recorded @ goblin haven
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost

its ok 2 eat fish (+ remghost)

life goes on [prod. shinju]

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

Waiting for a great awaken
I can never see the pavement
It's a feeling that I'm chasing
I think that I feel amazing
I feel like my heart is racing
Sorry if I'm too impatient
Maybe I should just
Swallow the truth 
But I don't wanna face it

In the city late night
Yeah I'm up lurking
Always chasing a feeling
And I'm still searching
And you know I stay fried
Always something burning
Yeah bitch I don't miss
Like a fucking surgeon

Off the molly rock
I'm a different person
I feel like I have a heart again
On an endless road
Yeah the story never end
Dancing on thin ice
But I still won't bend

Baby living life I be on the ice
Shit is getting thin I ain't thinking twice
You don't wanna play
You won't roll the dice
You don't wanna play
Gamble with your life

3 doves been in love
I think you should pick me up
I been off the pixie dust
Off the molly and it's crushed
Hit your baby make her blush
I be always turning up
If I see the kush
Baby Ima burn it up

Waiting for a great awaken
I can never see the pavement
It's a feeling that I'm chasing
I think that I feel amazing
I feel like my heart is racing
Sorry if I'm too impatient
Maybe I should just
Swallow the truth
But I don't wanna face it

I be off the acid in the forest
And it's getting spacious
Always saying please and saying thank you
Cause I'm being gracious
It's been getting closer
Getting closer think that I can taste it
Got a bad bitch
She drink coffee and she hella basic

Got a bad bitch
Yeah she riding round with me
Drinking Hennessey
She sippin' Pink Whitney
And all I wanna know is
Do you really feel me?
Cause I been falling for you
And I'm in too deep
Can't eat can't sleep
All these other bitches can't compete
Girl you know you make my heart complete
Yeah you make that bitch skip a beat

Fuck a lame and fuck a basic
Take your swag and confiscate it
Straight from the source baby
Yeah you know I'm concentrated
Higher than the stars yeah
I've been staying elevated
Ten toes down baby
Nowadays I'm never jaded

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the story never end (ft. caspr) (prod. 06brick + nskyi)

decay (remix)

JUST FOR THE JOKE

that’s not what u meant to me
u made me think that this is ecstasy 
eventually 
u got me hooked on you 
and u won’t set me free 
i remember what u said to me 
like 'that’s so fucking sweet'
now ur switching up the energy

i thought we could go for a drive tonight
u pushin me to the side
i feel like im losing u
i thought for a minute that u could be mine
sending me hearts at night
making me feel so much more alive
is it the same for u
as im looking into ur eyes


bitch im a burnout
and she gonna curve me
but she wanna burn now
is this gonna work out
are u gonna hurt me 
leave me on the curb now

shes pullin at my shirt
hold it down
gotta play it cool
takin off her skirt
wearing black
like a funeral

calvins on the fuckcin bedside
u just close ur eyes
i dont even wanna know why
im so fuckin high
flowers in her hair
blowing clouds
are u my demise
i dont wanna stare 
but u look so fuckin cute tonight

since i saw u 
u been in my mind
girl u make me wanna call u
wanna make u mine

can i see u in the fall too
summers not much time
and u know id give my all to u
keep me in ur life
cuz u know id give it all

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ECSTASY

lyrics:

u can’t see me i’m a wallflower 
in the dream world 
queen of the dark tower 
take away my charms i got no power 
in the nighttime 
step out in the star shower 

laying low out in japan i hit the lawson 
baby know i used to have a light 
then i lost it 
new jeans 
i don’t care what they cost bitch 
don’t know what i’m doing with my life 
i’m exhausted 

i’m expelling the darkness 
it’s hard task 
no i didn’t wanna start this 
give me flashbacks 
looking at ur scarred wrist 
wanna heal u 
i can see the stars in the night 
i can feel u 

i’m so catatonic 
i been feeling down
i need a tonic 
now i’m always fucked up
gotta stop it
with the blue moncler
look like sonic
i don’t wanna think
rolling up the chronic 

guess it won’t work out 
ur a flame princess 
i’m an ice lord 
i don’t wanna risk this 

feel like im not even here
ive been distant
imma have a crisis
ponder my existence 

hiding in the night
ur by my side
my eyes go white
ridden with blight

u can’t see me i’m a wallflower 
in the dream world 
queen of the dark tower 
take away my charms i got no power 
in the nighttime 
step out in the star shower 

