@rouri404
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#hyperpop
#hyperpunk
#bi0wrld

home ft. rouri404

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

I was down bad I was scared of getting stuck 
Finally found my sound that boy mad he still suck

explode ft kenny orlando & kennedyxoxo (noahmadethiss) (ALL PLATFORMS)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

(never again)
(never again)
never again, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i'll say goodbye now
you can cry your eyes out
i'll be alright while you're alone
tell me when, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i don't think you get it
god you're so pathetic
crying out the exit all alone

can you tell me that you cared
every night i've been impaired
but deep down i'm so scared

i got drunk
hit a bump
why am i feeling so slump
i've been losing my shit
and i haven't slept in months
quitting weed made me dream
and i don't like it one bit
(this life's not what it seems)

i hit a blunt, i hit a bag, now what's the move
when i wake up, i don't need drugs, i just need you
woah
i just spent another night out
now i'm back inside your house
i've been so turnt up tryna fight the urge to sleep
but it's been a couple days and it's more than i can take
but i'll find a way
there's something 'bout the way that you make me feel
which path do i take
throw it all away or bury my heart

and i can't believe you actually made me bury my beliefs
i gave it all of me and sacrificed my unity
the tragic path to you and me
it's always something that's not up to you or me
it's in my head but it's not something i can see
it's only something that is slightly out of reach
it's something out a eulogy

i got drunk
hit a bump
why am i feeling so slump
i've been losing my shit
and i haven't slept in months
quitting weed made me dream
and i don't like it one bit
(this life's not what it seems)

never again, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i'll say goodbye now
you can cry your eyes out
i'll be alright while you're alone

can you tell me that you cared
every night i've been impaired
but deep down i'm so scared

THREAD w/ lil narnia, fats’e, anxiety attacks!

KA$ADY X DG237 - Rottweiler (prod. gamma)

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

prod wastedyouth

lyrics:

i got a show
got some doobies
she pull up cuz she a groupie
i been faded
watch me do me
i been trippin on the goomies

fuck with me but u a goofy
yeah im medicated cuz im moody
i been fuckin with this new me
so why u actin like u knew me

rollin dope in the moonlight
yeah im comin up
wanna do it right
got a green laser when i set sights
never switch up cuz we air tight

and im in the mountains without u
baby i dont wanna doubt u
imma hit u back
ill be out soon
yeah im makin pacts on the bloodmoon

keep me sane
she keep me sane and im in love with that
she be goin round my brain and i just want her bad
she my main im out this way and i be smokin pack
im in love with that
im in love with that

shes comin over and i feel like i dont know me
yeah i dont know me
i been so lonely
getting high and im fallin so slowly
i need u to hold me
i been so lonely

show u everything i mean
ill show u what i mean
baby if u stay with me
u got me bagging please
i been smokin with my team
ill make u be my queen
now that we're both 17
its harder than it seems

rollin dope in the moonlight
yeah im comin up
wanna do it right
got a green laser when i set sights
never switch up cuz we air tight

and im in the mountains without u
baby i dont wanna doubt u
imma hit u back
ill be out soon
yeah im makin pacts on the bloodmoon

show u everything i mean
ill show u what i mean
baby if u stay with me
u got me bagging please
i been smokin with my team
ill make u be my queen
now that we're both 17
its harder than it seems

spotify 💕

bloodmoon

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

i know that its falling thru 
stop myself from calling you 
to tell you that miss you 
and i need you 
cuz what would you do?

i know that this change is for the best
but i can’t shake this aching feeling in my chest 

i’m missing u a lot tonight 
ill see u when i close my eyes 
i’m sitting in the flowers 
contemplating why im still alive 
i promise that ill be alright 
sometimes i gotta take the time 
to make some sense of everything 
im reading in between the lines

you whisper in my ear 
why is it always this time of year 
you begin to fade 
after summer youll just disappear 
i know that im not perfect 
but i promise i can hold u near
please just let me say 
all the thing that i want u to hear 

u dont need me like i need u
got me feeling blue 
ur gonna go away really soon
so what can i do 
maybe ill be fine on my own 
cuz that’s nothing new 
but youll be in la after june 
so its falling thru

like i need u

prod @uglyzucc
So many songs on the way (:
Hope you enjoy
love you guys ♥

lyrics:
i don't feel okay i just guess that i wanted more
but you been on my mind all this time
i know that we won't ever be the same
that we won't ever be the same
i swear i can make everything alright
you left me thinking i was wrong
i know that we won't ever be the same
just tell me you're okay 
i swear last night you made me cry
all the things yo said
please stay alive
i swear i'll make it alright
i swear i'll make it alright

im sorry when it's hard i just dissapear
i'm like a ghost in the wind
but i still think of you
i know i made you sad
i know i fucked up
i said way too many times
but i know that we could make it back
if you wanted to i could take your hand
I swear I can make everything alright
I swear I just wanna make it out of here

i swear i can make everything alright
you left me thinking i was wrong
i know that we won't ever be the same
just tell me you're okay
x2

stay alive ✨ (prod. ugly zucc)

lyrics:

wasting all my time getting faded 
blacked out oz rafs 
colors shaded 
baby looked at me
saw i was a raven 
see beyond the veil, dead worlds 
left me tainted 

iphone always dying
oh u caught me crying 
tryna find myself in old text, magic writings 
i’ve been looking for a prayer that can bring me lighting 
no one really knows the truth so i keep on trying 

n the sky witch 
brings me violets 
black paint on my eyelids 
uninvited 
know my aura makes u frightened 
i’m just high bitch 
i been thinking i’m enlightened 
maybe i’m just dying inside 

bite my lips till they’re bleeding 
memories are fleeting 
i can feel the world is repeating 
drawn to the ice crown 
hate me cuz i’m freezing 
baby ur my princess 
maybe i’m just dreaming

(prod+wstdyth)