into my eyes 
baby i know u misread those 

why u want me back 
u can’t touch me 
like i’m made of glass
i’m wearing a mask 
now the room is spinning 
smoking on some gas 

no i can’t relax 
always moving but i’m making racks 
shawty think she bad 
i can’t take it tho 
i’m leaving out the back 

i just wanted something lowkey
lately i don’t see u coming towards me 
wish i saw u in the daylight 
i been in the night 
i been shaping dreams 
in the blue light 

hanging with the shamans 
put enchantments all over my body 
spend the fucking summer with my shawty 
i been rocking tommy 
all that i embody isn’t meant for u 
i got u falling 
smoking on some fire from the pit 
now my is head throbbing 

losing memories 
u think i’m the enemy 
keep ur fragile eyes off my face 
u shouldn't look at me 
all i see are the stars 
like i’m out at sea 
need a life line
i can’t get outside my dreams 

i’ve been tryna find my way but i see
u been stuck in front of me

in the blue light

prod @uglyzucc
So many songs on the way (:
Hope you enjoy
love you guys ♥

lyrics:
i don't feel okay i just guess that i wanted more
but you been on my mind all this time
i know that we won't ever be the same
that we won't ever be the same
i swear i can make everything alright
you left me thinking i was wrong
i know that we won't ever be the same
just tell me you're okay 
i swear last night you made me cry
all the things yo said
please stay alive
i swear i'll make it alright
i swear i'll make it alright

im sorry when it's hard i just dissapear
i'm like a ghost in the wind
but i still think of you
i know i made you sad
i know i fucked up
i said way too many times
but i know that we could make it back
if you wanted to i could take your hand
I swear I can make everything alright
I swear I just wanna make it out of here

i swear i can make everything alright
you left me thinking i was wrong
i know that we won't ever be the same
just tell me you're okay
x2

stay alive ✨ (prod. ugly zucc)

now i’m feeling blessed cuz she love me back 
cold winds in the night 
i don’t fuck with that 
with my shawty rolling out 
prada on my back
high grade baby i be smoking up a sack 

half sleep 
catch me 
in the undertow 
baby im not with the change 
know i gotta take it slow 
i remember in the summer i was in my glo 
now i don’t be feeling shit yeah it fucking blows 

in the gore-tex 
don’t know what’s important 
looking at the world thru a lens 
it’s distorted
oh i’m dormant
posted in the jordans  
i just wanna get away 
let’s go back to portland 

u know i’m in love with the way u put ur head on my arm 
while we hanging out at night 
under eve stars 
baby we can do it 
smoking up in your car 
imma help u thru it 
u can have my black heart

mind unobstructed 
used to be corrupted 
i’m a little better i just needed readjustment 
still unproductive 
undercover tucked in 
smoking pack baby now i feel like i’m abducted 

now i’m feeling blessed cuz she love me back 
cold winds in the night 
i don’t fuck with that 
with my shawty rolling out 
prada on my back
high grade baby i be smoking up a sack 

half sleep 
catch me 
in the undertow 
baby im not with the change 
know i gotta take it slow 
i remember in the summer i was in my glo 
now i don’t be feeling shit yeah it fucking blows 


prod wstdyth

HALFSLEEP

lyrics:

smoking club weed 
i’ve been doing bad deeds 
acid wash jeans
acid in my cold tea 
can i see it now 
maybe it’s a cold lead
like a fairytale 
losing me in my machines 

low life 
in the low light 
maybe if i hit this flow right 
i’ll control life 
take my hand if u can hold tight 
can u hold tight 
i’ve been running from this cold night 
from this cold night 

stone island rest upon my head 
wasted so much time wishing i was dead 
wasn’t feeling right 
fix my eyes seeing infrared  
now i’m switching paths 
really feel the truths that i read
in the clear light 
ridding old lives that i shed

lie awake 
dancing with the snakes 
two Fs on my waist 
nothing stays 
this whole world is fake 
kiss me in the rain 

found the key
cycles still repeat 
incarnate of a dream 
calling me 
voices in the tree 
living thru a screen

smoking on the loud 
say to turn my music down 
i can’t keep it in 
all the secret lands i found 
sprawling at my feet 
i’m connected to the leaves 
watch me breathe 
taking in the tryptamines 

prayer flags 
trees start to stare back 
abstract 
u don’t understand that 
black cat 
crossed in front of my path 
bad loops in my head 
i can bypass 

smoking club weed 
i’ve been doing bad deeds 
acid wash jeans
acid in my cold tea 
can i see it now 
maybe it’s a cold lead
like a fairytale 
losing me in my machines 

low life 
in the low light 
maybe if i hit this flow right 
i’ll control life 
take my hand if u can hold tight 
can u hold tight 
i’ve been running from this cold night 
from this cold night 

stone island rest upon my head 
wasted so much time wishing i was dead 
wasn’t feeling right 
fix my eyes seeing infrared  
now i’m switching paths 
really feel the truths that i read
in the clear light 
riding old lives that i shed

prod wstdyth