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wallflower

lyrics:

smoking club weed 
i’ve been doing bad deeds 
acid wash jeans
acid in my cold tea 
can i see it now 
maybe it’s a cold lead
like a fairytale 
losing me in my machines 

low life 
in the low light 
maybe if i hit this flow right 
i’ll control life 
take my hand if u can hold tight 
can u hold tight 
i’ve been running from this cold night 
from this cold night 

stone island rest upon my head 
wasted so much time wishing i was dead 
wasn’t feeling right 
fix my eyes seeing infrared  
now i’m switching paths 
really feel the truths that i read
in the clear light 
ridding old lives that i shed

lie awake 
dancing with the snakes 
two Fs on my waist 
nothing stays 
this whole world is fake 
kiss me in the rain 

found the key
cycles still repeat 
incarnate of a dream 
calling me 
voices in the tree 
living thru a screen

smoking on the loud 
say to turn my music down 
i can’t keep it in 
all the secret lands i found 
sprawling at my feet 
i’m connected to the leaves 
watch me breathe 
taking in the tryptamines 

prayer flags 
trees start to stare back 
abstract 
u don’t understand that 
black cat 
crossed in front of my path 
bad loops in my head 
i can bypass 

smoking club weed 
i’ve been doing bad deeds 
acid wash jeans
acid in my cold tea 
can i see it now 
maybe it’s a cold lead
like a fairytale 
losing me in my machines 

low life 
in the low light 
maybe if i hit this flow right 
i’ll control life 
take my hand if u can hold tight 
can u hold tight 
i’ve been running from this cold night 
from this cold night 

stone island rest upon my head 
wasted so much time wishing i was dead 
wasn’t feeling right 
fix my eyes seeing infrared  
now i’m switching paths 
really feel the truths that i read
in the clear light 
riding old lives that i shed

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low light

i wish i could see straight 
am i still like in a bad place 
in a dream state 
falling back into the landscape 
and the sky’s grey 
could i have it my way 
i let out my feelings 
hit the j 
hit the highway 

see me in the moonlight 
staring at you 
look in your eyes 
is this alright 
i hope we can beat nighttime 
you’re my lifeline 
nothing shining without your light 
silver rings on my hands 
smoking all all night 

tripping at the coast 
all i see 
is u next to me 
i can feel a change in the air 
it’s like ecstasy 
angels coming down 
breathing truth 
and they blessing me 
everything i need 
that’s in me 
but you’re my energy 

i got trapped in the under world 
and my portal broke 
late night 
feel it from above
i’m a mortal though 
smoking hyacinth 
say i’m pretty, just the light i’m in 
u can start to change your life 
light it from within 

sacred water 
sippin lemon tek 
can i handle it 
taking me away other worlds
i’m a resident 
undercover 
on my chest 
and i fasten it 
denim from japan 
and i got drained minds in my cabinet 

tripping at the coast 
all i see 
is u next to me 
i can feel a change in the air 
it’s like ecstasy 
angels coming down 
breathing truth 
and they blessing me 
everything i need 
that’s in me 
but you’re my energy 

feel a change from within u got my glass heart
now u got my glass heart 
now u got my glass heart 
feel a change from within u got my glass heart
now u got my glass heart 
now u got my glass heart 

{Saturn - Sleeping at Last}

with shortness of breath
i'll explain the infinite
how rare and beautiful
it truly is that we exist